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Perhaps an explanation of how I came to create these songs will help you understand, appreciate and benefit more from my music. If you are a professional musician - I'm almost positive that you will not want to listen. My 'true' musician skills are almost nil. I grew up just wanting to sing. Not until I started losing my singing voice to dysphonia did I attempt to instrumentally express the music within me. The formal training I had was just a few piano lessons when I was very young, a few when I was in my fifties to help me play extemporaneously, bass viol playing in 4-11 grades and learning to train my ear for harmonies as a singer in church singing groups. I really loved being in school choirs, musicals, and church traveling groups and later singing jingles and in night clubs. Decades later, I had much experience helping with praise and worship music and children's memory verse songs at our church. When the music director would leave, I would get called in to play piano and I was really bad for a long while! I did finally learn to keep up with the fast moving praise songs, although my 'forte' was really more the worship type music, slow and often extemporaneous.

For years, Grandpa and I helped in Children's Church. As I mentioned, to help the children remember their scripture memorization verses I would put the scriptures to music. I wrote countless melodies in that practice over decades of volunteer church work. It was all that practice that led to this past decade of putting these latest 88 songs together.

Several years ago a top-of-the-line style producing keyboard was availed to me at a very reasonable price. Gifts of money from two sources were added to what I could afford and I was able to purchase it. I had been using the 'bottom-of-the-line' keyboard, producing old hymn CDs that proved to be well liked by seniors here in our small Minnesota community. But it was time to add to my serene hymn CD repertoire - some upbeat CDs. I produced two - one of them being a Christmas album.

My searching of truth has led me to a new message of love apart from religion now. To convey my message - I write simple songs. When I feel a song coming on - I grab something to write on and just take the words that come. They flow and are on paper in just minutes. Very seldom, do I change the words or omit anything that I have written. I then find a style on my, sorry to say, rather outdated style-machine and put together a simple song in a few hours, using the recording equipment that I have. Sometimes I will find the style first and then I will write the words. That's one of the reasons why I say that if you are a musician - I'd be surprised if the songs do anything for you. But, a lot of you non-musicians still listen to oldies on the radio or your audio devises - right? So, please don't let the fact that they are 'older styled' detour you from allowing these albums to lift your spirit.

A few years ago I sent some of my songs to a person to take a listen. I knew this person had different tastes in music than I did. He never responded about the songs. He did make what I took as a critical comment on his You-Tube about 'elevator music'. I think he was alluding to my music. Before that, I had handed some of my music to another professional person and he thought my music would be good for listening when you are on hold on the phone. Remember MUZAK? Oh my goodness! I just googled 'Muzak' for the 1st time ever and guess what they've nicknamed Muzak! 😊 ELEVATOR and LIFT MUSIC!!!!! That's just what I fashioned my music to do!

Yes, I just want my songs to lift your mood - to bring happiness while you are working, reading, cooking, exercising, crafting - just going about your day. I want these songs to encourage you to be a happy, loving, forgiving, conscientious, caring, ambitious - all that you need to be who you were born to be! I do want my songs to be 'elevator' music for you - to lift you, to elevate, to raise your mind and spirit! I want to help you be more successful in life and being a happy and loving person = success! If you are a senior and reading this - may I ask - are you a bitter, grumpy old man or woman? Is that what you want to leave as your legacy? Come join me in my happy club! Regardless of the world around us, let's be happy! Let's help transform, lift and elevate our world!

Please note that the last few years I have tuned all my songs to 432 tuning, leaving 440 tuning behind. What I understand is that 432 tuning is the natural tuning that emanates from our Earth. Some say that 440 tuning came to be decades ago - fashioned to bring 'discord' to humanity. If you research this, you will find online discussion, some calling it a 'conspiracy theory', others saying that it makes no difference. I have heard that some say it is more relaxing and actually conducive to healing. I really don't know!! It was simple to tune my keyboard down, so I decided to make the change. The only negative aspect of using 432 tuning is that if you want to play along with your instrument - guitar, piano, ukulele, whatever - you will need to retune your instrument. You can go to You-Tube and find 'easy to do' tuning videos. Or, go to your nearest music store and purchase a 432 tuning fork( s ) or maybe even a little electronic gadget to lead you to perfect 432 tuning. I hope the 432 tuning part doesn't discourage you from wanting to play along with my music! You won't notice a bit of difference if you are just singing along.

In closing . . . .

When I was a singer - I'd often wish that I had a more 'breathy' voice and the vibrato that I had naturally developed at a very early age bugged me sometimes - because I really could not control it well. Now, without a singing voice, I searched on my keyboard for 'voices' that I liked. Way back in the archives, when I push about 5 buttons, I find these breathy vibrato-free, human-sounding voices that were just what I wanted when I was a singer! I hope you think the 'awe' sound that they make are 'awe'some and not 'awe'ful!! 😊 I'm hoping that someday soon, though, I will have real live singers!

Time to go! . . . My wife and grandma duties are calling!

LET'S LOVE THE ONES WE'RE WITH!

HUG!

Grandma VaVa 😊

p.s. Until the real singers and musicians of this world decide to leave the clutches of our corrupt music industry -- I'll keep on singing my little happy love songs, hoping you will sing and/or play along!

p.s.s. Someday I'll maybe share a couple of dreams that I had many years ago. One, where I am leading people onto an elevator! Another, where I was singing out from an escalator - out very loudly with a voice with no vibrato. Really! I'm not fibbing! I have these dreams in a 3 inch thick portfolio and they're easy to get to. Anyone interested? Let me know. Unless they're requested, I will not bother any of you with them - not now anyway. ( And you should be heeding your dreams! ) But in my BLOG you're going to hear lots of my stories, though! Can't wait to tell them all! I'm sharing them because our Creator cares about you and has led me to blog from my heart, sharing love and information with you. Hopefully I can help bring new understanding and new enthusiasm to your lives.

Bye-bye for now!

And my story: THE NIGHT WE WERE ABDUCTED, VECHICLE AND ALL!

As you read through the lyrics of my songs you will see that I talk about forgiveness quite a bit. My album, '23 Psalms', has songs named 'Forgiveness' and 'Forgivin' To Do'.

So much of my happiness, I believe, is a result of my decision to forgive readily, forgive everyone and forgive all. Did you notice that I used the word 'decision'? I learned many years ago how to forgive by using my chooser - not my feelings. The dictionary's #1 definition of 'forgiveness' is 'to stop being angry about something'. It can be as simple as that! There are so many things that have happened to us over the course of our lives and now so much information about the corruption and deceit in our world has been revealed to us. I've decided that only our divine Creator of Love can ultimately fix the mess that the world is in. What good does it do me, or you, to hold un-forgiveness in our hearts, minds, and bodies!? ( Our bodies and minds hold un-forgiveness in the form of dis-ease! ) To be angry is just one more thing that our adversary wants us to have to defeat us. Anger does us absolutely no good, unless we have been divinely instructed to be on the front lines of 'warring' against evil. The best thing that we can do is to relax and stay in a state of love and forgiveness for the benefit of those around us. Added together, all of us who decide to love will make a collective powerful energy that will help thrust our world into correction and peace someday.

May I suggest that you 'just do it' - make the decision to forgive all and to join the 'happy' ranks to help mend our world that seems to be at the brink of destruction. Some of you are estranged from family members, because of your unwillingness to forgive. Many of you are even physically and emotionally ill due to the un-forgiveness that you have held in your hearts for years. How about not only joining my 'happy club' but also my 'forgiving club'? Those that have harmed you are products of being harmed. I agree, if you have been cruelly abused, you most likely should stay away from that person. But you can still have a forgiving heart toward that person, stop being angry about the offense( s ) and therefore allow yourself to be at peace.

The 'f___ you!' expression that flies out from almost every English-speaking tongue, I believe, is laden with un-forgiveness! Let's change our words from 'f___ you' to 'I forgive you' or 'I love you'! I wonder if just that correction in our world alone would lift us up and out into healing - ? I wonder, would you join my 'happy club' by changing even just that one word in your vocabulary? Words have power! Words carry energy, high energy ( love ), low energy ( hate ). By making that one correction in your life you might totally revolutionize your own life and lift your world. And again, collectively, what would happen to America if the f___ word was not thrust out into our atmosphere to ultimately affect humanity?

Many years ago I watched a daytime TV talk show. The host that day had, if I remember correctly, three families on to interview. These families all had a family member killed by a boyfriend or spouse. One lady, whose daughter had been murdered by her boyfriend, displayed for the whole world to see on this talk show, an incredible example of what love and forgiveness will do! She had actually forgiven and 'adopted' the killer as her own son - to love as her own child! I remember weeping as I saw the pure love radiating out from the women's face - more than I had ever seen before and since then! I tried to find the episode with this lady on the internet but I did not see it pop up. Other articles very much like this story did, though. I challenge you to do the same, especially if you have un-forgiveness towards someone. Google - 'stories of people who have forgiven murderers of their children.' ( something like that ) Have a box of tissue handy! Perhaps reading some of those stories will cure you of little petty grievances from long ago that have eaten at you, your relationships and your health for years. Maybe watching one of these examples of unconditional love will cure you of bitterness and resentment toward government and religious leaders - ? Yes, they do need to be replaced and dealt with according to the law, but are we not doing harm to ourselves by taking on anger towards them? All the 'truths' that have been exposed for millions to learn of in this Apocalypse ( the unveiling ) are meant to free us - not pull us down! We will eventually understand how this corruption crept in and had its control of humanity for thousands of years. The corrupt leaders are products of what they were born into. One of the most evil women that we all 'know' was in a dream that I had years ago. I believe the dream depicted me in a state of forgiveness toward her. The dream puzzled me much but I'm wondering if the future will bring even some ( or all? ) of the most evil of humanity to a place of healing and reconciliation . . . ? How has this all been allowed to happen? In time I believe we will know. And again, may I reiterate! - I am not condoning evil practices! But, I'm not going to waste my energy by being angry towards them. I choose to love and forgive. Maybe someday some of the now corrupt will sing a song about LOVE lifting them out of the snare they landed in.

Please note my album called 'Lifted Higher'. The 9 tracks are designed to lead you into love and compassion even for the vilest 'fallen' ones. Yes, you may be angry at me now for suggesting that we should totally love and forgive even the wicked. I forgot to tell you that the women who adopted her daughter's murderer as her own son - was severely criticized by many in the audience that day. They were vehemently yelling and screaming at her. Maybe you are yelling and screaming at me. If so, I have a story to tell you right now. I have never written this true story and published it. I have, however, verbally told the story to many over the past 37 years since it happened. You might have heard about us through the grapevine or even heard me personally tell this story. Please read on even if you are angry at me.

In 1984, my hubby and I decided that we should scout out a city - to eventually perhaps move there. A friend who wanted to check out that same city also, offered his large van for us to make the 12 hour journey. Just a hundred miles into the trip as our 3 small children and I were sound asleep in back of the van, my husband and our friend decided to relieve themselves of all the coffee they'd been drinking. Stopping at a vacant wayside rest on the interstate and not wanting to wake us sleepers and with only one set of keys, they kept the van and air conditioner running and doors unlocked while they made their quick dash in. As they exited the rest room, they found the van and us gone. My husband spotted our van's tail lights as the abductor drove us onto the interstate. As Christians we three adults all had been taught to use our authority ( actually every human's ( Christian or not ) ability. ) The guys were commanding the van to stop and then they commanded a semi-driver to take them and chase after the van.

Meanwhile, I woke up. Something was really strange! The air had been turned off, there was a stench of body odor that was not there before. As to not wake the children, I whispered loud enough for my husband, who I thought was driving - to hear me. ' Honey, when did you change your shirt?' The guy turned around and looked at me. I then realized that a stranger was driving the van. Immediately, I thought that the guys had picked up a hitch-hiker and he was driving. I proceeded to the front of the van to find myself without my husband and friend and alone with an abductor.

A supernatural peace came over me. I sat down in the captain's chair across from him, and practicing my authority, put my hand on his shoulder and commanded him to stop the van. I remember all these details so clearly! I remember him dropping his jaw in disbelief and pulling over, putting the van in park, and slouching over the steering wheel. Next, an overwhelming love welled up from my heart towards him. I told him that I loved him and that he had come to our van to meet Jesus. ( The real example of love that the Jesus figure was to portray - he witnessed that night. ) Well by then the semi-truck with my husband and our friend had caught up to us. They bailed out of the truck, the semi not even coming to a complete stop, left us out on the deserted interstate in the middle of the night with a kidnapper and a thief! It was not long, though, before highway patrol cars came. ( Perhaps the semi driver had reported it - ? Or maybe they were just making their rounds - ? ) From all the way across the 4 lanes with the grass medium between - a highway patrol in the first arriving patrol car yelled over to us - asking if we needed help. The stranger still in the driver's seat yelled out the driver's window - the only words I heard him speak during the whole incident - 'SHE LOVES ME!' I believe it was two other patrol cars that came flying to our rescue. They got the guy out of the van and into one of their vehicles. Supposedly, he was an escapee from a mental institution. They questioned us and had us write our accounts of what happened. We then continued our journey in a state of amazement and thankfulness.

I am leaving out some of the story but I think I told you the most important parts. So, what do you think would have taken place had I totally freaked out? I did not see a weapon on him. Was he perhaps a middle man taking us somewhere plotted out? Were we perhaps close to being 'human trafficked'? Do you think because I stayed in a state of peace and love that perhaps a supernatural power protected us from harm? Does my story help persuade you to be a 'lover' too? I hope so! Of course, if that man was attacking us, trying to bring harm - I most likely would have had a whole different approach! I would have fought for my children's and my preservation. But 'love' just seemed to take over and get us effortlessly through the ordeal.

By the way, I was then endeavoring to be a loving and forgiving person like I am now. I've had lots and lots and lots of practice throughout my life! This could be my scariest, most unbelievable story but I have many more to tell with love and forgiveness being my theme.

Allow me to tell one more quick testimony of the power of forgiveness:

We did move to that city. There my husband's craft brought him to selling his gift-wares in stores across America. We sold his items to a middleman who collected orders for us from the leading gift marts. Well, to make the story short, this man got into financial difficulty and saw no way out but to file bankruptcy. He owed us hundreds of dollars, maybe a couple of thousand, which to us at that time was ALL of our resources. Of course, in turn, we could not pay our bills. It was a very difficult situation for us to be in. Needless to say, we were extremely upset at this person and his wife. But we decided that forgiveness was the path we should take. We chose to not be angry and we went to the couple and lovingly said, 'We forgive you of this debt.'

I don't remember how long of a wait it was, but not long after we received a phone call asking if we would consider taking in two foreign exchange students that were coming to the U.S. to go to a private school in the city we were in. Usually, when foreign exchange students are hosted by you, you are not reciprocated - but with a wonderful experience. Well, this wasn't the case, they both paid us hundreds of dollars monthly. We were miraculously paid back - plus much more - the debt we had forgiven.

I do regret that we were not a better host and hostess for the 2 young men, one from Switzerland, the other from Finland. We still were a very 'struggling' young family and I wish we had been more 'stable' for these men to have a more enjoyable American experience. But after 45 years now of married life, through all the hard lessons learned and our perseverance, there's a whole lot more peace in our home! Had I kept a journal - I'd have maybe hundreds of accounts of 'forgiveness' that have taken place in our marriage and family. ( I do not have a list! I put it all 'in the past'! ) But because of forgiveness, our family is still intact and loving. Family means so much to me and I am so grateful to my husband and children and their spouses for choosing to be 'lovers' also.

Well BYE-BYE for now! I'll be back shortly! I 'feel' another blog-post coming on! 😊 All of life's best to you and yours! I believe that life's best comes in the same package as LOVE! Decide today to be a LOVER and to be a lover you must be a FORGIVER! Have a wonderful day - full of love, joy and peace! Thank you for coming to my blog. Hopefully I have encouraged you to be a forgiver, more of a forgiver, or to just keep on totally forgiving like I endeavor to do. 😊

Love always,

Grandma VaVa

P.S. Check out Cathy O'Brien's story of forgiveness! She has written a book called, 'Tranceformation of America'. You can also find her interviewed on You-Tube. Cathy, who I have seen interviewed, was human-trafficked and is now a beautiful 'forgiver'! Her story is almost unbelievable and wonderful!

Featuring . . . MY 'GOING TO THE STATE CAPITOL' STORY

Hi dear readers,

Right now I sure could use a nap on this muggy, cloudy Saturday afternoon in Minnesota. Instead, I'll have some coffee fortified with heavy cream and pure maple syrup! I'll also combat today's nap urge by telling my body to 'wake up!' I know doing that will bring results to help me press on as a blogger. ------ I did it! I just took a moment and spoke to my body and mind and told it to be an 'influencer of mankind'! Let's see what happens. 😊

You probably know that our Creator instills in each of us unique gifts that lead us on our life's path. I think of Junior High School and my aptitude test results. My top scorings were in the arts. I set my sights on singing, interior decorating and clothes designing. Sing I did and always will - even if it's now 'singing with my fingers'! You would get a chuckle if you saw my shabby shabby-chic little house and often boho-chic ( or boohoo? ) outfits that I come up with using what I have available in my closet. Those natural-born 'gifts' ( enjoyments ) I've put to use in what may not be very impressive to 'wealthy' and/or 'stylish' people but I've put them to use and made myself happy anyway! 😊

The tests indicated 'persuasiveness' to also be my strength. I remember having to look up the word 'persuasive'. Funny! Because finally today, nearly 55 years later, not only have I prepared these 88 songs available to you on this website but I'm now attempting to be an 'influencer' using my persuasive powers in my blog. 😊 I want to persuade you to become a liberated person, to be the human you were born to be!

My eyes have been opening wider and wider over the past few years; Truths have been revealed. Had I caught on to what our Creator was hinting to me many times throughout my life - I would have known the truth much sooner and I sure would have done my best to share my discoveries with you then - to influence you to wake up and see the truth! But, now is the time and I am very happy to now be at another kind of keyboard sharing my heart and experiences with you.

Please remember, as I have previously stated that I, for the most part, will not use the name 'god' - because quite frankly, the psychopathic god of the Bible, Yahweh, ruined that word for me. So I continue on with other names and you'll know what I mean.

Our true, loving Creator 😊 is no respecter of persons. We know that the O.T. evil god brags about that and at the same time has his 'chosen people'. What? Would you not say that those are two contradictive statements that he has made? I would like to tell you of a few happenings in my life that were meant to be warnings from my ( and your ) true Source. Perhaps you can look back and give testimony of our Source warning you also of the lies of religion, politics, the media, science and history too! All the while, caught in the snare of those lies - our true, loving Creator has kept us safe and allowed us to somehow flourish there within deception - despite our inability to hear wisdom calling. Our Creator has so patiently waited for us to say, 'Now, wait a minute!' 'This doesn't add up!' Even if we weren't searching for the truth - just common sense should have been heeded by us all! I commend all of you who never fell for the lies! Have you read our country's forefather Thomas Paine's books - Common Sense or Age of Reason? You can read them on line, even listen to the audio books on You-Tube. Thomas Jefferson's writings will also help you to 'wake up' to the deceitfulness of the Bible. ( I understand that the 'elite' have hijacked that word 'woke' and are using it to mimic us who are truly waking up. So, be aware of that! )

Creating music is my favorite past-time. Many grandmas tend to large vegetable and/or flower gardens, quilt making, various clubs, traveling the world, etc., etc. I am most content at work in my music studio. Never in my life did I see myself attempting to persuade others in any other way than through my 'singing'. But, here I am at my computer attempting to be a 'blogger' for the first time in my life and trying to persuade you to wake up and know that you've been lied to. Having been deceived for 65 plus years myself, I come to you now with respect and love - just wanting you and the world to go free before it's too late. As we wake up, we can all rise up together out of the snare set for us. Hopefully, the little bits of information that I leave with you will act as a catalyst to make you want TRUTH & FREEDOM more than anything else in this world!

I must go with what I believe I've been divinely directed to do. Last week a dream spoke to me about putting all my efforts, my abilities and strength into 'writing' to you - to help you through this time. ( It's not time to make those rag rugs that would really be fun to do! ) By no means am I saying that I have my life all together! I struggle with things in my life too, but for the most part, I have learned to have a quite peaceable and satisfying life. I believe that the dream depicted me blogging within an ocean of divine love. The ocean of love also depicted a new era of understanding and trust - trust that our divine Creator has a good plan for humanity - not the lies of 'eschatology' and other 'twisted' propaganda. By the way, eschatology was invented by the Jesuits. Ignatius of Loyola ( 1491-1556 ) is the founder of the Jesuits but you should read, while the info is available, about the life of Francisco Ribera ( 1591-1621 ), a Jesuit who came up with 'eschatology'. Eschatology was designed to further and strengthen the 'mind control' of Christians all over the world for centuries! And sadly, millions today are still under its spell and within it is a devastating, evil 'end time' agenda that has been in the making for hundreds of years. But it's not too late to thwart their plan! I believe our Divine Loving Creator has something really wonderful in the making that will unveil and fully expose our true enemy and ruin those plans. And it's happening now - I believe!

May I reminisce and relay a few instances of how I believe I was divinely warned to not allow myself to be ensnared in the so obvious lies of Christianity. They've been simple, little hints and also 'whammo' messages that I most likely will not be able to elaborate well on, but I'll do my best to communicate these true events ( divine warnings ) that I've received throughout my life.

Here are a few:

Of course as a small child I did not have a choice of not going to church. However, this particular scene comes to my mind often. I see the day that our family was getting ready for church and I am throwing a big fit as my mom attempts to put long, tight stockings on me. That true picture speaks a lot to me! The stockings symbolize a 'binding' of my 'leg'acy! My true mother ( my Source ) would never try force me and ruin my legacy with the lies of religion! The inventors of religion wanted those stockings on me! I don't remember going to church that day, although I was taken to church my whole young life. I just remember refusing the bondage of those stockings! That little picture keeps saying a lot to me. My name means 'strength' and oh my goodness! - I just looked up a word within my name to find out that it means 'woolen cloth and/or wool'! Another part of my name means 'go'. So, my name is saying, 'Go from being a 'sheep', go from having the wool pulled over your eyes, believing the lies of Christianity! My goodness - don't be a sheep! Don't allow blinders to cover your eyes! Don't allow religion of any kind to steal your legacy, divinity, freedom or sovereignty! Be the free and powerful human being you were born to be apart from religion!

My parents decided to change their church denomination when I was about five years old. This new church was Pentecostal and it spent much time, money and effort putting on large musical productions that eventually drew thousands of visitors from a wide area. At a very early age I discovered that singing was for me and 'gospel' singing is what really allowed me to develop as a singer. One singing group that I sang with put us in front of a crowd of 20,000 people at a church convention when I was just 15 years old! So really, church to me was a musical training school. The doctrines that were taught to us, though, were very inhibiting, controlling, and very scary at times. Especially scary was the threat of missing the 'rapture' ( a lie ), and going to hell because we danced or gave in to a list of other taboos that would send us there. ( 'Hell' being a lie also! ) But, maybe the biggest lie was convincing us that we were born with original sin and that we needed their savior, Jesus, who incidentally was a fictitious character with no more historical or empirical evidence than Santa Claus ( maybe less than Santa Claus? )!
( The letter 'J' was not a part of the English alphabet until 1524. It was 'I' before, so the name of Jesus = ( 'i'eZeus ) ( ie = 'that is' ) = ? =oh my, very interesting info!

( Make sure that you read on to my Post #5 that addresses many of the questions that we should all be asking about Christianity! )

Have you read the book, Caesar's Messiah by Joseph Atwill? When you read it you will be astounded by the information that it brings. In his in-depth historical studies, Joseph discovers that the life of the so-called Jesus runs a perfect parallel with the military campaign of the Roman emperor, Titus Flavius. You can hear Atwill's interviews on You-Tube. A must-see is his documentary - Caesar's Messiah: The Roman Conspiracy to Invent Jesus. He argues in his book and videos that the Gospels were written as wartime propaganda involving Vespasian, Titus and Domitian ( the Flavian family ). Do you know that the word 'gospel' means 'the military victories of Caesar'? You owe it to yourself to listen and learn from Joseph Atwill!

In the early 70's, singing led me to recording commercials and entertaining in night clubs. The last night club band that I sang with was a very fun music experience but it spawned a deep depression because of a breakup with a boyfriend who was a member of the band. I was 'divinely' led to a family who took me in when I needed an 'out' and a sabbatical. There in a new town and with a chance to have a new start - I decided to leave my night club career. The couple that took me in happened to be in the 'charismatic movement' of Christianity. Yes, they along with millions of others around the world were ensnared - but I believe our true Source, not the evil god of the Bible, but our true Source of Love was working within religion, just waiting for me to wake up to the real truth. ( I believe our Source is still allowing that, patiently waiting for us all to wake up! ) At my first church service there I opened a Bible that was given to me and I remember so clearly the verse that seemed to jump out at me, 'AWAKE SLEEPER!' I should have heeded and woke up to the lies of Christianity right there and then but I took every word spoken in church from that night on for 45 years as truth, rarely asking questions, never realizing that I'd been blinded and actually put under a 'spell' of deception. At times, I slightly questioned things within the church but my involvement with the music there had me so busy that I would forget about those questions and just stay dumb year after year. Many times I was worried and scared about being deceived and falling away from my 1st love, Jesus. How crazy! I was totally deceived and at the same time worried about being deceived!

Decades past, but True Source of Love used my situation there in the 'charismatic' and 'word of faith' movements as a further training ground. Yes, for some reason I lost my singing voice there but I began to write songs and learn instrumentation and recording skills. I also learned of my spiritual power. I learned of the power of words, the power of love and forgiveness, and the power to heal myself. ( I could devote a whole post to attesting to the fact that we as humans have the power to heal ourselves! I will write about that some day! ) So, when I left Christianity I took with me those powers and found that they all work even better than in the confines of religion and in Jesus' name.

Please allow me to now share my 'Going To The Minnesota State Capitol' story:

One night I was 100 miles away from home working on a 'scripture song' project. I had taken the text of an evangelistic witnessing tool and put it verbatim to song to help train children to evangelize, even producing a Spanish version! I spent the night at my brother's house and as I laid in bed there, being 'hyped' about the project and not being able to go to sleep, I was really reaching out in my heart wondering what my next step was with this project. The impression to 'go to the Minnesota State Capitol building and wait for a lady in a red dress' kept coming to me. ( a bit strange - huh? ) 😊 So I decided to go there the next day and I was to be there at 3 o'clock. I was to sit on the step of the capitol and wait for the lady. Again I say that this was an impression, an idea, not a voice that spoke to me.

The next day I followed my heart to the State Capitol. Because of road construction I arrived about 10 minutes late. I didn't have any change on me for the parking meter but a gentlemen beckoned for me to take the spot that he was leaving and it had plenty of time left on it. I parked, left my car and sat down on the capitol steps, awaiting a lady with a red dress on. I thought she would have some insight for me. I thought that I came to the capitol only to meet this lady. Our Divine Creator had a different plan and message for me:

As I sat on the Minnesota Capitol steps that sunny October day, I became enthralled with the view before me. In front of the capitol building was an immense lawn. I don't remember there being any trees or shrubs or anything but just grass and perhaps a low lying flower bed. On the far end of the lawn was a large cathedral. It was beautiful to observe! But, I was there to meet with the lady in a red dress! I sat there and waiting nearly an hour until the sun went under the clouds - I couldn't take the October chill any longer. I was amazed and disappointed at the same time. Had I missed the lady because I was a bit late to get there? I did my very best to get there on time! I knew my loving Creator sure would have taken that into consideration! Quit disappointed, I went on my way home.

It wasn't until sometime later I realized that it was the VIEW ( an ability to see something, a pictorial representation ) that had the message I came for! The view symbolized a message to me to wake up!! It wasn't until even later that I figured out what NOT seeing 'the lady in the red dress' was to add to the message. Because I am not a movie watcher I was clueless about the movie, THE MATRIX. The 'Lady in the Red Dress' is a women pictured there who symbolizes 'DISTRACTIONS'! I was not to see that lady because I was not to be distracted! I was to see only the two huge buildings, church and state, with the billions of blades of grass ( each one a human ) lying between, 'enclosed', trapped, slaves in bondage to the two biggest institutions on Earth. Why did it still take so many years to wake up? ( The government side represented both main parties, 2 wings of the same 'bird' - and the church, including all religions and denominations which all stem from the same 'twisted' source! Politics and religion = the control of the whole world. )

That incident was 1l years ago and so much more has been revealed to me since then. Today, I pretty much see the full picture. I finally realize that we truly have been enslaved. Millions of other humans around the world are waking up also and I know that it is our true Source that is waking us up. I also believe that our true Source has wonderful plans to free humanity. I know that I know that because I know that our Source is Love and is not into destruction! Why else would we be waking up but for the reason of being part of a 'revolution', a new day!?

My very first actual dream that I remember as a very small child was a nun coming to the door of our home with a syringe, a vaccination! That simple dream I believe says tons about what is happening in our world today! Yes, the 'church' and 'state' have everything to do with it! And, the 'church' and the 'state' are not who we think they are!!! ( And we've been wrapped up in the 'separation of church and state' debate! ) Oh my goodness! How naive we humans have been!

Here's another example of 'Divinity' trying to get the truth to me: I remember the day that I was in New York City. It was my first summer after high school graduation and I had taken the opportunity to use my oldest brother's efficiency apartment in Greenwich Village while he traveled Europe. One day I took his advice and did a little sightseeing, taking the subway to Wall Street and the New York Stock Exchange building. It was fun and interesting to go inside and see and hear the goings-on, but outside the building was the real memory for me! A black Rolls-Royce ( or Bentley? ) was parked right in front of the building. A preacher stood next to it formally dressed in a suit, waving an American flag and holding a Bible in his other hand. He was preaching up a storm! It wasn't a message about a loving god wanting to help me. ( I could have used some help right then! ) The deceived man was preaching hell and damnation as quite a crowd had gathered. I don't know where the unction came from but I remember yelling out over the crowd, 'If this is your Jesus, you can have him!' ( Something like that. ) As a child I did fear 'hell' but that day, at the age of 18, I needed a God of Love! Our true Creator, the essence of love, gently led me for almost 50 more years to come to realize that religion is not the true Creator's creation. Yes, many of us have taken that path and have had some positive experiences there but, it is now time for the veil of the deception of religion to be lifted! ( Since all the 'evil goings on' that we know of in the 'church' hasn't been enough for us to run away and never return! - And that came real close to me a couple of times too and I should have woke up then!!! )

I'll let you rest now! Again, I've gone on tooo long! Real soon I'll have more to blog about! Lots more to blog about!! If you are finding my true life's stories interesting, enlightening, entertaining, preposterous - ? Keep coming back! I love you and want to share my experiences and 'wisdom' ( simple but hopefully useful ) with you that will help you through these tumultuous times. I would like to blog on right now and talk about so many things but you've got places to go, people to love, good things to do. I do too! So BYE -BYE for now! HUGS to you all! Remember to LIVE THE LOVE YOU ARE! ( That's a quote from Cathy O'Brien - one of the world's best 'lovers'! Make sure that you hear her story in her book, 'Transformation of America'! )

I'll be back soon!
Love always,
Grandma VaVa 😊

Have you ever worked for hours on a computer document only to have it 'disappear in thin air'? That's what happened to me three nights ago. I worked so hard on a blog in the evening of August 31st, 2021. It took me hours to make it readable for you. In the saving process, something went wrong and it just seemed to vanish. My tech guy said that he would see if he could locate it but he has not had time as of yet to help me. It was so discouraging! I was tempted to scream or cry or both, ( I didn't though! ) and for the next three days I felt like I was bucked off the 'blogging horse'! But, here I am, back on, ready to give it a try again. 😊

Of course, I did not sit around and mope! I got other things done and at the same time decided to be thankful for all the good in my life. Why should I be mourning the loss of three hours at the computer when millions around the world have much more reason to be discouraged and want to give up? There are people losing their lives and I am bummed about losing three hours of my time? Oh, so selfish of me! Another life's lesson learned! And I am going to keep going because my heart is fixed on the suffering members of humanity. Somehow, I want to help those hurting, whose lives are in danger. Maybe my songs won't be the balm, but something I say will. I will just follow my heart - endeavoring to help whoever hears me to be happy and free.

So, today I want to tell you that you should be asking the question - WHY?! I'm asking you, 'why aren't you asking why?!' 😊 Back in church days we even sang a song written by a famous songwriter in our church circle called, 'DON'T ASK WHY'! 🙁 Oh my goodness! Can you believe it? I remember at other times wanting to ask questions about my faith and about that book - but I was under the impression that it was wrong if I questioned in anyway what 'the book' had to say.

May I ask? If a parent would be asked 'why?' by a child - what kind of parent would say, 'don't ask why?!' Where was my common sense!? Our Creator wants us to ask questions! Our Creator wants us to question answers! A few years ago our Creator through dreams inspired me to really start asking questions about things I just took for granted my whole life!

As a wife, homemaker, mom, and day-care grandma with all my children in just a few miles radius from me, I'm rather busy. I do not spend hours studying and digging for truth. But several truths have come for me to discover over the course of the last few years that have totally changed my paradigm causing me to abandon religion. ( And I'm very close to leaving political involvement also. )

Today I want to pose a few questions to you to consider concerning Christianity:

1. Have you ever inquired about the man that wrote the KJV of the Bible? I implore you to look for answers to my questions. Was King James a 'godly' man? Have you ever studied about the life of C.I. Scofield as in the Scofield Reference Bible? Was he a good man? Did you know that the books of the Bible are not in chronological order and if they were you would see that 'Paul' and 'Jesus' were at great conflict with each other? These are some heavy duty questions here for a start. I dare you to find the answers to these three subjects - for a startling starter on 'biblical truth - no lies!'. There are actually TONS of questions that we should all be asking!

How about asking some questions about the 'man' called, 'Jesus'. Is it true that the letter 'J' was not introduced to the English language until 1524 A.D.? Why do the Gospels in the Bible depict the life of 'Jesus' running uncannily parallel to the military exploits of the Roman Emperor, Titus Flavius? Why does Jesus say that he is the Prince of Peace and then he says that he hasn't come to bring peace but a sword? ( Matt. 10:34 ) and he will rule with a rod of iron. ( Rev. 2:27 ) Why is Jesus called the 'morning star' and Lucifer, mentioned once in the Bible is also called 'the morning star'?!

When was eschatology introduced to Christianity? When was hell invented and by who? Why did god say that he is no respecter of persons but yet he has his 'chosen people'? Why does god say he is a god of love but yet the Old Testament is rated R, even X-rated to read about god's doings? Why is the god of the Bible into blood sacrifice? Who really is the god of the bible? What really was Abel's sacrifice? Why would Abraham even come up with the crazy idea of killing his son? What was Jesus doing with a naked boy in the garden of Gethsemane? ( [Mark 14] Oh, I see the word semen in the word Gethsemane? Any correlation? What does Gethsemane mean? Oh! One meaning is 'semen' - can that be true? ) 'Oh! Grandma VaVa - is your mind in the gutter?' No! My mind is sounder than it has ever been and I am finally using it as I should!

Oh boy, we've got some studying to do! And they've ( church leaders ) got some explaining to do! And let's add just one more little question before I sign off early today to give your minds and hearts some time to let this all sink in. Yes, it is shocking, and it's hard to believe that it took me so long to ask the questions - who? what? where?
when? But, two last questions: How many days and nights was Jesus supposedly in the grave? What does Matthew 12:40 say? Can we count?! Are we so blinded that we can't see and so dumbed down that we can't count?!

Well, folks, we are in the midst of the Apocalypse, the unveiling ( the root meaning )! Most of us have just thought that what we've been told by the preachers and what the Bible says is true without questioning! Truth is here now for us all to know! If you are not going through a process of 'waking up' to truth - I adjure you to go to a mirror and speak these words to yourself, 'WAKE UP!' It is of utmost importance that as many humans around the world that have been trapped in the lies of religion wake up now! Why? Because religion is the foundation of the World's horrendous issues TODAY! We must wake up to religion! We must flee religion! I am flabbergasted at the fact that my first dream I had as a child before I was 5 years old, I believe, that I have remembered and spoke of to others for over 6 decades was that of a religious female coming to my door with a syringe! I would tell others about that dream to get a laugh but it is no laughing matter now!

The realization of me being a blogger and me speaking these words to you is almost too hard to fathom at the moment. I don't have all the facts and because of my naivety to most of history I wonder what I am doing - daring to speak these words to you! Well, religion just doesn't depict a true God of Love! You need to search for the answers on those questions that I posed. If you want to bury your head in the sand, well, I would suggest that while you are there that you would at least absolutely turn OFF your TV and most social media. It would be best that you just concentrate on being a loving person and that you would surrender to LOVE being your anchor as the world is in chaos. Then, when you dare to really start demanding answers - say, 'I'M READY FOR THE TRUTH NOW!'

I LOVE PEOPLE. I love LOVE! 😊

I MUST GO NOW AND LET YOU PONDER MY 'STRONG' WORDS TODAY.

If you are a reader and have the means to order books, if you sense that you need to start digging deep for answers - these three books would be good starters:

'CEASAR'S MESSIAH' by Joseph Atwill ( I've mentioned him before - find him on You-Tube )

'NOT IN HIS IMAGE' by John Lash Lamb ( I must admit that I thought I heard Mr. Lamb question the importance of 'forgiveness of others'. I hope I heard him wrong! But, you will learn some great truths from him. You can also find him on You-Tube. )

'THE CONTROVERSY OF ZION' by Douglas Reed ( only read the book - not other religious commentators on this book! )

P.S. Once again, 'apocalypse' comes from a root word that means 'the unveiling' or to 'uncover.' ( Eschatology made it to mean something terrible and dreaded! ) This is the time for TRUTH TO BE REVEALED on planet Earth. We will know the truth and we will be free! We will know why, when, where, who - how it all went horribly wrong. The Apocalypse will tell it all! I also believe that mercy will mingle with truth and that we are in for a wonderful cleansing of even fallen humanity and certain institutions. Instead of being fearful or angry, again I say, let's turn off the news, let's concentrate on loving the ones we are with and let's step out beyond our comfort zones to spread extra love while Earth is in its healing process.

If you can think of anyone that would be comforted with my music or would learn from my blog - please pass my website name on to them, www.grandmavava.com.

HUGS! - MUCH LOVE!

Grandma VaVa

Hi dear readers! I hope this post finds you healthy and happy regardless of what's going on in the world!! My heart goes out to you if you are in any state of discomfort, fear or sadness. Please allow my words and music to be a comfort and balm, to bring cheer and hope - a liberating force to help you through this time! The love of our Creator is being sent to you through my blog and music. Allow LOVE to heal and free you from all bondage! Be strong, take courage and love the ones you are with! HUGS! 😊

On with my story - may it encourage you to hear from your Source, your/our Creator. The best way is to just get outdoors and experience the Creator through the world around you, nature. But, we might hear through other means too - like this story depicts.

This is a true story that I experienced. I haven't told it for many years but I believe it's time for me to tell it once again. My added commentary really makes it lengthy but please read it to the end. Thank you! I think you will find it very interesting.

About 15 years ago this experience influenced me to design a pro-life ad to encourage voters to vote for LIFE ( anti-abortion ) in that fall's election. The ad seemed to be influential. The voters did choose a representative that would support life. I realize now that the election could have been manipulated but back then I and most of the public believed that every vote counted. ( We did not know what election fraud was! ) Perhaps there are 15 year olds or younger that are here on Earth as a result of the ad. I know that our local ministry to pregnant young women showed it in their office at one time.

Please don't turn me off because I insinuated that there could be voter fraud going on in our elections and/or perhaps you are pro-choice or pro-abortion. What I plan to share in my next couple posts could prove to be pro-your-life!

To respect my family which has taken on changes that make it now impertinent for me to actually picture the ad, I will do my best to give you a word picture of it. We placed it on a quarter page of our local newspaper and it also went door to door sponsored by a pro-life candidate. It went on flyers to thousands of homes in our community and the surrounding area. But I believe there is now new meaning to the story for me to influence you to not only be an advocate for the 'unborn' but an advocate for all of humanity, an advocate for the truth, an advocate for freedom, an advocate for mercy and love, an advocate for a new day in America and the world!

Here goes . . . THE NIGHT THE BIRD SANG TO ME UNTIL DAWN:

Do you remember my story about being 'kidnapped' in our van on our way to scout out a city to move to? ( Post #3 ) That was in June of 1984. We did move there and this experience happened a couple of years into our five year stay. I was a stay-at-home mom with our three children at the time but we were very active in our church where I was using my singing and song-writing abilities. My hubby was also helping at the church and working at his home-based business. All 'IN' with the Bible practicing Christian thing, we were giving time and money that we did not have! Consequently, our finances were in really tough shape! So bad that just months prior, before our youngest was trained, I was washing his diapers in the bathtub! ( I should be thankful that we had a house, a bathtub and hot water - right? ) Yes, we had that miracle that I told you about in Post #3 - with the foreign exchange students coming and helping us financially - but times were still very tough.

One night I stayed up late to read a book that I had purchased at church. It was a very successful women's autobiography where she wrote of being divinely led to find success. I went to bed around 1 a.m. very inspired by the book but also at the same time feeling very defeated. When we moved to that city I thought I had been divinely told that we would 'flourish' there. I did actually begin to flourish with my song writing. Two very large ministries commissioned me to write songs. It looked so promising but both opportunities flopped, one of the companies falling into big financial troubles and the other changing their curriculum - leaving me with scads of scripture songs but not one penny paid to me. ( I'm so glad now that my name is not attached to those ministries! ) So, I did actually flourish in my craft but financially we were hurting so bad!

As I laid my head on the pillow that night I started to cry and in my mind ask, "Why haven't I flourished with my music?" Seconds later an overwhelming presence of love and peace began to envelope me. The tears of sadness and frustration moments earlier were now tears of indescribable emotion. Of course then, I would say it was the 'Holy Spirit' and yes, it was very spiritual and very pure, I believe it was a divine visit from my Maker - there to encourage me and lay out a path of hope for me. Like the impression that I got to go to the Minnesota Capitol that day ( read Post #4 ) - I begin to this time have many impressions go through my heart and mind.

Just minutes later as this was taking place, around 1:15 a.m. or so, a bird outside our bedroom open window made one clear chirp. I thought to myself, "What in the world is a bird doing singing at this time of night?!" The wonderful 'presence' and the impressions were still coming strong and definite, over and over in my heart and mind. Just minutes later a bird sang out another single note. The impressions kept coming and repeating themselves. I began to be convinced that I was experiencing what I now understand was a not only a 'divine visitation', but also perhaps a 'download' ( ? ). "Is this really 'God' speaking to me?" I questioned. The impressions just kept coming strong and clear. It was now about 2:30 a.m. and I needed to go to our daughters' bed to help our 5 year old go back to sleep. ( This was a common occurrence for us to be playing 'musical beds'. Not fun! ) But the messages kept coming and some of it seemed unbelievable - which made me wonder if I'd let my head and my emotions get carried away. I buried my head in her pillow, wanting to just go to sleep, thinking that this could just be my imagination. But I whispered a prayer and said, "Ok God, if this is really you, have that bird chirp one more time." Being in a different bedroom far from where the bird had visited with the first two notes - made that request very unlikely to be granted. I also thought of Gideon in the Old Testament. I was taught that it was wrong for him to put out a fleece. Remembering that, I quickly repented and soon fell off to sleep.

A split-second later, however, I was startled awake by a bird singing outside that bedroom window! The bird ( the same one I believe ) this time had not just one note to sing but began singing non-stop! I jumped out of our daughters' bed. Thankfully, the awake one had gone back to sleep so I was then free to investigate. I located the bird right outside another open window in our son's bedroom adjacent to our daughters' room. He had ended up in bed with Dad and they were sound asleep. I had my son's bedroom all to myself while the bird continued to sing for at least one and a half hours - until the crack of dawn. I failed to record the date but I know that it was close to the summer solstice - so dawn was very early.

I was then impressed to write down all the things that had been 'spoken' to me. It would be 17 things. I got an index note card and remembered exactly 17 items. One was that our family would do an ad for a company that you would know. I don't think I should name the company - to avoid getting sued. They are a huge, world-wide corporation. You would know their name which means 'I roll' and their motto was "_____ FOR LIFE" or you could say, "TURN FOR LIFE". So Divine Source was getting messages to me with simple 'symbology'. I later figured out that the message was not actually speaking of this large corporation but the wording in their name and motto contained the actual message that I was to receive.

( By the way, I got the cassette out today and I am listening to it. It has a lot of white noise and a low rumbling sound due to the inferior way that it got recorded. I don't know what kind of bird it is but here's 30 minutes of it singing for me. I wish I would have recorded the whole visit! But 30 minutes is better than none! Someday I will get the recording cleaned up by a professional sound technician. )



So back to the Pro-Life AD - 20 years later: The ad came together in a 'supernatural' way! An election was coming up and like I said I thought that our family perhaps could and should advocate for life and influence voters at that time. I could not forget the night the bird sang to me! Well, one morning while sitting in a quiet time with 'God', the verse spoken in the book of Joel that says that there is a 'God' in Heaven that reveals secrets - came suddenly to my mind. I knew that a secret was about to be revealed to me. ( I believe the true Creator was using this verse to speak to me even if I was deceived about the O.T. God who thought nothing of mass murdering babies! ) It was then that I realized that the _____Van AD had nothing to do with the actual product and corporation but everything to do with advocating for life. It was time to speak out for 'LIFE'! I wondered what picture of our family I had that could be used. We had just had a family wedding and I was rather perturbed at the photographer for not getting a good photo of our family - for the price he charged! There was one ok one but it was very unbalanced. There was a big gap on the right where another person could have been standing. I repeat! There was a big gap where another person could be standing! I realized that moment that the abortion I had in 1973 represented the gap in that picture! I later knew that the caption of the ad was to read: WHO'S MISSING IN THIS PICTURE? And the next line would read: The Child I Ignorantly, Secretly and Legally Murdered By Abortion. The photo was the focal point and where the gap was, I had a graphic artist draw the silhouette of a grown person. In the ad I named all of our 4 children who all have names with a V in them, grandchildren too, the V standing for life! The missing child I named 'LIFE' ( killed the summer of '73 ).

I also heard the night the bird sang to me, that there would be three demos sent to that 'corporation', meaning to me that three times I would speak out for life. Like the bird who chirped once, twice, and then sang the rest of the night, I believe that this is that time for me to 'sing' and sing non-stop until the light dawns on our dark situation, the 'corporation', the NWO ( the New[old] World Order ), the world's current system. I have songs to bring cheer. I have a message to bring that I believe you need to hear now. There's LIFE for us all to enjoy NOW apart from the lies and mistreatment of our governments, religions and the media! I admonish you to continue on with your life being the divine, sovereign and free human being that you were created to be! By faith, you have WON!

YOU can turn things around! Turn off whatever is bringing you fear, whatever is not building faith. Yes, you need to hear the truth but it needs to be mingled with the hope of a better day coming! Eschatology, the study of end times that is preached by Christians, is a lie to cripple you with fear!!! Let's stay in the moment, not worrying about tomorrow! But, let's also do our job to search out the truth and then share it with our world. While we are doing that, we can listen to happy and loving music. If you don't have any - consider giving my songs a try. ( Please remember that the majority of them are not mastered and they will sound the best under good quality ear phones. ) Find inspirational videos to watch, get out into nature, cook healthy food, exercise, but most importantly, carry on with your life's great basic purpose ( what you believe you were born to do ). Keep doing what generates true happiness for you! If that basic purpose has to be put on hold until this 'pandemic' ordeal is over - find something to give you satisfaction in living until then. Let your heart lead you to the happiness that is to be had! And always remember that there is protection and provision within LOVE.

Back to my commentary on the story:

Today I revisited and pondered upon the '17 items' again and got what could perhaps be new pertinent meanings! In a nutshell, the 'turn to life' message now speaks loud and clear to me of America and its bondage to elite controllers, the corporation. It's time for America and the Earth to turn to LIFE and be healed! It's time to turn away from false religions, gods, leaders and teachings ( the corporation's tactics ) and get on the path of truth and true freedom! It's time to now live by the laws of love, honesty and integrity! That's all the world needs to mend itself! Evil=Live turned around. Let's turn evil around and live!

Item # 2 that I wrote on that index card with 17 items, said that I was to speak to Charles and Elizabeth. They had been neighbors across the street from us in a prior house just months before, and I was to "tell them about Jesus". Being a Christian at that time, 35 years ago, I did witness to them about Jesus. Knowing now that Christianity is a falsity - I will still speak to others about Jesus - but as a warning not an invitation! Also . . . item #1 could be pertinent today using the names 'Charles' which means 'FREE MAN' and 'Elizabeth' which means 'GOD IS MY OATH'!! Are my songs and message to tell people that they are to go FREE and that they are to get out from under the oaths that they have made to the evil god of the Bible?! My dear reader, are you needing to go free from the oath that you have made to Christianity, the biggest psyop ever perpetrated upon mankind? I was held captive for 65 years and I walked away! I got free while still in the corporation of the world's system and I'm getting more and more free - day by day!

I have come to learn that Christianity is the one of the biggest problems with the world today. Its deception has 2.38 billion people hoodwinked! They have no idea that their religion is working hand in hand with the other isms that have and are weaving the web of the New/One World Order ( the corporation ). People, go free by removing yourself from all these institutions! You have a moral compass within you that will lead you to true life! And as for Christianity - you do not need the threat of a false hell, fear of missing a false rapture, or a false savior to save you from the false sin they gave you to keep you in line! Christianity is fear based, a blood magic cult to control you and the masses! The Jesus of the Bible is as real as Santa Claus! ( Both Jesus and Santa have been seen though, in the form of a 'tulpas'. Do you know what a tulpa is? )

Today, are you a Charles or an Elizabeth, like in Item #1 when the bird spoke to me? If so, hear truth and freedom! Take on courage and flee your captors. Flee those institutions, those evil isms. We who are free are cheering for you but you need to make the move, stand up and speak to your captor and go free! Like when my hubby and I spoke to the thief of our van with me and our kids in it! ( Post #3 ) There's a VAN to be riding in that is not being driven by a psychopath( s ) - your VAN OF FREEDOM AND TRUE LIFE! ( Are the names Elizabeth and Charles holding more meaning in your minds? )

If you don't know what I am talking about - it is time for you to wake up to what has really taken and is still taking place in our world! Stay home from that church, temple, synagogue, lodge, secret meeting place and WAKE UP and open your heart and mind to truth and freedom! Since the television is owned and operated by the Cabal which your religion supports, turn it off and began to think for yourself and just put 2 and 2 together = 4 your own good! It's time for humanity to be still and hear the voice of the true Divinity, use your common sense ( wisdom within ), be awakened and go free! Get out into nature and see our true Divinity!

There's been much disclosure in movies and books - but perhaps you are like me, not a movie watcher. I started to find out through dreams that lead me to certain You-Tubers to find out much information. It will be shocking to you, like it was for me, but you must know it to get motivated to do your part for us all to go free! Many of those You-Tubers have now been censored and have lost their channels for speaking out the truth. ( Where's our FREEDOM OF SPEECH? ) It is so sad that our social media companies are proving to be communistic through and through. But there are several people on other platforms and websites proclaiming truths. There are two people that I continue to listen to: Jeffrey Daugherty and Mike King. To find Jeff go to www.jeffreydaugherty.com. ( He was kicked off of You-Tube recently and lost over 50,000 subscribers! ) You will find Mike King, who's 23 or so Amazon top-selling books have been totally banned from Amazon recently. Find him by going to www.realhistorychan.com. These two don't agree on everything but they have much valuable info to give you. I will warn you that they are both capable of rough language and course jesting but I hope you can look and listen past that, hear their hearts and their truths. That's what I do.

Peace about the world situation has come to me in great measure because I have gone back over dreams that I have recorded in my journal and I listen to only what I believe will bring me understanding and hope. And may I comfort you in saying that they all lead me to hope for tomorrow - otherwise, why would I have been getting all these hints all these years? I think I spoke of this in another post but I'll share it again. My first dream that I remember as little girl was a Catholic nun coming to our house door with a syringe! ( Does that say anything about what's pending in our world and who's behind it? ) That was a nightmare but I have many other dreams stored in a thick notebook that bring me comfort and a hope of a bright tomorrow, despite my 'childish' fear.

I encourage you to lend an ear to your heart, the voice of our Source. Write down your dreams, get quiet and get understanding. ( In an upcoming post I plan to give you more personal info on dreams and how I determine if they are from Source or not. ) Ask yourself before you read any book or listen to the TV or social media - "Is this the truth? Is this what I need to see and hear now? Will it build my faith in that bright tomorrow?" Maybe it would be best if you can't find anything truthful and helpful to just watch some comedy that will make you laugh and add joy to our world that way! And, sports? Sorry to break this to you but it sounds, and looks, and hears, and smells like they are in that web of the New World Order also. I cannot give sports my time, energy or money - for that reason!


I love you, humanity! Thank you once again for taking time to hear some more of my story! In Post # 7 I will share some spiritual and practical info that I believe will help you to get you through these dark hours! They are simple and free practices that I have learned that I believe could help all of you, even to some of you sustain 'life'! I have decided to lay down my life, obey my heart and share with you what's brought 'life' and health to me. I know that I will face criticism but I must act in obedience to my 'calling', caring about you, who perhaps are in dire straits because of what's going on in the world or maybe you are slaves of sorts to the evil Cabal. I have compassion for all of humanity and therefore I 'sing' and blog. I ask you reader, are you an 'Elizabeth' or a 'Charles'? It's time to go free!

When I was a one year old and not talking in sentences yet, my dad, a farmer at the time, put me on top of one of the milk cows to give me a thrill. I remember it so plainly! Dad said that I said my first sentence on top of that cow. He said I said, "Cow - ow - me - no!" Thereafter, I had the nickname 'Cowowmeno'. Really! Putting the accent on the 'ow', He called me by that name often. I feel now like the memory of that was a divine message to me to be courageous. Because I am heralding info that could upset an enemy, I will not allow their cowing to stop me! Their oppression is not going to harm me! That's what is said when I said, "cow-ow-me-no!" ( Incidentally, my dad's name meant to 'herald'! ) So, the cow in our lives is the Cabal and we can sit on it rather than it sitting on us by refusing their controlling tactics through government, religion, false information and entertainment!

( Soon, I might blog on "GO - OLD". Do we need to GO-OLD to bring back a Golden Age here on Earth - an age free of the ruling evil? Is that what needs to happen to reverse EVIL back to LIVE? )

Bye-Bye for now. Post # 7 coming up ASAP!

Love always, GrandmaVaVa 😊 HUGS!

P.S. One more thought: Why was it called the "_____ VAN Ad? Is it because van stands for vanguard? A vanguard is the frontlines of an army or a movement. When the bird sang that night I heard the words "_____VAN". I thought it meant literally a vehicle that we would do an ad for. But, as you read in my story, it wasn't. VAN can stand for many things! Vanguard ( a leading position, those foremost in a movement ), vantage, Victory Assured Nation ( ??? ) There's lots of words with 'van' in them. How about jumping in my VAN with me? Let's all turn to new LIFE! Humanity, be free!! It's our choice to wake up, to boycott the evil institutions, to stay in love and hope, lifting even the trapped evil ones to a new tomorrow! It's time to 'TURN' away from the existing world's system for TRUE LIFE!


P.S.S. By the way, my Grandma name 'VaVa' originally just came from my name. We had a MaMa, 2 PaPa's, a DaDa, a GaGa and I was gonna be VaVa. Honestly, VaVa just didn't stick with my grandkids - they want to just call me 'Grandma'. Not long ago, however, it dawned on me that VaVa was still a very fitting name for me. The child that I aborted in 1973 would have been of 'Portuguese/Brazilian' decent and perhaps would have had children who called me "VaVa", which is a grandma name of that nationality. So, Grandma VaVa has special meanings to me!

And . . . GRANDMA VAVA'S 'THREE LITTLE childhood DREAMS'


Hi Readers! It seems that as each post comes along - I get bolder and perhaps 'bossier'! I hope you are not sensing that I am bossy! Please understand that I feel I have an obligation to share my life's experiences and also that I sense a great urgency. The world needs help A.S.A.P! Wouldn't you agree? We who love life, freedom and humanity are all doing our little jobs, adding our contributions to this great cause. If I do come across as being preachy and you don't like it - please forgive me! 😊


Again today, I must live up to my name, 'Cowowmeno'. In Post #6 I told you how my dad nicknamed me that when I said my first sentence sitting on a cow, "Cow-ow-me-no!" I am reminded of that as a divine encouragement to not be afraid to say what I believe I am to say to you now. I am perhaps putting myself out there for great ridicule, even revilement, but I must go with the 'flow' from my heart and share this information. This could be the most important post that I write for you to read. Please take your precious time and read every word. It could possibly bring you victory in this time of 'war'.

You must realize that this is not a pandemic - it is a PLANdemic! ( pandemic with an L in it, L ( El ) being the evil god of the Bible ( ? )! Do you know that Roman Catholicism, ( Judeo-Christianity )( Roman ) Protestantism, Judaism, Islam [see the 'ism' in there?], Zionism - all serve this same god?!!! ) It has been planned for a long time and it is a strategy of the evil Cabal which the 'isms' that I mentioned are all in cahoots with. Could this be a last-ditch effort of the 'New World Order' gang to throw off a Golden Age of peace for our Earth that is imminent??? Non-religious spiritual leaders talk of a 'Golden Age' returning. All I know is that I think and feel that something good is coming! Why, otherwise, have I received all these dreams, premonitions and assignments? Just the Cabal falling would constitute a Golden Age!! - Not the false 1,000 year reign of Christ as we know from the Bible, a twisted truth.

Did you see the bizarre opening ceremony of the 2012 Olympics? So they are a cowing us!! Fear is their most important tactic to make this plandemic work! Through the use of media and television, which they own, they are feeding us lie upon lie upon lie, bringing the world into a state of fear and chaos.

If you only watch news on the main networks, including FOX ( foxy, sinister, sly, controlled opposition? ) - you are taking a big chance of being greatly deceived! You must know that these networks are owned and controlled by the 'Cabal' also. Many professional voices apart from the Cabal owned media are saying that this sickness that has crippled our Earth is not even an isolated virus! Some say that it is not a virus, it is a flu and the flu is not really what we think it is either! They say that the recovery rate is much higher than what we are told and it's mainly people that have other health issues and poor immune systems that are being affected the worst. Yes, it is truly, truly sad what is taking place and I could stop typing at the moment and cry. There are many who have lost their lives needlessly, especially seniors, because of this evil ploy! There are millions that are emotionally traumatized, many have taken their own lives. I'm sure that you have suffered its consequences in some way or other.

I think now again of 3 strange dreams that I had as a little girl - dreams that I could never forget! One of them = A Catholic Nun coming to the door of our house with a syringe. In another dream I saw very thin, wormlike fibers coming out of my skin on my arm. A third dream that I had as a small child was so strange: I am riding in a car on the highway that goes by a mental institution near our home and I'm sitting in the front rider's seat. As we drive by, someone from that place, not sure if it was a patient or a worker, comes in line with our moving vehicle and traveling the same speed - this 'person' takes my hand and zips open the end of one of my fingers, where I see 'mechanisms' within, as if I am not made of flesh, but I'm bionic. ( I don't think we had TV at that time and I never read science-fiction. I had never heard the word 'bionic'. ) Were these dreams that I had 60 some years ago a premonition of today? Did they foretell of the vaccines and the threat to de-humanize what's left of humanity after this, what looks now like a eugenic/de-population ploy, is allowed to take place and thins out the herd? I'm not a pessimist, but there are lots of informational articles on alternative news networks that make my three little weird dreams not farfetched in the least! I'm not a movie watcher but I understand that my 'three little dreams' would pale to the disclosures that movies, past and present, give of what the world leaders have planned for humanity. But I don't think they are going to succeed! I believe that our true Source of Love, our Creator has a plan of love and redemption for humanity and even towards the 'ones' ( whatever/whoever they are ) that are now acting terribly inhumane.

According to independent researchers ( not the main news on your TV which is owned by known communists ), the sickness is the catalyst to bring the 'delivery system' - the 'vaccines'. Do they contain parasitical creatures like what I saw coming out of my skin in my 2nd dream and cell altering substances that threaten to dehumanize us - like what I saw in dream #3!? They have not been proven safe! It has been reported that all 4 brands have a substance called graphene oxide, a poison, and also unethical ingredients. Is this true? If you were to 'google' and ask for the truth on this - do you think that the Cabal-owned internet would tell you the truth? I'm not capable of giving you scientific proof or analysis. I won't tell you that the vaccines are or are not injurious. But, I do have my 3 dreams as a child and a 3 inch thick portfolio of dreams since the late 1980's. I do have my intuition, my gut-feeling, my 'blink', and I do use a pendulum to confirm. There are many independent researchers that have informational videos. Social media platforms like You-Tube and Facebook are censoring these researchers, though. Knowing that should make you very suspicious! We should learn to look 'within' for your truth because it sounds like it's not out there on main-stream news and someday soon it's possible that we will not be able to hear from our real truth-seeking scholars for a time.

( Please don't let this next paragraph stop you from reading this post! The real meat of the post is to come after. Thank you! )



I advise you to learn how to use a pendulum! A necklace or even a string with a pendent or any kind of weightier object, like a button, will work! Yeah, the god of the Bible says you shouldn't practice divination. I don't wonder why! If you knew who the god of the Bible truly was, you wouldn't wonder why either! Use your pendulum to confirm if someone is lying or not! Hold your pendulum and ask for a 'yes'. It will begin to move in a circular motion. Then, ask for a 'no'. It will move in the opposite direction. My 'yes' moves in a clockwise motion. Yours might move counter-clockwise. Some people just get a back and forth motion for their 'yes'. Ask YES-NO questions. You will figure out what your 'higher self' who's connected to our Creator is saying! This form of divination is all that I use, other than 'catching' my dreams, which I now interpret with the help of a pendulum! 😊 ( I believe it is of utmost importance to be in a state of love and forgiveness to expect the pendulum to be accurate. Do not attempt to use the pendulum if you are angry and/or unforgiving and do not use it 'foolishly' or 'irreverently'. )

A button with string works just as good for me as did my professionally made one that I gave away! Pendulums might not work for you at first but do some 'spiritual house cleaning' if you need to and perhaps have it near you for a period of time and then try again. . . . perhaps the Divine doesn't want to use that method with you. If it doesn't work for you - please do not allow that to discourage you! And, if you just think that that's too weird and 'evil( twisted )' - don't bother - nor let it bother you that I use one.

Back to my message of you having a perfect medicine within you! :

IT'S ALL SO FREAKY! WHO AMONGST US EVER IMAGINED SUCH INSANITY TAKING OVER OUR WONDERFUL WORLD! WOULDN'T IT BE AWESOME IF IT WAS JUST ONE BIG BAD DREAM FOR US ALL?!

WELL, I HAVE A TESTIMONY AND INFORMATION THAT COULD LEAD YOU TO AWESOME VICTORY OVER THIS 'VIRUS' AND PERHAPS THE NEGATIVE EFFECTS OF THE VACCINES, IF YOU HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO THEM!

You need to know that our medical and science systems have been taken over and compromised by this evil Cabal. ( evil=live inverted! ) Decades ago, the therapy that I am going to tell you about was abolished, yes, outlawed by America's medical association! You need not wonder 'why?'! I'll tell you WHY - because this practice would put BIG PHARMA out of business! ( Yes, I'm a conspiracy theorist! I conspire against evil and deception to know the truth about this madness on Earth! ) In my own life, over the past 3 years, this practice has nullified several adverse health conditions that I had, and twice in the past year and a half it has kept two severe rounds of flu or 'VIRUS' ( whatever they truly were ) at bay. It's proven to be miraculous for me! It is called Urine Therapy! Millions of people all over the world in ancient times used it and today millions are still benefiting from its miraculous effects!

( My disclaimer: This is my latest experience in healing. I really do not credit just one modality of self-healing, because I practice a few. But, I know that U.T. has been the primary factor in ridding me of several serious physical problems in the past 3 years. )

In February of 2020, our household was hit by a very strong flu. Certain members were affected for almost 3 weeks. I had symptoms that were like what they had. I know that the same 'bug' was trying to get me down but it did not steal any of my time or energy that I needed to be a wife, mom and grandmother. And again in October of '21 another 'bug' came visiting. Tests on some of the members proved that it was the 'virus'. Once again I got by with less of the symptoms - positively the same junk was trying to attack me but it was not successful in putting me down! I believe that Urine Therapy was my greatest defense!!

In the past, I have seen a dozen or so books sold on Amazon that teach it. ( I'm amazed that they haven't banned the books! ) Many teachers and users of many 'styles' ( professionals and geeks 😊 ) are on You-Tube giving their knowledge and awesome stories about how they have been healed. Of course, there are those giving dis-information to discourage you away from it! The adversary is always at work! Or maybe they didn't benefit by trying it because they had life-destroying habits ( ? )! But here are a three sources for you to study and hear. There's a whole lot more available on line; at least a dozen books and many videos! ( As long as our internet system is still up and running and these books and videos have not been censored by the communists who are 'in bed' with BIG FARMA. )

1. WATER OF LIFE - a treatise on Urine Therapy, by John W. Armstrong ( audio version available on You-Tube ) This book was written decades ago but is still contains great and pertinent information!

2. YOUR OWN PERFECT MEDICINE - a book written by Martha M. Christy ( an e-book is available ) It is a wonderful, comprehensive, info-packed read!

3. Dr. Jake Ames, an American who practices holistic and homeopathic medicine in Mexico. Go to www.jakeames.com - click on BLOG and VIDEOS and get great information on Urine Therapy! He says he has all his patients on UT. ( I'm not sure why he doesn't list UT in his virus 'protocol'? I emailed him and asked but I have not heard back. ) Dr. Ames says that if you are hospitalized with the virus - you must insist on intravenous Vitamin C!

I heard a story about a person that was hospitalized with the virus. He was in critical condition and his family members asked for a certain drug to be administered to him. The hospital refused until the family members got legal help. Their loved one got the drug, Ivermectin, and was out of the hospital within 2 days. I'm not sure if this story is true but if you have to, stand your ground, people! If you haven't started to already, leave the mainstream networks and start searching for the truth about what's really going on! YOU ALSO SHOULD BE INFORMED ABOUT THE DRUG, 'REMDESIVIR'! I see warnings on line to not allow this drug to be administered to you if you are hospitalized. PLEASE study up on the drug from alternative sources!

There is a chance that we could have another lock-down. There is a chance that the internet could go down. There is a chance that supply chains could fail. We all wonder what tomorrow holds. With Urine Therapy you could very likely hold a promise of YOUR OWN PERFECT MEDICINE ( as Martha Christy calls it ) within you - regardless of what takes place! I believe UT is what brought me success over the 'flu'. No, it didn't cure it but I had the easiest time through the experience than any of the other family members. If you can obtain Hydroxychloroquine and/or Ivermectin, it sounds like those two medicines have been very effective. We had neither of them on hand when the bug came our way. We perhaps should have somehow obtained them for our arsenal! What a shame! - the evil medical 'experts' are shunning those drugs and we need not wonder why! But, you always have your perfect medicine right there on tap! 😊 PLEASE READ ON . . . .

WOULD YOU LIKE TO EXPERIENCE THE BENEFITS OF URINE THERAPY? When you have some DISTILLED WATER or water as pure as you can obtain - you are ready to go!! ( reverse osmosis water would be next-best to distilled )

****** If you are on blood thinners, Dr. Ames strongly advises that you not partake of Urine Therapy! If that is the case for you, I would contact a homeopathic doctor to see if there would be a way to ease off of your medication and into UT. Or, perhaps you could find some more information in the books that I listed or other books that teach it.

HOW TO BEGIN: There's no one way! But, to get past the 'mind freak' - this will make it easy! :

1. Drink 2 or more tall glasses of distilled water or the purest you have. ( Pure fruit and vegetable juice is distilled water too. )

2. When you see that your urine has become clear, after eliminating a couple of times, DRINK of your fountain! 😊 ( I keep clear plastic tumblers in my bathrooms. ) Your urine will be body-temperature and taste something like coconut water. I'll never forget the wonderful natural high that I experienced with my first glass! ( You can also start by just putting 1 teaspoon in a glass of water and then build up gradually with more and more of the urine to distilled water ratio. )

3. DRINK YOUR 1ST MORNING FLOW SINCE IT IS PACKED FULL OF WONDERFUL NUTRIENTS! ( AFTER 3 A.M. ) ( IN JUICE IF NEED BE )( LET SOME POUR OFF, COLLECT MIDDLE PORTION TO DRINK, AND DISCARD THE LAST OF YOUR FLOW. )

4. DRINK SOME MORE DISTILLED WATER OR THE PUREST WATER THAT YOU HAVE IN THE MORNING AND THEN DRINK YOUR URINE ALL DAY LONG IF YOU WISH. DISTILLED WATER, IN ANY OF THE 4 FORMS, WILL GRAB AND DISCARD INORGANIC SUBSTANCES FROM YOUR BODY! ( drink at least half of your body weight in ounces of water per day but ideally, men can drink around a gallon and women, approximately 2/3rds of a gallon. )( it depends on your weight! )

5. ********BEGIN TO SAVE EXCESS URINE IN STERILE JARS AND AGE. AGED URINE IS PERHAPS A BIG REASON WHY MY BODY DID NOT SUCCOME TO THE SEVERELY ADVERSE EFFECTS OF THE VIRUS. EVERYONE AROUND ME WAS DOWN FOR DAYS. I EXPERIENCED ALL THE SYMPTOMS THEY HAD BUT AT A MINUTE LEVEL. I DID NOT HAVE TO GO TO BED OR MISS A STEP! . . . AND THIS SCENERIO HAPPENED TWO TIMES IN A YEAR AND A HALF! Aged urine is absolutely horrible to taste! It reminds me of - ?ammonia? Dilute it if you have to. It is strong drink! ( Many of you are used to strong drink! 😊 ) Swig it down, turning your taster off and have a strong mint or fresh water to put in your mouth when you're done. You can use your aged urine for topical use also! Maybe you do not want to participate in U.T. at all. Well, why not save some in jars and hide them away - just in case of an emergency where you would have no other way to turn. I truly hope that it never comes to that! ( I use a pendulum to help confirm if I should or shouldn't take my aged urine. )

6. Use your fresh urine topically as eye drops, moisturizer, wound medicine, awesome for bug bites of all kinds!!! . . . Even snake bites!! ( after calling 911! - wait 15 minutes, then take a few drops of your own fresh urine, put under your tongue and hold for 15 minutes ) Hold some morning or fresh urine in your mouth at least once a day, swishing it around and watch your teeth and gums improve!! Put drops of urine in your ears - it will help your hearing and rid you of ear infections! If you have a skin issue, apply urine as often as possible and watch it improve! The list of wonderful uses for 'your own perfect medicine' goes on and on and on!

7. Know that you very likely will experience some 'healing-crises' when you begin UT.

8. You can administer to children. Read more in books. A tincture can be made. I do not have experience in this.

9. Keep a journal of what healing is taking place in your body!! In minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years - the list will get longer and longer!!

IF YOU ARE ON MEDICATIONS - YOU SHOULD CONSULT A PHYSICIAN. Remember that - especially if you are on blood thinners! You must then consult a physician. ( Dr. Ames says that UT is not for you if you are on blood thinners. )
Perhaps there would be a way to work into U.T. .


Other tips to remember to help you be successful with UT and victorious over the virus:

DRINK AS LITTLE ALCOHOL AS POSSIBLE

SPICY AND SALTY FOOD WILL MAKE YOUR URINE STRONGER - SO GO LIGHT ON THE SPICES AND SALT

TRY TO EAT WHOLE FOODS ( NOT PROCESSED-especially white sugar, white flour and hydrogenated plant oils ) It is best for your body to not be acidic when practicing UT.


STOP DRINKING IN EARLY EVE - TO GET A BETTER NIGHT'S SLEEP!

( I do daily drink a portion of 3-day old urine. I did not do this for the 1st couple of years of practicing UT but I do now. I keep pint-sized jars rotating of fresh urine that has sat for 3 days. I'm not sure of what added benefits this has brought me but you might want to research the practice and do the same. )

IF YOU ARE ON A KEDO-CARNIVORE DIET - PLEASE DO MORE RESEARCH ABOUT COMBINING THAT DIET WITH U.T. .

GET ADEQUATE SLEEP, FRESH AIR AND EXERCISE. DEEP BREATHING IS WONDERFUL!

MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE ELIMINATING WELL, HAVING GOOD BMs! 😊

MIGHT THERE BE HEALING QUALITIES IN MY 3:32 TUNED MUSIC? THERE IS RESEARCH THAT CLAIMS THAT 3:32 IS HEALING. AND JOY FROM HAPPY MUSIC IS PROVEN TO BRING POSITIVE RESULTS.

SPEAK WORDS OF HEALING TO YOUR BODY!


So I have no proof of UT negating the negative effects of the vaccine!! ( I have not and will not be vaccinated. Although, I did this past August, spend a few hours at a class reunion with a room full of vaccinated people who, according to some experts, were 'shedding' adverse substances. ) I do know that distilled water will pull inorganic substances out of your body! Distilled water comes in 4 forms: Distilled water bought at a store or a home-distiller, pure fruit and vegetable juices, collected dew, and your URINE! You might hear that distilled water will rob you of minerals. From what I have heard, it will rob you of inorganic substances - not organic!! During this past episode of the sickness in our home I took 2-500mg tabs of Vitamin C and one D3 tab. Maybe if I had taken more supplements I wouldn't even had any symptoms bother me. ( ? ) I don't have money to spend on all the supplements that the naturalists say to take! And what if the supply chain fails for these substances? I rest assured that I have my own perfect medicine within me! And, what if we have no source of pure water? I rest assured that I will never be without water! I will drink and drink and drink my urine and my fountain will not go dry! ( Fasting on 'looped' urine is ultra-healing!! )

FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHS MY HUBBY AND I HAVE SPLURGED ON ONE FOOD-DERIVED SUPPLEMENT. IT IS CALLED NANO-SOMA. This product contains a plant derived substance called policosanol. Policosanol doesn't directly heal you but it quickens your cells to heal themselves. The producers of this product also believe that it will cause your cells to reject the adverse substances of the vaccine. Read more at www.thenanosoma.com. I would highly recommend that you purchase this product - as long as the supply chain allows it and you can afford it, especially if you have been vaccinated! They have a special protocol for those that have been vaccinated - please check that out. ( I can't say that it did or didn't help during this 'flu' episode in our home but it truly has contributed to other healing processes. Also - I did take extra after attending my class reunion. )

I have a very long list of what has improved with my body and mind from practicing just UT. I thought of listing them but your experience will be unique and I wouldn't want you to expect the same results. I can assure you that your experience will be positive if you persist. Keep a journal! Note what you experience, good and bad. Remember that you will experience some 'healing crises'. You should see improvements taking place - even in days!

Here are some other practices of mine that I use on a daily basis and might have contributed to my success in wellness: ( And, again they are free! ) 1. I keep no un-forgiveness in my heart and mind. 2. I fast all food occasionally. ( I encourage you to study the wonderful benefits of fasting and 'autophagy'! ) 3. Again I say that I speak health to my body and I curse sickness. ( I don't curse otherwise because I'm a lover 😊 Maybe the sh__ word slips out now and then. haha😊 ) 4. And again, I do my best to eat whole foods. ( If I could I would eat all-organic but they are too spendy for our food budget! ) Maybe you need to change some habits. I do! Let's love ourselves and get quiet and hear and receive from our Divine Source of Love - direction and extra power to better ourselves!

SO THERE IT IS! FREE INFORMATION TO YOU TO PERHAPS BE MORE VICTORIOUS IN THIS 'PLANDEMIC' SEASON. DO NOT BE AFRAID! FEAR IS YOUR GREATEST ENEMY! SHUT YOUR EYES AND EARS TO WHATEVER IS BRINGING YOU FEAR! FEARLESS, WE SHALL OVERCOME!

I LOVE YOU, HUMANITY!

IN Post #8 I PLAN TO TELL YOU OF MY EXPERIENCES WITH DONALD TRUMP. I WANT TO LAY OUT SOME DREAMS THAT I HAD LONG BEFORE 2016 AND SINCE THEN THAT I BELIEVE SPEAK OF HIM. BEFORE I WAS ENCOURAGEING WHO EVER WOULD LISTEN TO ME - TO "VOTE FOR AMERICA!" JUST LIKE I WAS DECEIVED ABOUT CHRISTIANITY - WAS I DECEIVED ABOUT DONALD TRUMP TOO?! WERE WE 'TRUMPERS' HOAXED?! I'M JUST GOING TO PRESENT WHAT I'VE EXPERIENCED AND LET YOU PONDER AS TO WHY LITTLE OLD GRANNY ME HAD THESE DREAMS AND OCCURANCES TAKE PLACE. IT WILL BE A DIFFICULT TASK TO PUT DOWN IN WRITING WHAT HAS TRANSPIRED BUT I FEEL THAT IT IS EXPECTED OF ME BY MY HEART AND MY 'SOURCE'.

BYE-BYE FOR NOW! HUGS!

Love always!
Grandma VaVa

p.s. No one in my family practices UT. I have one friend that I know has begun to practice it and she has had wonderful success! I would love to hear from you and your successes with UT - YOUR OWN PERFECT MEDICINE.

p.s.s. What kind of human being would I be to withhold from others my secret of wellness? Would I be any different than the members of the evil systems that want our demise? I want you to live and live abundantly! That's why I am laying down my life and reputation ( ha ha, what reputation? ) by telling you about Urine Therapy! Just of late, after the 'bug' - I got instant relief of 3 very short lived annoyances - a sore cuticle, an ear ache and something down there that starts with an 'h' that popped up from eating to many acidic foods! 😊 ( U.T. loves every part of me! . . . and YOU! )

p.s.s.s. I must be honest with you and say that the last two days of the virus experience were more of a challenge for me. I still did not have to go to bed, leaving my daily duties, but certain symptoms persisted. I felt cruddy and weary and I found myself discouraged. ( The virus can really affect your mind and emotions also. ) But I made a choice to begin to take notice of the beautiful colors outside. I began to speak health to my body. I started speaking words of gratitude and excitement of a wonderful day ahead of me. I lifted myself up and out of those doldrums! The negative symptoms lessened greatly right on the spot! I encourage you to do the same! Remembering, that we can create our world and our altitude with our tongue! Our tongue is like a ship's rudder! What we take in ( eat ) with our tongue and what we spew out ( say ) with our tongue really matters!

When we were almost done with the 'virus' experience a homeopathic doctor here in our town suggested a product called HYDRATE by NutriDyn - to help with electrolytes and a homeopathic medicine called Oscillococcinum, to lesson flu and virus symptoms. ( I had become weak and shaky and the HYDRATE helped that right away! ) You might want to purchase these two products to have on hand if you need them.

Have a beautiful, healthy, happy life until we meet again in Post #8!

HUGS!

( Also, some further insights on the 17 items I wrote down when the bird sang in the night. )
That's an interesting title, yes? First, my dear blog readers, please do not read this post unless you have read Posts 1-7 thus far. I believe that you will gain a better understanding as to where I am coming from if you read them first. Thank you!

I sure hope today finds you healthy and happy! In Post #7 you read how several members of our family experienced the 'bug( weapon? )' that's going around. It took weeks for us to go through the whole gamut of its effects. Five adults lost their taste and smell. I was the only adult that did not lose my taste and smell nor did I have to go to bed sick and miss any of my duties - when they all did. I'm the only one in our family that practices Urine Therapy. I took almost zero supplements and medications to lessen the effects of the milder case that I had. ( I'm not saying that you shouldn't load up with nutrients! I didn't because we just do not have the finances to spend on them. ) A few times I felt 'chilled' so I took a few moments to speak healing words over my body, which was and always is effective! ( I know that other family members do that too. ) At times, even the relatively light symptoms that I did fight made me feel cruddy though. I will admit that! And because of that experience my heart really goes out to any of you that are now going through or have been through this 'virus' experience! The best feeling on Earth is feeling good! Health and happiness to you as soon as possible - all my loved ones! As I asked in Post #7, "What kind of human would I be to withhold from you healing information that has brought victory for me over the virus and lots of other healings?!" You might want to get serious about Urine Therapy! Please make sure that you read the entirety of Post # 7 and I encourage you to look into 'U.T.'. It's free and you can start today!!!

( I am just giving you my testimony of my experience with the sickness and how I believe UT helped me get through it. Please study up on the therapy and/or consult your physician before you decide if it might be what you want to do. I shared my true story - mainly in case there would come a time when you could not get medical care or get any type of medications. Urine Therapy will always be there for you and at no charge! )

So, here goes and I'll try to keep it as concise and as legible as possible! You need to know that this is an extremely hard task for me! I have lots and lots of thoughts from many dreams and happenings that I have had but I just have not as of yet been able to add them up and get clear meanings! I know that dreams and 'spiritual' experiences are a debated subject of many. Some people hold no value in them. I do discard a dream now and then, but, if the dream is very clear and will not leave my mind I most often deem it as a message from my higher self - delivered from our divine Source. I don't think it would help you to see my dreams, it would be confusing to you as to how I came up with the interpretations that I got. So, I will - most of the time - save you that trouble!

When I figured out that government and religion were fooling me and I learned that using a pendulum was great help in interpreting my dreams and experiences, I came into a whole new world of understanding! It was dreams that led me to start asking questions about our government and Christianity! Truths that I did not learn of on any TV networks came to me and the veil of deception started lifting! It is so sad that the ones on You-Tube that taught me the most have been banned and censored from many social media platforms. Did you hear that?!!!!! Yes, platforms such as You-Tube, Facebook and several others are censoring private researchers!! WAKE UP!!!! WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU? Could that mean that the social media platforms are run by communists?! Americans are to be enjoying freedom of speech! Is it not our Constitutional right?! Don't tell me that these companies are just trying to protect us from deception! I wonder if they are deceiving us in order for us to stay deceived!! ( ? ) However, the world is now experiencing the 'great awakening' and all their efforts to stop Truth, if that's what they're trying to do, are just causing the truth to be more obvious!

For 65 years I was deceived about Christianity - well, just about everything! I dare say that most of you reading this blog have been deceived too. I've had a lot of practice in deception, not ever thinking that I was being lied to!🙁 Funny, when I was in Christianity, I worried sometimes about being deceived and falling away from the 'faith'. That's what they wanted! - for me to be in a state of fear - to keep me there! But anyway, was I also deceived about Donald Trump? Did I misinterpret what was coming to me in dreams about him?

Here's a bit about how and why I jumped on the Trump Train in 2016. Please don't turn me off because I tell you this! Let me run by you what transpired. Of course, my pro-life status always had me voting for 'life'. So, I did not for a second entertain the fact that I would support someone who was pro-abortion.

When Donald Trump was emerging as a possible Republican candidate I was not happy about him! I saw him as very crude, a 'randy', and one of my dreams confirmed that! But, in May of 2016, I had a series of dreams that seemed to say to me that Donald Trump was what America needed. Did I misinterpret my dreams? Was I deceived about Donald Trump? Is Donald Trump really who we think he is? According to one of my dreams DT seemingly would protect America from a very volatile situation. ( Although, what's happening now is absolutely volatile but without guns. ) . . . . so, ?

Amazing things transpired in America under Donald Trump's leadership! That you cannot deny! But, what has happened now since 2020?! I seems that all 'hell' has broken out! Does anyone really know what is going on - other than the ruling Cabal, the Zaddikims, the Zionists, the Sanhedrin? They most definitely know what's going on! Was Donald Trump compromised by them? Is Donald Trump actually now a 'puppet' of their New World Order? ( Has he always been their puppet?? ) I did have dreams about a 'large man' being a puppet, and a 'large man' being 'drowned' by an 'elite' person. I had intentions to share these dreams to try and prove my point but I think that I just have to get to my point! America needs us all to help! We cannot wait for Donald Trump, any politician, or political party to be our savior. Is Donald Trump truly a puppet of the 'crafty' ones now? Are his hands tied? Are the two main political parties - just two wings of the same dirty bird? It's appears so! We need to do our part now. We need to step up and be courageous and willing to sacrifice our comfort and normal, modern way of living - in order for truth and freedom to prevail!

HOW? = Might we need to flee the institutions that have imprisoned the World! - mainly government, media, and religion? Is that how we can help win this world war? MUST WE VETO, NOT VOTE, FOR AMERICA? IF WE FORBID THIS EVIL SYSTEM TO EXIST AND FUNCTION ANY LONGER BY PULLING OUT OUR ALLEGIANCES, OUR TIME, OUR MONEY FROM GOVERNMENT, RELIGIONS AND CABAL-OWNED MEDIA AND MAYBE EVEN MEDICINE ( if it's safe for our health to do so ) - IS THAT HOW WE'LL GO FREE? I THINK MAYBE SO!!! AND AT THE SAME TIME THAT WE ARE FREEING OURSELVES - WE'LL BE BRINGING FREEDOM BACK TO AMERICA and THE WORLD! IF THEY NO LONGER HAVE OUR COOPERATION, OUR MONEY, TIME AND ENERGY - WOULD THAT CAUSE THEM TO SHRIVEL UP AND DIE?!

When Donald Trump was the candidate and I had that series of dreams that changed my mind about him, I wrote 4 little 'jingles' to root him on in his campaign. One jingle said, "WE MUST VOTE FOR AMERICA!" Well, what happened to our votes in 2020?

I believe that now America's answer is to "VETO for America!" We must 'forbid' the New World Order to go on! You might want to be educated as to what the practices of the New World Order are and the religions headed by that same NWO - being ZIONISM, 'Judeo'-Christianity, Judaism, Islam and the secret societies. We must stop all our involvements with what is feeding their evil web. All the institutions that I mentioned have in-humane practices that you would be appalled by. What was going on when Abraham was about to sacrifice Isaac? What was the Cain and Abel story really about? What really was the crucifixion of the so-called Jesus? Our religions have actually been the 'life' of Satanism and Luciferianism, a blood-magic cult. Do you remember me saying that Lucifer is mentioned one time in the Bible and Lucifer means 'the morning star'? Jesus is called the morning star! Wake up, Christians and all religious ones!! The evil Cabal is who has led us in this deception for hundreds of years. Donald Trump, according to my dreams, has been a part of or stopped by this Cabal. My dreams seem to indicate that he has been reduced to a 'puppet'. Was he a Zionist before he came down that elevator or after? I wish the truth was that he has a plan to eliminate this evil. It would be awesome if he was part of a psy-op of a psy-op of a psy-op of a psy-op of a psy-op ( more than just 5D chess ) and in total control of this war on America and our World. Do you think he and 'white hats' are in control? Who knows!? Is Donald Trump truly a good guy but his plans have been thwarted??????? Is it time for us to now do what we can for our country? YES!

Whoever the good guys are, we all have a job to do to help them topple the evil New World Order. Yes, as you see in my song lyric and other posts, we all must stay in a state of love and forgiveness but another non-violent job is to 'VETO for America' to be victorious!! We must pull out of all institutions, religions, government parties ( INCLUDING REPUBLICAN! ), and leave television and social media that are deceiving and censoring. How about boycotting big business? What would happen if we all decide to go on a lengthy fast ( which would do us all only good! ) or just stop buying all the non-essentials for a while? Would the huge corporations shrivel and die? They need to because they are in bed with the whole evil system.

Remember my story about the bird that sang to me outside our window for hours one night? Please read Post#6 to hear that story. I guess what was happening was what some would call a 'download'. ( ? ) I wrote down 17 items that were mentioned to me during the course of that 'visit'. ( It was a load to remember and write down after being awake all night!😊 ) I have posted a picture of the actual index card that I wrote those 17 items down on 35 years ago, electronically whiting out last names for their privacy. At the time, many of the items pertained to things relevant in my life then. But now, when I look at the index card I see new meanings looking into the name and word meanings in each item. Meanings that I hope, if you can make sense of, will inspire you too to step up and do your part! Please allow me to share what I see now with you and perhaps you will also be encouraged about tomorrow. Perhaps you will agree with me that 'Armageddon' is a lie and even the idea of it should be cancelled in your mind!

HERE IS THE PICTURE OF MY SCRIBBLED NOTE CARD 😊 . . . AND THE ACTUAL AUDIO RECORDING OF THE BIRD SINGING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW ( 30 MINUTES OF IT ).





Someday I hope to have an audio technician clean the extra noise off of the recording! And please excuse the sloppy note card! I had no idea, when I took those notes, that I would be sharing them with you! 😊 But, I'm letting you see the actual index card and hear the recording to prove its authenticy - in case you need that to be convinced of . . . ? You'll for sure form your own opinion - right?

I will just list the items 1-17, state the actual words and then give my added new thoughts of what those words could be saying to me and maybe YOU today.

So here are the 17 items:

l. Rick - ok - nurture him - part of the plan!

Richard = 'powerful, hard, brave, strong' - what humanity must be right now! Richard is you and me and I am spending my time, energy and courage to 'encourage' us to be 'Richard'! That is Divinity's plan for my life and yours - to do just that! May we all be encouraging one another to stay strong and brave! WE will win the war on humanity!

2. Share 'Jesus' with Liz and Charles

( I was a Christian at that time and I did share with our neighbors, named Elizabeth and Charles but now the new message . . . )

Elizabeth = 'God ( the evil god of the Bible ) is my oath' and Charles = 'free man'. So, now that I know the truth about the Bible and 'invented' Jesus - I will share the truth about 'Jesus' with 'Elizabeth' ( all those who need to be untied from their oaths to the Bible god ) and freedom ( Charles=free man ) will come of that! Hear the message - Elizabeth and Charles!!!! Go free from Christianity and its lies! Could this message even travel to London?!!! That's where it really needs to go! Please pass it on to all who will read and heed. 😊 ( Charles and Elizabeth H., our old neighbors, - if you read this post - I hope you are free from religion! I'm gonna one of these days give you a call! 😊 )

3. Pray ( believe in the power of a loving divinity ) for the deliverance ( freedom ) of Charles' mom.

Who is Charles' mom? Could it be 'Mother Earth'? Has the Earth been bound - is it bound now? What part do we play to see freedom return fully to humanity? Could perhaps 'Elizabeth of London' be the one to be delivered and freed? If we all release the power of love upon the world - will true freedom emerge worldwide?

4. Send 3 demos to David . . .

David=beloved ( much loved ). This person's last name means 'wolf". I am demonstrating to you by sharing 3 large facets of my life - my music, my mind, my medicine? I am sending them to YOU because you are 'much loved' by your Maker! You have been in the family that is controlled by 'wolves' but now the wolves, the lies, are being erased from your lives as you are coming into truth, peace, health, love , freedom and more!

5. 3 demos to '_ _ _ _ _'

( The name of the company which has the motto, TURN FOR LIFE! Those same 3 demos to David ( #4 ) - will have you turning to true LIFE! Demo stands for demonstrations. ??? Besides doing what we are doing - would a march or rally ever be a divine plan for us??? I never ever thought of that! But, I'm up for anything if my heart and mind say, "DO IT!"

6. Children's work at W . . . . . . )

W . . . . = a name I must protect but the name clearly leads me to the subject of child trafficking and evil religious practices. When we participate in 'freeing America and the world' by VETOING the corrupt institutions - we, at the same time, are working for the CHILDREN who are caught in this corruption. By doing what I am doing - I am working for the children! What have you been led to do? We all have a part to play. When the Cabal falls - human trafficking will cease to exist!

7. Cheryl _ _ _ _ _ _ - ( singing ) lessons - kids and me

Cheryl = grace ( this Cheryl has a last name that means 'brave' ) When this was spoken to me I thought it was pertaining to my children and me receiving singing lessons from this particular person. Now I see it as GRACE ( courteous goodwill ) inspiring all of us to bravely 'sing' ( proclaim and inform ) of freedom for all humans, even members that have been ensnared in the 'web'! I don't know if any of my actual children will ever join me but would you consider being a part of my 'family' and take lessons ( practical wisdom ) from 'grace'? Also . . . GRACE that is BRAVE! It takes courage to speak of GRACE! Christianity believes in hell, a lie that is opposite of grace! Most people want to watch the wicked be executed. Humans of grace will be sorely criticized even reviled! We lovers will need to be brave!

8. Divine favor with Bill and _ _ _

Bill=William=resolute protector or strong-willed warrior and _ _ _= ardent, graceful
To me this says that the divinely inspired service ( favor ) that we will extend to humanity will be fervent, passionate, enthusiastic, 'devoted 😊' and dedicated ( ardent ) in an elegant, beautiful, smooth, flowing ( graceful ) manner from our hearts of love. 'Divinity', our true Creator( s ) will wonderfully serve and protect us who have 'faith' in the power of love!

9. Music room

Room = opportunity or scope for something to happen. Music has been my passion since childhood. Is this saying that the future holds music making as a possibility for me - even at my old age? 😊 Music = a sound that is perceived as pleasingly harmonious. My hope is that the sounds that do come from me will help to cause peace to come to our Earth. Also - the future holds true pure music for the world. Come on musicians get ready - don't give up! Soon there will be no Illuminati to diminish your chances to succeed or make you conform to their twisted ways!

10. My children to minister as the 3 V's 😊

My mom would tell of the dream she had of two of my siblings and me, all 3 of us with names starting in V, someday being a 'gospel' trio called the "3 V's". ? Well, that didn't look like it was going to happen - although all things are possible and my sis and brother are very musical! But, perhaps it will be my children with their V names making up the gospel trio someday. Could it be that my actual children will join me some day in some way? Time will tell. Or, maybe my family and the '3 Vs' speaks of you who agree with me and want to also be ambassadors of 'life', love and freedom. V meaning life, and the bird singing freely, the 3rd time now ( bird story - Post#6 ) because of the new day that has dawned upon our world!

11. Vic _ _ _ _ _ _ to help on _ _ _ _ _( turn to life )

11 = the final hour!

In this time of '11' ( my favorite #, standing for my mission [ll=living lyrics or lyrics of light] and my brother, Lloyd, who passed away just a few years before I was born, who's 'mission' was perhaps extended and passed on to me.[?] ) So, in this time of my mission to 'turn others to LIFE' I will get help from Vic ( victory ) with the 'head man' ( what his surname implies ). Who is that head man or women or group of humans? Time will tell. Does this also speak to humanity as a whole and to the fact that there will be victory for humanity someday? Humanity will 'turn to life' with the help of who? What great humans are awaiting to lead our country and world when the Cabal falls? I'm excited about the future! The message to me says there will divine help for the world to change somehow and there will be victory and true LIFE for humanity! We as humans are divine, let us all step up and be what we were born to be and do what we were born to do!

12. The Lord has commanded his blessing upon us.

At that time I thought that the 'Lord' was our loving Creator. I have now come to find out that the Lord of the Bible is an evil being, whoever, whatever he really is. And now 'his blessing upon us" to me means this plandemic! To 'bless' means to 'smear with sacrificial blood'. This Plandemic is one big sacrifice to the evil god of the Bible and is part of their agenda to depopulate and thoroughly control the rest of the inhabitants of the Earth. Just that word 'commanded' should have put up a red flag for me when I saw it 35 years ago! The real Creator has always intended for us to be divine, sovereign and free. If someone is commanding something upon me - I now know that that's black magic messing with my will! But, we, humanity, will raise above this 'curse' with truth and love!

13. Forgive Larry and J_ _ _ _ _ _

This says to me that I need to forgive or 'stop being angry at' Larry ( laurel, the crowned one, the
'Corona' ordeal! ) We just cannot afford to hold anger in our minds, hearts and bodies! Yes, we
have a reason to be angry at those that have perpetrated this 'plandemic' on Earth - the Cabal.
But, our true Creator of love is merciful, the 'god' of the Bible is not! Is his invented 'hell'
a place of mercy? The J name above means "God is merciful". Remember how I state in
Post#3 that forgiveness is a much needed power in this time of the Apocalypse? No, we do not
co-operate, but we should not hold 'bitterness' either. We can take that negative energy and
turn it into positive energy to help our family and neighbors - or whatever we might be divinely
led to do to help the world at this time. And don't forget that forgiveness comes with benefits
like divine protection and provision!

14. Victory Sunday Night

Those words were relevant 35 years ago - when we needed direction in our lives. And now, let's see what meaning comes to my mind and heart. 😊 . . . . Oh wow! I think it simply means that there will be victory over the 'darkness' ( night ) of Christianity ( Sunday ). The lies, darkness, deceit and wickedness of Christianity and other religions will come into the true light!
You maybe see the words on the actual index card 'you wish' - they were written in black ink at a later time. But, yes - that is my greatest wish for the world! When that truth is known by all - the Cabal will fall and we will have victory!

15. Mother's Healing

At that time those words comforted me concerning my biological mom's healing. Now, I also see my mother as Planet Earth. I believe that our Earth will be healed! - not "destroyed" as we've been deceitfully led to believe by the wicked ones' countless lies.

16. 3 times bird conformation

I'm not sure what these words actually confirmed back when the bird visited. Perhaps that it was just to convince me that it truly was a divine visit. Perhaps it meant that I would someday come to a time when I was in a full time 'singing' era - in the dark and into the light of the new day. Time will tell if these days usher me into making music full time and making music not only while the world's situation is 'dark' but also I would be singing in our new 'golden age', which I believe is soon arriving. That sure would be a dream come true for me - even at my old age!😊 The fact that the bird chirped three times was a divine conformation that it shall be! I hope that the bird story that I have encourages you. If you need personal words from our Creator - expect them and you'll receive words of hope and direction too!

17. David _ _ _ _ _ _ = like _ _ _ _ _ to Cheryl

David "_ _ _ _ _ _" ( wolf ) would be a 'guide' to me - like "D _ _ _ _" ( alien ) to Cheryl ( grace )
This David, now I understand since I know what Christianity is, was really a wolf in sheep's clothing. Likewise D. would be an 'alien'. The knowledge of both Ds ( dee=dark one ) has led me to a whole new world of grace! ( When I hear from others that hanging in a public square for all to witness and cheer about should be the verdict for the corrupt ones - instead I'm thinking, 'reconciliation' if possible! No! I'm not saying to allow their evil practices to continue! But, understanding and grace - love to be given where it needs to be. )

From what I understand, these corrupt ones who make up the Cabal have been born into blood lines that have only known corruption and wicked ( twisted ) practices. And, the 'bible god' that they follow has a 'lease' on earth that is almost running out of time. ( ? ) That's what I've heard also. Is that true? I hope it's true! I know that something good is about to happen - why else have I gotten all these messages of good? Only once have I had a message of pending danger ( other than my 3 little childhood dreams ) - and that was a dream that seemed to tell me that had the other candidate won in 2016 - there would be a different kind or fashion of a war taking place now. ( Did I hear correctly on that? Time will tell. )

May I finish this post by sharing a couple of happenings that seem to say to me that 'reconciliation' is what our Divine Creator has planned. I really do not know! But, the thief of our van with me and the kids in it - sure got a dose of 'reconciliation' the night that all went down! ( Post #3 ) Do these two little happenings say the same thing to you?

One morning several months ago we woke up to witness quite a scene outside our window in our back yard. Three coyotes were eating away at a young deer. My hubby seemed to think that it was a weak deer that he had spotted previously. It was awful to witness but as I watched I could not help but think of what I'd heard is going on in our world and the crimes against humanity - especially the children! The perpetrators of these crimes are like those coyotes just doing what comes 'natural' to their kind. Yes, I said, "their kind"! Are there different 'kinds' of creatures on our Earth? Are these crimes being committed by beings that are of a different species? You will not hear of these crimes on mainstream media but there's TONS of reports in books and alternative media channels that claim that it is true. Why as Christians were we told to "preach the gospel to every creature"? We have a lot to learn - lots of questions to be answered!

Also, a dream that I had in 2014 - years before I was awakened to the corruption in the world, pictures me friendly with a well-known, extremely corrupt female politician who you would know if I said her name. The setting of the dream is like a county fairgrounds - like what I remember as a very young child, rolling grassy lawns, gravel roads, older buildings, and lots of happy people - an 'old fashioned' look and feeling. Many people were there with what seemed to be the place for this women to deliver a message at a microphone. I am like her sponsor and I am 'at peace' with her. Is it possible that there is a day coming where the "wolf will lie down with the lamb"? Will these wolves be 'tamed' and will our hearts of love and grace allow that scenario to take place? I think of all the 'twisted' things that I did growing up. No, I did not kill, oh wait a minute! I did kill when I had that abortion in 1973. And I've received a lot of mercy and grace!

And finally, these little hints, 1-17, sharing the truth of Christianity to 'Charles and Elizabeth' and the other liberating 'foretells'. ( ? ) How 'far' does this 'knowledge' and grace extend? Does it extend to all creatures of the Earth - maybe as far as London and beyond?

Wow, something to ponder - huh? How thorough is your love? How practiced are you at forgiveness? I would suggest that you begin today in your own life with the ones you are with and the ones that have been in your life's journey. It's time to forgive even the worst of the worst. It's time to LOVE the unlovable. ( Post #3 ) Love is the most powerful force - strong enough to lift the world into a new 'dimension' and a golden age. Just stop being angry at the wicked ( the twisted ) and let the true due process of the law take place and grace - which I believe is happening. Remember, the wicked ones did not choose to be born, they were mind controlled and trained to be wicked and many others were compromised in a way that they could not escape from. Please now, after hearing my plea, become a love-child and watch the world be transformed. You'll have a much easier, peaceful time going through this transition if you make the choice now to love. Again I say, the evil practices must end and they will! There will be those who will pay for their crimes against humanity but I believe reconciliation and new life will come for many! ( Please consider listening to my album, "LIFTED HIGHER". Perhaps it will inspire you to love the unlovable. )

Well, thank you again for reading what I have to say! Do you feel like I am preaching at you? I hope I'm not upsetting you! When I was in junior-high school I was tested as having a high 'persuasive' aptitude. In high school, I was a cheerleader but my choir director told me that if I did not quit cheerleading I would not be her soloist. I quit cheerleading right away because I wanted to sing! Well, as you have read I lost my singing voice to dysphonia at a very early age and now I can be a cheerleader! 😊 I hope I am cheering you on to happiness and victory in your life! Please don't look at me like a forceful, overbearing preacher, but understand that I am instead hopefully encouraging and edifying you to arise and be the divine, sovereign and free human you were born to be. When I share my 'spiritual' experiences with you I am not sharing them to control you - but to encourage you to listen and look for our Creator to personally lead you also!

I love you! Let's all be free in our hearts which will lead us to freedom in our world!

Post #9 is going to maybe prove me to be 'zany'. If you haven't questioned my sanity yet - #9 will do it! But, I don't care about my reputation. I just have to follow my heart because I love humanity! I'll be a fool for you! 😊

Bye-bye! HUGS!

Grandma VaVa

Dear, dear readers!

If you've made it to this Post #9, you are perhaps by now considering me either your friend, arch-enemy or a laughingstock! I want so much to be your friend and maybe even your help in this absolute crazy, scary, but wouldn't you agree, exciting time on Earth!( ? )

BUT NOW - "CLEAR YOUR PILLOW"?!! PLEASE READ MY WHOLE BLOG AND OPEN YOUR HEART AND MIND TO THE POSSIBILITY OF DANGER THAT YOU CAN PERHAPS EASILY ERADICATE - THAT PERHAPS 'LURKS' ( ? ) IN A CERTAIN POPULAR MAKE OF PILLOW! ( ? )

So I had a very interesting dream about a pillow factory that produces a very popular pillow. Because of the dream I was curious about the pillow and that lead me to witness a strange energetic occurrence when I hold a pendulum over it. So then that lead me to come up with a simple little song that seems to nullify the negative energy within that particular brand of pillow. Please read on to try to figure out what Grandma VaVa has come up with now! If I am all wrong - you just got a good big or little laugh! If I am right I might perhaps be helping you to avoid what possibly could be something dangerous to have in your home. ( Unless you 'clear' it! 😊 - ? )( Don't throw away your pillow( s )! ) Please read this Post # 9 with an open heart and mind and kindly consider and understand why my 'feelers' are perked.

Have any of my stories or my exhortations been a help to you? I hope that I have brought you some comfort and understanding as to what's going on in our world. I actually understand so little of it myself! I just have my little spiritual experiences that are directing me in life and giving me a reason to be happy and expectant of good things coming for us humans. I hope that you too are open to divine direction - directly from your maker to you!

Before I write concerning 'YOUR PILLOW( S )', I thought it would be fun and timely to share my 'Grandma Moses Story' with you. In one of my posts, I mentioned that perhaps since my name Grandma VaVa means Grandma 'GoGo' - Grandma Moses could be my name also! ( Not like in a go-go dancer! 😊 [Well, maybe like that when you dance to my happy music!] ) But I do have a Grandma Moses story! It's cute and you'll maybe find it quite amazing as to how our Creator gets messages through to us when we need it. I think that our Divine Source would like for me to tell you the story right now before I talk about 'Your Pillow( s )'.

In 2007 and before that I had teasingly mentioned to people now and then that if 'Grandma Moses' finally succeeded at the age of 80 - there was hope for me and my music. Well, one Sunday, my hubby and I went to lunch after church to a restaurant where many of our friends from church were also. I happened to sit by a little girl that had become my friend and she had actually begged me to sit by her. She was especially excited about the songs I had been teaching in Children's Church, the latest being a cute little rendition of the 'Books of the Bible' Song that I had written just months prior and she had the whole thing memorized and was really excited about it!

Well, out of the blue she looked at me and asked, "How old are you?" I quickly answered, "Guess!" She studied my face for an uncomfortably long time and blurted out, "80!" I could have cried right there and then! ( I was 55! ) Hoping that she would make me feel better and maybe say "18" to fix my feelings instead, I said, "Nope, guess again." One more time she stared at me for waaaaaaay too long and then said emphatically, "78!" I remember wanting to just cry and thinking of investing in the best wrinkle cream that I could buy. We finished our meal, went home and the next morning as I was sitting in my 'quiet chair' I thought again about what the little girl had guessed my age to be. I then thought of the famous artist, Grandma Moses! I had heard that Grandma Moses made a go with her career at the age of 80! I was a few feet away from a set of encyclopedias and I thought, "I'm going look up Grandma Moses!" I really had never read anything about her, I had just heard about her. Well, there was an article on her and the first sentence read, "Grandma Moses began her career at the age of 78!" And it went on to read that at the age of 80 she had become well known as a painter. Out of the mouth of babes??? I took that happening as a message from the Divine to encourage me to not give up.

I am almost 70 now - so I'm rushing this, right? Well, I can't and I don't think that I'm supposed to wait another 8 years! America and the world cannot wait any longer to receive the message of "GO FREE FROM RELIGION, GO FREE FROM THE CABAL!" Some of you need my songs for cheer and for comfort NOW. Some of you need to hear my 'soft disclosures' of what is going on in the world. It's good that I don't know everything, just hints of a lot of corruption. If I shared all the details so that you would hear it all at once, your hearts might fail you, or anger might get the best of you. The full truth is perhaps soon to be revealed, though! Perhaps my job is to just 'prep' you with the tidbits of information that I have.

Like I said before, I really am not digging deep into this information. Over the course of the last 5 years now the information has been slowly coming to me via dreams and informational videos on mostly You-Tube, which I am currently boycotting because of their censorship of my favorite private researchers. You-Tube has sadly proven to be communistic! You should be saddened and upset over there conduct also! Do you believe in our Constitutional right to freedom of speech?!

You'll get a kick out of one particular dream, not the pillow factory one - but this little one first: I won't share it all because I don't want to take time to dig through my thick portfolio of dreams to find it - but the part that's so amusing is the part in my dream where I stoop down and out from my back-end drops a big round ball of poop. ( Sorry for being grotesque! ) It's not unsightly, messy or stinky in my dream! I just have this nicely formed, maybe 7-inch in diameter ball of poop in my hands and the next thing that I do in my dream is throw it some feet away where it lands in some bushes. Oh my gosh, how crazy, huh?! Please don't disown me - stay with me! 😊

Well, I stashed the dream away in my journal but thought of it now and then! During that time I was hearing testimonies and interviews of people like Kay Griggs, the wife of a military Colonel and Ted Gunderson, a former FBI agent who were both whistleblowers of the corruption taking place for decades in our country, our government and military. There was information coming to me that was extremely shocking and I had just begun to have the truth opened up to me! ( By the way, I heard that Kay went into hiding after her interview that you can find on You-Tube and Ted was poisoned with arsenic and died. )

Well, one day when pondering my weird dream about that ball that I had in my hand 😊, I found myself literally hollering out loud, "NOT THE BUSHES!!" It all came to me in an instance! Poop = the scoop or the information that reporters get for their articles. And I was to see now, through the dream that I had, the 'poop' on the bushes, as in the past Bush Presidents! I thought they were such sweet guys and good presidents and yeah, I remember crying out, "NOT THE BUSHES!" To my horror, it wasn't long before I discovered the truth about that evil family also. Likewise other leaders and even well-known, television ministers - if they are big names they aren't who you think they are or were - but wolves in sheep's clothing they have proven to be! I dare you to research your favorite big-wig minister. Although, since social media is now censoring heavily, they are perhaps removing articles of truth about them from the public media platforms also.

You are getting to hear extra stories that I didn't plan on sharing before I post about "YOUR PILLOW( S )" and here is just one more - I promise!

Do you have 'memories' of your past life flash before you often and take on a word picture, maybe you would call it a 'premonition', maybe a foreshadow? I have several of those ( like the time when I'm strongly objecting to my mom putting long stockings on me to wear to church ). Well, you get to hear about another one of those right now:

By the way, I'm curious, am I weird? - Is there something wrong with me or is this normal human behavior?! I remember as a very young girl once sensing that there was an invisible entity in my room, something I just sensed was there. I wasn't feeling that it was malevolent or benevolent, I just remember that I wasn't alone and I wasn't feeling threatened at all. Also, when I as an adult would dream about soaring through the air like a jet - I got criticized saying that I needed psychiatric help. I'm wondering if you've had these experiences too. I'm sure that many of you have had lots of spiritual experiences! I hope that when I share mine with you I am not scarring you away from me! I'm sharing them with you hoping that little old granny me might have some 'influence' with you to help you through these tumultuous times. I want to encourage you to be a more spiritual human being, the way you were designed to be, natural and supernatural. I encourage you to turn off all the noise in your life and listen to your heart, wake up to realizations, recall and record your dreams, get quiet, get out into nature and commune with your Divine Source!

Here's that other little story: In real life when I was in the 3rd grade, I remember the day that I approached my teacher, Ms. Q_ _ _ _, and asked her why I didn't get selected to go into the 'accelerated class' the next year. My sister, 4 years prior went into the accelerated class with all the smart kids! ( She was and still is really smart. ) I was sort of smart, like a B+ and A- average, but my thing was the performing arts! A few of my friends had been selected and I thought I was 'accelerated' material and should be chosen also! I remember feeling very dejected and I cried. I think that as I asked Ms. 'Q', I was sucking my thumb ( which I did until I was a teen - and other childhood bad-habits I had also ) and being not quite smart enough added to my teacher's decision perhaps - but this was her answer: "We need you to stay behind to be a leader." ( Incidentally, one day I 'googled' dream symbology, and what 'sucking the thumb' might indicate. I very rarely consult with those kinds of sites but thought I would take a peek and this particular site said that 'sucking my thumb' was a sign of spirituality! Lol!!! )

So, yeah, this is what that picture speaks to me: But first, may I ask, are you aware of what the real 'spiritual' ( not religious, end of the world, doomsday preachers! ) community is saying is taking place right now? They say that Earth is moving into a different dimension. Have you ever heard of the Age of Aquarius and moving into the 5th dimension, and leaving the 3rd dimension where Earth and mankind have been for tens of thousands of years? I heard it called the 'ascension'. I really don't know what it's all about but I believe I have experienced that 5th dimension, I think that I maybe go back and forth. Are you aware of this and experiencing this also? I do know that the 5th dimension is a wonderful place. The two realms are like the same but the 5th dimension is the 'beautiful' copy of the 3rd. ( Old fashioned in a sense, perhaps kind of like the 'good old days'. ) It is a place of much higher frequency, much higher 'consciousness'. All humans should want to abide there! I know that LOVE reigns supreme in that realm so let's be more loving creatures and move on up!

Well, I have been aware of this whole new world of information ( that the Bible destroys the real truth of ). But, for some reason, it's like a 'governor' has been put on me to not dig into it at this time. I perhaps am to stay in the 3rd grade ( dimension ) to be a help and a leader for you at this time of change in our universe. ( ? ) My teacher, Ms. 'Q' had no 'qualms' about having me stay back to help those that were all staying back while the others 'ascended' into 5th grade level. ( You might want to look into 'the ascension' that the spiritual communities are talking and teaching about [not what Christianity teaches]. ) So, I stay quite naive, just 'spiritual minded' enough with my little personal experiences that I was never seeking to have - but they just happened! And, I believe my simplicity is what you perhaps need to 'wake up' gently at this time to understand what has and is really transpiring here on Earth. I believe LOVE is what will be the catalyst to move into this soon approaching 5th dimension, a new Golden Age for our world. ( Actually, a returning to a Golden Age where mankind once was but a 'fall and destruction' took place. ) While many are already there - perhaps I am staying back in a sense to be a help to you who are in the 3rd dimension also, teaching you about love through my songs and blog, and giving you little examples of how 'spiritual' we humans were created to be. ( ? ) Religion and the Cabal have made it one of their prime goals to keep that from us. ( And, this vaccine mandate is all part of their plan to de-spiritualize us. ) ( Remember my '3 little dreams' as a kid? The first one about a 'vaccinator' coming to my door and then the 2nd, having 'parasites' in my body ( I saw hair-like worms coming out of my arm ) and the 3rd, depicting me as 'bionic' ( which now could depict being part of the AI system hooked up to the 'cloud', us being non-human [spiritless - 'bots'], where the deep-state wants humanity. ) ( ??? )

I hope you 'saw' the pictures that I just tried to relay and that it will help you to understand, ponder and perhaps accept and take action to what I am about to share with you now:

MY DREAM ABOUT 'YOUR PILLOW' FACTORY

On May 3, 2015 I had a dream. I will be sharing just a synopsis of the dream and I have changed one word of the company name who the dream was about - to avoid their wrath.

I had been struggling with sleep and repositioning my new pillow. I just could not get comfortable and I finally fell back to sleep with my old pillow! Then I had a dream about the owner and the factory of my new pillow that caused me to really start questioning this pillow corporation. I believe you should 'beware' also and participate in just a little exercise to take care of potential trouble that has perhaps been conjured by them or at least the possibly nefarious owner of this company. ( ? ) ( Am I just speculating!? This is by no means a way for me to profit! If anything, I'll just be a laughing stock or maybe I'm endangering my life - but, COWOWMENO 😊( the nickname my dad gave me when I said my first sentence on top of a cow )! I must follow my heart!

Back to the dream. In a real concise synopsis of the dream, the owner thinks that his pillow should replace my pillow. In fact, he positions me in an all 'white' ( like it's so pure and holy, or maybe meaning ultraconservative, or anti-revolutionary? ) plush, cushiony hammock where there are straps to strap me in. I refuse the straps and as he has me swinging in an elliptical ( ambiguous, cryptic, obscure [dictionary definition] ) motion - I parachute off while it is swinging widely. Am I freeing myself of a deceptive trap - away from that AGENT [factory owner doing business abroad, away from American values ( a Zionist? )]! ( agent = a spy, a causative substance!? ) And yes, hammocks are made of NET, LIKE A WEB! The 'trap' part was concealed in the white bedding!

Next in the dream and in that same company setting I am with a large statured man who I do not know. We are standing on a couch ( a place where a psychoanalysis session takes place [?], a place where the patient is encouraged to talk freely about personal experiences and especially about early childhood and dreams! ) Three times we 'ascended' off of the couch and traveled' upward to the ceiling, 'hitting the ceiling', staying eye to eye and in a very 'spiritual' like connection. Only one word was spoken and I caught only the last syllable "ISM". In short, I believe that the 'ISM' spoken of was Zionism, which accomplishes much of its work through Catholicism, Protestantism, Jesuitism, Communism, Judaism, Islam ( see the 'ism' ) - all of them!

We took 3 leaps together to the ceiling, 'hitting the ceiling' ( becoming enraged [dic. meaning of the idiom] ) = [dic. meaning of mad = very angry, wildly excited, rambunctious, passionate about something, very fond of, enthusiastic about, or interested in something, often to the exclusion of everything else.]

Three leaps we took! Three being the perfect number and three representing harmony, wisdom and understanding! All three of these wonderful attributes of life the way it is to be in our world - are exactly opposite of what Zionism has delivered thus far and has in store for us! 'Zionism' is the designer of this pandemic that we are in the midst of. Zionism has been the steer head of all communistic revolutions. Zionism has been the impetus of all world wars this past century. Zionism is the New World Order. Of all the catastrophes you've heard of in your life - it has most likely been orchestrated by Zionism but disguised in a 'false flag' event. ( That's what I have learned. I wish it wasn't true! )

So why am I telling you this?! A few years ago, when questions and some meaning started coming to me concerning this 'pillow factory dream' I started getting very alarmed! I learned some other things about those pillows that we had purchased also, and you very likely have purchased them also! One thing I discovered was that when I went to add some more stuffing to my hubby's using stuffing from the free travel-size pillow that had come with the two we bought for us, I was flabbergasted at what I found! The AD claimed that the pillows had an amazing interlocking system of various sizes of foam - that contributed to the 'magic' of these wondrous pillows. Well, what I found was a bunch of just shredded foam that was so full of static - it stuck to everything! ( That discovery led me to ask some questions on the internet which brought up articles about the company being sued big-time for false advertising! )

I know many of you know about the connection that this business man, whose life-size photos and infomercials you see everywhere, has with a certain politician that many of you love, many of you despise.

( This is where you will maybe permanently dismiss me as 'off my rocker'! )

Well, something much more alarming sticks with me now even after several years have gone by since having this dream. One day I took my pendulum and hung it over one of these pillows. It froze in a still position rather than making a circular motion, and shook in a real odd way - causing me to think that something strange energetically was going on with it. All three pillows that we had purchased did the exact same thing!

So . . . I have a request that you would do the same. If you own this brand of pillow ( and I'm sure you've caught on as to what pillow I am talking about ) - would you take a pendulum ( make one out of a button and string or use a necklace with a pendant if you don't have one ) and simply hold the pendulum over the pillow and see if it does that same for you. Does it just stand still and shake rather than going in a circular motion?

***( A picture of my home-made pendulums that work great! )



***( My little home-made song to play - to perhaps 'clear' negative energy from your pillow )( ? )


Next, please play the song that I put together here in the presence of your pillow. 😊 Now, please test your pillow with a pendulum one more time. Does the pendulum still stand still and shake or does it now circle left or right? This little song I put together is recorded in the 432 frequency. It's not a song to be sung - it's just a little melody that I believe I was ( maybe? ) divinely given to me to change whatever is emanating from that brand of pillow. I could be so fooled by this! - but, would you like to test it out for me?. . . . because,

I'm wondering if there is a nefarious substance in the pillow that would be subject to an E.M.P. phenomenon capable of doing ample damage to its intended recipients. Do you know anything about the threat of EMPs? I would never ever think of such a thing if I had not had that dream! Also, one day I realized that the initials of this pillow brand sound out the acronym "E.M.P"! ( pronounced 'emp' ) ( an E.M.P = Electromagnetic Pulse used as a weapon of destruction, capable of doing damage to power lines, telecommunications and electronic equipment. )

Since my reputation is such now after telling you all that I have in my blog -- I have nothing to lose! Again I ask, what kind of a loving human being would I be if I was told of or perhaps perceived pending danger and did not share my concerns with you!? I don't mind risking my already questionable reputation even if I prove to be just really off my rocker. Knowing that all you have to loose, is a few minutes of your time to 'deactivate' some sort of possible energetic trap - placed to cooperate with an E.M.P that might be lurking in 'YOUR PILLOW( S )'. Would you consider doing my little 'cleansing routine' for your possible safety? Forget the pendulum part if you wish and just play my 'VIM' song for your pillow to hear. 😊 Or, maybe you are very spiritual and you know that you are divinely protected at all times. I hope so! 😊

I believe that this company owner is a Zionist, I know that he spends much time in Washington D.C. and because I had that dream I must herald this caution. Even if it makes me a laughing stock, I don't care! I care about humanity! I care about your safety! So there.

A couple of years ago, I asked a few people to help me with this simple experiment but they avoided me like a plague! Well, now that we are 'plagued' anyway, I hope that all of you that read this, will participate in my experiment if you are willing. What do you find? Would you please have your friends and family participate also? Make a pendulum ( a truth finder ), see what happens with 'your pillow' and just play my little song to change the perhaps negative energy that is there. Simple! 😊 Or maybe I'm just full of bologna! If something were to take place and I hadn't put my suspicions out there to warn of possible danger - I would feel so guilty!

Let me know if you got the same results with your pillows and the pendulum and then my little song full of positive and loving energy hopefully nullifying the first test results. Please let me know what you experienced. Maybe my blogging days will come to an end now with this disclosure and request. Maybe I'll have nothing more to do than make those rag rugs that I look forward to making when my 'missions' have been completed. Maybe, my promise of 'singing until the break of dawn' has cancelled now because of me daring to bring out this possible warning. ( Grandpa Sven won't mind me sitting and watching TV with him and cooking more interesting meals and helping in the garden a whole lot more, and that list is endless! ) But, I truly want to continue making music for you and encourage you to be that spiritual human you were meant to be through blogging!

I thought of going to places that sell these pillows and test my little 'fix' right there. That would present a problem, however. Those large stores where I know the pillows are - are in 'bed' with Zionism also. If they are in 'bed' with this pillow company, they are in cahoots with Zionism and the surveillance cameras would catch me!! You might want to perform this 'favor for me' away from any form of electronic equipment in your home, all of which have surveillance capabilities. 😊 🙁

So there. I obeyed my heart. I hope I am just - like I've feared - totally off of my rocker about this! I wish that our world wasn't full of evil. I wish that a certain sect of humans and non-humans were not bent on destroying our world with their New World Order! There is a war taking place - would you consider taking up vigilance by checking out your pillows? And then just forgive me, if there really isn't anything there.

Oh! and also, might there be something in the pillows that cooperates with a someday false 'rapture'? Are you aware of holographic projection technology? ( go to You-Tube / Hologram dragon in the stadium with 5G ) You'll be amazed how realistic it looks!

I love you all! I want you to be well, safe and happy! Please continue to be my friend! Hopefully, this is the craziest post that I'll write and I can write of things from here on that won't jeopardize our friendship; If you've stayed with me since post#1 - hopefully you are my friend! 😊

Take good care of yourselves! I encourage you to re-read my posts and if you haven't done so yet, start practicing some of what I have shared with you to bring your life new health, meaning and success. I'm not talking about fame and riches, I wouldn't know how to lead you there!! But I just want you to move up to being a more loving person, healed and expectant of only good coming to our future as humans, and that you would be doing your part as you are personally and divinely lead. The world needs your positive input and together we will see that new day of peace and harmony here on Earth.

Bye-bye for now. HUG!!

Remember to 'Live the love you are!'
Grandma VaVa

Post #10 will be: NEW LYRIC THAT I WROTE TO REPLACE MANY OLD HYMNS AND CAROL LYRICS. ( Hymns and carols that I recorded on instrumental CDs when still in Christianity. )

Disclaimer

Hi! - to all my dear readers!

This post is to present to you new lyrics that I jotted down a few years ago of all the songs that I recorded on my first 7 instrumental CDs years ago. ( replacing the lies of Christianity ) Yes, the lyrics are redundant - talking mostly about love and freedom. But, I do have thousands of my CDs out there in the world being listened to by mostly the elderly and I feel responsible for reinforcing their 'blindness' ( like I was! ) I do apologize to you now - for passing on the lies of Christianity with my music. ( I was deceived like billions of us! ) So, if you insist on listening to my CDs that you perhaps have, please think the thoughts of my new lyrics as you listen. All of the hymns and carols are in the public domain but for one. I have removed the lyrics to that one track until I get permission from the owner.

Here are the new lyrics to the old hymn and carol melodies that you love:

New Lyrics!

Born To Be Happy - 11 songs - see new lyrics of these original melodies by clicking on the MUSIC tab and select 'Born to be Happy' songs

In Post # 11 - I will present to you an example of how I would interpret a dream. I'm excited to show you my little process. Perhaps it will encourage you to write down your dreams - to get comfort, direction, help - whatever you might need from your Divine Source.

I love you all!
Grandma VaVa 😊

Hi Friends!!! ( Are you still my friends? I sure hope so!!!! )

This is going to be a very short little post to give you an example of how I make sense of my dreams: I saw that 11-11 was coming up and I thought I would take on a little goal of getting 11 posts to you by 11-11. This afternoon I laid down for a powernap, having in mind another dream to share with you from a few months ago. But, I had a mini dream during my power nap! It was so short and definite. I believe it was divinely inspired to help give you some 'know-how' for interpreting your dreams. ( See 'dream' in the dictionary. )

DREAM:
( SIMPLY ) = I SEE MYSELF CLEANING UP SOME SPILLED LIQUID!

Jumping to conclusions, I thought, that it was just warning me to not be hasty about blogging. My little goal of 11 posts by 11-11-'21 was looking impossible because of all I had going on. But actually, that interpretation ( my 'blink'? ) did prove to be true and because of my hurriedness I had to go back and clean up some big messes of poor, unloving communication that I had made in my hurried blogging to meet my little goal. My blink's interpretation was saying that haste would make waste or a mess that I would regret and it did! I was not able to publish my 11th post on 11-11 because of my haste making waste but thank goodness it was noticed by my tech guy and cleaned up before I had great regret!

So, don't disregard your 'blink', your first impression - but be open to more than one interpretation. Dreams can take on different meanings at different times. They can be many faceted. Here's how a got another meaning from the dream:
Well, I got my pendulum ( instrument to hear from my higher self ) out and my dictionary.
I asked the pendulum if it was a divine dream, which I believed it was because of it being so clear, definite and memorable. YES

1 ) I looked up 'clean'( ing ) in my dictionary. My pendulum said yes to definition #2: free from foreign or extraneous matter ( things that aren't pertinent, irrelevant = YES )

2 ) I looked up 'liquid' in the dictionary: definition#8 YES graceful, smooth, free, and unconstricted

3 ) I then looked up the word 'spill( ed )'. My pendulum said YES to the 2nd definition: TO SHED BLOOD AS IN KILLING OR WOUNDING ( oh my! )

4 ) Me ( my name meaning ) = someone who has woke up, had the wool pulled off of their eyes! Also, my name means 'strength'. YES

DREAM MEANING : BECAUSE YOU HAVE AWAKENED TO WHAT IS TAKING PLACE IN YOUR WORLD and USED YOUR GOD GIVEN 'STRENGTH' [4] AND YOU HAVE TAKEN ON THAT WHICH IS TRULY IMPORTANT [1] - THEREFORE, YOU HAVE ATTAINED THAT WHICH IS GRACEFUL, SMOOTH, FREE AND UNCONSTRICTED/'HIGHER' LIVING [2] - DOING AWAY WITH ( THE SPILL ) DESTRUCTION IN YOUR LIFE [3]!

WOW ! What an awesome message from the Divine! That interpretation brings a "that's it!" feeling or knowing to my heart. I encourage you to write down your dreams and try my simple little method of interpretation. Maybe my interpretation doesn't make sense to you but using this little method might really help you to understand your messages. Try taking that dream of mine and see what you come up with for an interpretation for your using. It most likely will speak to you in a different way, maybe you'll have a custom-made message for you. 😊

If you do not have a dictionary - I advise you to purchase one. ( It's possible that we could lose the internet at times. ) Also, I have a name book that I use in my dream interpretations often. Write your dream down as quickly as possible, every detail could have a meaning! Don't forget to journal the date and time and maybe note what had taken place before you slept and how you felt while you dreamed and when you woke up. Also, note what was happening in your surroundings when you woke up. All those little details might often add to your interpretation.

A family member came to me once with a dream - almost mockingly, and more or less insinuated that dreams are nonsense. I took the dream, word for word and got a wonderful message for me from it. I offered my interpretation to her - it would have been very encouraging to her - being in the 'ministry' but she rejected my offer. I have the dream in my portfolio to encourage me in my 'ministry'! ( 😊 for me 🙁 for her ) Our Source has wisdom, encouragement and direction for us in dreams!

Time to go for now. 😊
I love you all! See you ASAP in Post # 12!

HUGS! And much love!
Grandma VaVa

P.S. There's more about Donald Trump that I believe I need to share. That will be Post #12 !

I WONDER IF WE THE PEOPLE MUST TRUMP TRUMP! ( ? ) ( Because it looks like he COULD BE a 'puppet' of the 'deep state' - the Cabal - that is lining us up for 'disaster'! )

Thank you once again for visiting my website's blog page! My hope is that you are staying happy and healthy through this world-wide crazy ordeal! My music and 'tips' that I have offered in some of the posts could bring you a higher degree of goodness. I encourage you to implement them into your life, giving them a serious try, if you haven't already. 😊 Because of my inability to communicate smoothly - please read all of my posts to make sense of where I'm coming from and what I'm trying to say.

Something is really wrong, folks. If you are even a little bit 'aware' - you know that something really strange is going on in not only our government but in many other systems of our country and world. Please allow me to tell you of a few of my experiences with 'President' Donald Trump these past 5 years. I'll just begin to lay them out to you as best I can and let you decide if my concerns are merited.

When DT ( Donald Trump ) became the candidate for the 2016 presidential election I had a series of dreams that inspired me ( or was I deceived? ) to root him on with 3 little 'jingles' ( campaign or theme songs ). I will not share those songs unless some day DT has been proven to be a good man, free of Zionistic ( COMMUNISTIC ) ties and someday living up to the lyrics in the little jingles that I wrote about and for him.

Yes, I believe that DT is the duly elected president of the United States but is he now really the one to lead America to true freedom? At this point I do think that DT's hands could be tied and if so, being 'used' and unless we the people decide to 'trump' Trump - freedom will not be in our future. TRUMPING TRUMP WOULD ACTUALLY HELP Donald Trump - THE FREEDOM LOVER WE THOUGHT HE WAS!

Why do I think that his hands are tied - that his hands are being controlled by others? Simply, because of what I see going on right now, because of other dreams that I have had AND the way that I have been treated by 'him?' I wonder if he's ever really been in control! He might have lost control when he picked who he picked for V.P.. ( ? ) ( Was Zionist Mike Pence truly his choice? )

So why do I think that DJT was maybe just ( a digit )? Three times I reached out to him with goodness and grace and I was reciprocated with not one regard of thankfulness or any kind of hint of ever receiving them by his office. I sent the jingles that I wrote for him to the campaign headquarters - that was all I knew to do. They said they would get back to me but I never heard a word. Were they ever heard?

Also, I was moved to write a letter to DT. On a trip to see a girlfriend in Florida I met up with a gal from New Jersey on the airport shuttle. She lived or worked just 30 minutes from Trump Tower and she agreed that she would bring a copy of the letter and copies of the campaign songs and deliver them to his office. I have misplaced this gal's contact information for me to confirm that my packet got to DT's desk. I never heard from DTs office - if they received it. ( It's possible that she thought my material was useless and never did deliver it. . .? )

When rereading the letter to DT just now - thinking of having you read it too - I was amazed at how much more I have learned about the lies of Christianity! In the letter I speak with him about the lies of religion and I do share in my letter my concerns of the human trafficking and pedophilia that I had learned was going on in the world and within government and religion. I shared with him how I as an adult was once tempted with thoughts of mistreating a little neighbor boy that I was about to be a day-care mom to - but, when I told my husband soon after - those crazy thoughts that had entered my mind vanished immediately! ( Was I just too innocent and transparent for them? Do they know that true light expels evil temptations ( darkness )? )

If you have noticed on my music playlist an album called "Lifted Higher", the first song addresses the sadness of child abuse and the sad situation of those caught in that web of corruption. I had the songs mastered by a professional ( scrapping the bottom of our financial bottom ) and I sent the CD to the White House via a registered envelope. No indication of them receiving it ever came to me. A few weeks later the U. S. Post Office confirmed that it was delivered. I wonder if they were dealing with thousands of items of fan and hate mail and could just not handle the deluge of mail. ( ? )

Please understand that I really didn't need a 'thank you'! I was just doing what I thought my heart and my Creator said to do. But, it just seems really fishy to me that I had no responses of any kind - three times!

Here are the jingle instrumental tracks for you to get an idea of the effort that I put forth without a hint of gratitude.




I think they could have left out the YMCA song at his rallies and been 'rallied' much more appropriately with my tunes! 😊 I'm really not a sore loser! [I'm a forgiver!] ) And, yeah, my music isn't 'hip' but after leaving one of my Christmas CDs at our governor's desk many years ago - I got a note of thankfulness on official stationery. That is just the professional and courteous thing for our elected officials to do - wouldn't you say?

Oh, and I just remembered that I got a cute little 4th DT song recorded months later. I even hired a vocalist to sing this one! I had found out that the 'pillow guy' ( and I hadn't delved into the meaning of my dream about him ) was closely working with DT so I thought that he would perhaps personally deliver it to DT. I called M.L.'s office, his receptionist gave me his personal email address and I mailed the song to him and I believe the other 3 songs also. I did not hear a peep from him!

Do you recall parts of the dream that I shared with you in Post #9 about the pillow factory? Please go back and reread it. The big man on the coach scene - I believe that was DT and it could also be any politician who has been bought and paid for by the Zionists and are trapped, but wanting a way out! Which leads me to now share parts of 2 more dreams with you that seem to say that DT must be a prisoner of this evil sect that has only destruction of our freedoms on their agenda. As I mentioned before, the Republican and Democratic parties have proven to be just two wings of the same dirty bird and the biggest, most evil 'bird' is Zionism with one wing being the state and the other wing being the 'church'!

So here is the 1st of 2 more dreams that I feel led to share with you:

1. Dream: September 18, 2014 ( Before DT is on the political scene for us to see! )
In a large room with many people, a song of mine that I have written and recorded is being played at high volume and sounding very high in quality ( something new and exciting for me! 😊 ). I notice that there is an added part that is sounding live from somewhere in the room. I look and see that it is a man with a microphone standing at the back near an entrance and he is adding a harmony part, an extra part that can be added when doing live performances - because it is not actually recorded in the song. When the song is done I look for him and he has moved farther into the room - but he still is a distance from me. I see his hands and his fingers are huge - he has a very big hand. I beckon him to come to me many times with my trigger finger but he does not come so I go to him. He is now sitting at a bar, ( a public office? ) ( not an alcohol serving bar as I can tell ), and he is with another man who I ask, "Are you his ventriloquist, or is he your puppet on strings?" I then sit down near there and I have opened a big book in my lap. Each of the many pages has an infant's garment folded around each page. They are all identical like little 'rompers' but they are formal with lace on the bodice, very delicate and nicely made, and multi-pastel in color. They are countless and all the pages have one of these rompers wrapped around them - very compactly and neatly stored in each page. They are not bulky, in that the book is perfectly shaped, not over loaded. But, I begin at the beginning of the book to unfold these garments. ( * A girl from our last church that we attended - looks on at what I am doing. ) I wake myself up and out of the dream by saying in my sleep, "You've done enough now."

This *gal's name brings in a meaning that confirms that I, ( my name meaning 'take the wool off of your eyes! Or WAKE UP!' - so those that have awakened! ) by opening this book ( where people have been 'booked' and imprisoned, they really should be out free and 'romp'ing and maturing as divine beings! ) am causing people to wake up to know that they are divine, sovereign and free and that knowledge is now supplying and equipping each person ( new-born page ) with grace and strength to be the strong humans that they have in a sense been 'born again' to be - now that they have been released from the 'bound' book where it was dark and they were very neatly and precisely kept to not thrive as humans. This gal that was looking on had a first name, Linda. One meaning of the name Linda is 'clean'. ( Clean=the first 5 definitions in the dictionary are: free from dirt, unsoiled, unstained / free from foreign or extraneous matter / free from pollution, unadulterated, pure / habitually free of dirt / characterized by a fresh, wholesome quality ) FREE FROM THE LIES THEY'VE BEEN BOUND BY!!! ( I believe that trafficked humans are also represented by those pages, even the perpetrators. The verb form of 'lace', original meaning=trapped- oh a web! )
( I could share many more detailed insights on the dream - but I think that is enough. You maybe can see some more meanings . Hopefully my ideas of interpretation are understandable! )

May I share one more dream:
DREAM : 5-26-2016 ( It wasn't long after I wrote my little 'jingles' for Trump. I went to sleep that night wondering about the songs and what I should do with them. I thought of a professional singer, who is, in real life, very likely a member of an elite secret society and who I know personally and I  thought I'd ask this person to be my singer. Well, I had this dream. )

Many people, including myself, are in a body or pool of water. I am near this person that I thought I'd ask to sing before I went to sleep and had this dream. There is a big man there near us who's been deemed as 'useless'. ( Trump? ) This person who I was going to ask to sing ( a member of the deep state because of being a secret society member ), without warning murders the big guy in the pool. I feel responsible [maybe because I got this gal involved? Maybe because I felt a 'call' to support Trump?] and I try to hide the evidence which is just one item, a folding chair with a notch out of the top of the back rest part of the chair - about the size of an almond and oval in shape. There are witnesses, one guy in particular who sees all that is happening but he just sits there. It's certain that he knows what really happened.

So, here are some ideas and hints of meaning for this dream: 1. the pool= society ( see dictionary definition of pool #2 that could hint that humans are just resources of monetary gain and power for those in charge and at the top, the elite ) 2. The big man = the 'former?' DT - leader of the so-called 'deplorables', patriots and constitutionalists, useless=DT, now dead, powerless - a puppet of and by the Cabal. 3. The murderer=outwardly beautiful and sophisticated and charismatic, but a wolf in sheep's clothing because of an oath to a secret society 4. The folding chair=the Cabal= I'd say that it's collapsing and folding and on its way out - but still a 'chair' and very destructive 5. The notch ( V ) on its top ( of greatest importance ) being almond shape=elliptical=obscure, cryptic, ambiguous=the Cabal=the Zionists, the ones that have headed every communistic revolution of our world and now are 'unfolding' a huge 'plan' for ultimate control of humanity with this little notch, a mark that is greatly 'destructive'. ( Is the vaccination plan ultimately what seemingly has destroyed DT? ) What could that 'mark' be? Does it start with a V ( like a notch )? . . . ? Just asking. 6. Perhaps the guy looking on was the 'handler' of the murderer - ? . . . . or maybe the guy looking on symbolizes 'passive' ones that could have stopped the murder. . . ?

So, my dear readers, my conclusion is this:
Donald Trump may have had good intentions but it is very obvious to me because of how I was treated by his office help and by the dreams that I have had confirming that he is trapped in the evil web that is controlling this world. It wasn't the real DT that didn't respond to me - it was his handlers! Granny ( me ) just got thrown under the bus - the Cabal throws freedom lovers under the bus!

Sometime after DT was elected I had a most 'heart-felt' dream about him. We were sitting at a Grand Piano and we, together were singing the most beautiful, 'spiritual' song. It was one of the most heart 'touching' dreams that I've ever had! And . . . I actually had many other 'grand piano' dreams. These piano dreams all added together - to me hinted that 'DT', or what DT stood for, was to bring great change to the world. They eluded to 'killing the enemy' of humanity - but in a soft subdued way, like with a heart of flesh rather than stone ( love and grace? ). The 'song' 'sung' ( message called out with a loud voice ) in one piano dream would bring beautiful harmony to the hearers, ultimately our country and our world. Also - another one of the piano dreams depicted that it would be a brilliant campaign - acting as a 'supplanter', doing away with pedophilia and the evil ways of blood-magic cults, false religions and secret societies.

DT and his rallies now - I'm sorry to say, could very likely all be part of a Zionistic ploy to control the patriots. If I would share the 'click baiting' that the so Republicans dream up for their money-raising efforts via emails - you'd agree that it is not a true genuine, professional cause that is behind them. They lie to me saying that "America is counting on you", " you're a top donor" ( we gave what we could - less than $100 to the presidential campaign in 2016 😊 ), "your payment is incomplete", "we can't do without you", "DT wants to meet me", "you let us down", "have a seat at Donald Trump's table" - I'm fed up with political gimmicks! Aren't you?!!! I'd advise you to wise up to what looks also like a deceitful Republican party ( 'rhinos' )! Could they be stealing your money? Are the rallies really 'safe' to attend?

Must we trump Trump? I believe so. The Donald Trump that we see carrying on could be a psy-op I believe, that could be orchestrated by the enemy of humanity. ( I'm not sure - because it could be a psy- op of a psy-op of a psy-op of a psy-op of a psy-op [a 5D spy-op] and I wish it was! ) But, aren't you convinced by now because of what I have shared in my 12 posts and 88+ songs that we need to leave the system?! We need to not give them our money, time and energy because we are giving our power away by giving those commodities to them! I pulled out of Christianity immediately after 65 years of indoctrination when I heard the truth. And I finally got around to it and just last week withdrew my membership from the Republican Party. If there is a 'pure' Donald Trump, a true patriot - I believe that he is yearning for us to see the 'light' and see the truth about who the political parties and religious denominations truly are. May we all run from these institutions and be sovereign, free and divine - the way we were born to be! That is how we can trump Trump, the 'very likely a puppet Trump', help him out and witness a freedom revolution in our lives, our country and the world! We must stop wondering what DT is up to! We must now be the TRUMP that we thought we had, the Trump that most of us wanted - the Trump that we thought would lead us to secured, true freedom. But now, THE WORLD NEEDS US TO BE TRUMP!

I wish you could have felt the earnestness that I felt as I traveled to the ceiling with the 'big man' in the Pillow Factory Dream.( Post 9 ) I cannot even begin to describe the intense, pure emotion that it brought - even in a simple dream. I believe that that display of emotion could have been what the real Donald Trump, the real 'spirit of freedom' is feeling now if his hands are truly tied. I believe that America must have us 'VETO' the system now, to move out in courage with what we know to do, to love and forgive but to leave the system - the Abrahamic religions, secret societies, political factions, the propaganda of the media ( including Hollywood ). Say bye-bye to TV's main stream media and social media and book lies! - refusing to hear anything but the TRUTH! Doing such would help usher in our beloved America's new day!

UFF DA! 😊 Thank you for listening!

I love you all and I am rooting for your freedoms - our freedoms! Let's all do our part for freedom to reign supreme!

Love always!
Grandma VaVa

P.S. Is there anyone out there that would help me get this message out? I do see a particular person in my mind right now. If you are reading this post - you know that I am speaking to you! I have shared with you before how I saw you in a dream and in a revolutionary uniform speaking to a large crowd -bringing 'happiness' to them. Please do not hesitate for one more minute! Put that revolutionary uniform on and help free the masses! The Divine most likely has an understudy who is there ready and would love to have your particular role, but the shame that you will bear by not stepping up will be a load you'd rather not carry! Yes, a brief embarrassment and some financial challenges could be yours if you choose freedom's way but our Divine Source will take special care of you! Please step up! Is that you? Actually, it could be hundreds, thousands, millions of YOU that need to leave the evil institutions and heed the call - all of you being heroic leaders that you were born to be!

Readers, throw some love, strength and courage out to this person ( all these people? ). If you are a senior citizen and can only help from home - do what you can from there! No, no black-magic, messing with people's wills is allowed but we can via the spirit of love encourage this person, and others to act out in the truth that he( they ) knows and be the divine leader he( they ) was born to be!

Post #13? No hints as of yet. 😊 But, see you soon! I LOVE YOU ALL! HUGS!

Disclaimer

A REVIEW AND SOME FURTHER COMMENTS ON MY FIRST 12 POSTS and. . . .

Grandma VaVa’s story: “THERE’S AN INTRUDER IN THE HOUSE!”

Hi everybody! I missed writing to you! I hope you are all healthy and happy! 😊 . . . while on the subject of being healthy and happy - may I confess and remind you that health and happiness sometimes do not come easy. But, I’ve learned some tricks in my old age of 70 now that really work like magic and yeah, some days I might have to use my simple spiritual and natural practices to overcome sickness or unhappiness - but they never fail!! As humans, we have so much power within ourselves to aid us on Earth’s journey. I hope that you are discovering ways to feelin’ good everyday! 😊 Maybe some of my tips will help you be the best YOU that you can be. 😊 I want life’s best for you!

A confession: . . . Somehow a shyness ( a fear ? ) came over me the past several weeks. But, I’m back on the blogging horse again! In my early months of blogging I had a catastrophe! Maybe a solar flare caused it or was it my stupidity concerning tech skills? 😊 - but I lost a few hours of writing somehow. And now over the past couple of months, many little problems caused me to lose my heart and desire to keep writing to you. It’s time today to just start again and I know that once I continue - my heart and desire will be resurrected and my fears will be conquered! 😊 Thank you for staying with me and if you haven’t read my first 12 posts, please take time to read them to understand me a bit more. COWOWMENO! 😊 ( Only you who have read certain Grandma VaVa posts will be able to translate that! 😊 )

In this post I would like to make a few more comments on my blog’s first 12 posts. For those of you that have read them - I’ll just say that it’s a miracle that you are still with me! Congratulations! 😊 Am I not one of the most outlandish grandmas you’ve ever heard from? Suggesting Urine Therapy, sharing crazy dreams, talking about possibly needing to ‘clear’ your pillow, ‘trumping’ Trump, loving the vilest humans of this Earth - what next will I come up with? 😊 I think it’s time now to share my little but thought-provoking story, “There’s An Intruder In The House!”. I will share that true story at the end of this post.

May I first mention? For those of you who are intelligent and concrete in your thinking and for some reason you are still reading my blog 😊 - I would like to ask you to please bear with my ‘simplicity’ of thought and my method of communicating. As a Christian for 66 plus years I shunned intellectualism. I thought that to be a spiritual Christian, intellectualism was taboo and was to be avoided! ( That was just one little part of the mind control I was under! . . .tricked by Proverbs 3:5-6 [yeah, I leaned to NO understanding, forgetting I had a brain!] ) Also, I just wanted to sing and be involved with music. I mindlessly parroted the lyrics of the Christian hymns as I  hid behind the piano and once and a while awkwardly stepped out to share a ‘spiritual gift’ from my heart, not my head, looking and sounding ridiculous often! ( Which, according to the ‘self’-called Apostle Paul, was forbidden for women anyway! [I was a sinner, according to Paul , a sinner within his big web of lies!] ) 🙁

And now, because of my wasted brain and lack of practice, trying to convey my thoughts is toilsome to say the least! But I truly believe that I do have something to say and that my Creator is asking this of me today. So I will smile and I will continue to write. Even if I have no promise of anyone listening to me! Just like I had and still have no promise of anyone partaking of my ‘88 free songs’ available on this website. 😊 And now, posting my dreams, ideas, suggestions and my secrets to being as happy as I am - will any of my efforts pay off in helping humanity? That’s all I want to do! I think that’s what I was born to do. ( ? ) So, I move on and time will tell if I’m just goofy in the head or truly designed to be an influential ‘voice’ that you’ll receive secrets for successful living from.

If you take anything away from experiencing my music or writing persuasion - may it be that you will stay happy as you practice being a lover of mankind and that you would be practicing forgiveness at all times - if you are not already doing that. I believe that love is the strongest power on Earth and joy is a magnificent strength also! May my songs and thoughts motivate you to love more! Take some time and ‘google’ what the force of love can do from a scientific aspect. Love is magical and its power is real and provable at the same time! In my past posts you read of my experiences with love leading my way. Yes, perhaps my brain was weak but LOVE made up for it often. As humans, using our hearts and minds is the best route to success! 😊 Now, being 70 years old, I will endeavor to live the rest of my life using my Creator-given heart and mind! I encourage you, especially you young ones, to turn off some of the TV, social media, video games, your cell phone - whatever is stealing away from all you were born to be and spend your time, money and energy ‘just doing it’! BE IT! Be the human made up of thriving flesh, mind and spirit that you were created to be!

There’s been so much negativity, craziness and absurdity for us humans to witness these past couple of years that would bring us great fear and a reason to give up hope. But, we must know that LOVE ( our divine Creator ) has a plan for us to win and if we stay in the realm of love, which transcends the natural, we can walk on in confidence that everything is gonna be ok! 😊 LOVE and practicing love will make the way for us! When we walk in love we have ‘one over on’ the enemy! ( They, our enemies, think that they have ‘one over on’ us, but NO!, we have one over on them, their system, their snare! )

Here's a little story about a ‘realization’ that came to me a couple of weeks ago. I wasn’t planning on sharing this when I started writing today but it has come to my mind and heart to share it with you now - to hopefully convince you that we truly do have ‘one over on’ the enemy of humanity by being ‘lovers’. And if we remember this fact, we can relax as we do our part and not fear what tomorrow threatens to bring. ( The opposite of love is fear! )

Years ago, after writing the songs to encourage people to ‘vote for America’ and at the same time that I was coming into the knowledge of the ‘matrix’ and the lies we’ve been told - I threw my intention to ‘heaven’ crying, “ what do I do with these songs - what do I do next?!” As I told you in #12 of my blog - nobody wanted my ‘political’ songs and maybe rightfully so! But I felt they were divinely inspired somehow, even if I question their validity now! Did I write them just to have something to make my story a little more interesting? Was I just deceived like I've been many times - actually most of my life?? Time will tell !

So, I went to bed with that big question on my mind. I don’t recall how long I had been sleeping when I  suddenly ‘woke up’ in a lucid dream, being taken by what I can only describe as a ‘mighty rushing wind’. I traveled as I was sitting on an old metal tractor-like seat that my hands were clasped to. In other flying-dream experiences my hands always led the way like Superwomen would fly ( haha! 😊 ) - but this time my head led the way. ( Was it time to use my eyes, ears and brain now? 😊 ) I can still vividly feel the ‘rush’ of it all as it seemed like I was jet propelled into another, was it another realm? - moving into what perhaps was a dark, empty, ‘outer space’( ? ) - void of anything to see until I saw what looked like a sphere approaching in the distance. It’s hard to describe what took place because I have so little knowledge of ‘cosmic’ or ‘spiritual’ phenomena. ( I struggle saying the word ‘phenomena’ even! 😊 ) And I really shouldn't say it was a sphere because I only observed it from one point where I had halted in my flight. It was a circle shape that was ‘lit up’ in the dark void - I’ll put it that way. ( Was it the moon? I used to sing, ‘Fly Me to the Moon’ as an entertainer. Maybe it was! . . ? 😊. . . I’ve heard it said that much covert activity goes on on the backside of the moon - but this was the front side of whatever it was! )

I arrived just close enough to witness many lines being drawn - like dot to dot ( point to point ), repeatedly, across the ‘circle’ that loomed ahead of me. I then woke up. I thought that what I was simply being told was that I was to now ‘connect the dots’, put 2 and 2 together, and now try to figure out the ’matrix’. ( Before this experience I had learned that the truths of life here on Earth have been hidden from humanity for centuries - actually millennia! ) Because I had had other flying( actually soaring ) ‘dream-state’ experiences - the fact that my spirit had been jet-propelled didn’t overwhelm me - but I knew what I had witnessed was to bring an instructional message to me from Source, our Creator, that what I was to do now was to begin searching for truths hidden from me since birth.

Over the course of a few years since I had that experience, I have learned a whole lot about what’s going on here on Planet Earth! I was satisfied with thinking that that was all there was to my flight experience that night - to be instructed to connect the dots and wake up to reality! But, an even more ‘awakened’ state has followed the process of ‘dot connecting’ and the many tidbits of information are all starting to line-up and really make sense! That’s what’s happening to mankind these days! In this apocalypse, the unveiling, we are awakening to the truth! I’m sure you are awakening also!! We are putting the puzzle pieces of life together and some of us see the picture forming faster than others - but true ‘light’ is coming to us all! The veil of deception is lifting . . . . and, now I see more insight concerning the ‘flight’ that night ! 😊

A couple of weeks ago I woke up to another thought about that last ‘flight night’ or was it a ‘night flight' ? 😊 Was I being fast-forwarded in time to come to this realization? All of a sudden after a few years of occasionally contemplating the ‘flight’ and learning much about what’s really going on here - I knew that morning that I needed to compare the word LOVE and the acronym NWO ( New World Order ) - compare them with segments drawn - like I saw happening on the sphere in ‘space’: ( When in the experience I did not see these words spelled out - but I now do. )



Here’s what I see now! The O in LOVE and the O in the acronym NWO represent the circle that I saw in the dark space, a ‘lucid’ ball, an orb of illumination. ( and the symbol of love = O - right? ) I  then count the number of segments ( dot to dot lines ) that there are in each of the two words, apart from the O’s. NWO has 7 segments. LOVE has 8 segments. You count them. . . Right? And what does that tell me and hopefully you? 😊 Simply, LOVE has ‘one over on’ the NWO!!! Did you get that? LOVE IS OUR CONQUERING FORCE! Our Creator is love and love is the greatest force on Earth. . . .and I can fully agree with this divine message because of the empirical evidence that I have obtained in my own life’s journey.

LOVE has always been my defense! I’ve seen many miracles of protection and provision with LOVE being there to somehow magically make what needed to happen - just happen when I’ve come up short with my own natural power! You who are reading this today probably could tell me lots of stories of how you have supernaturally overcome difficult situations by choosing to love. ( You too, should write of your experiences! 😁 Love has brought us through! We agree. And LOVE is not finished - right? Let’s all walk in love as much as we can and watch our Earth wake up and transform with the power of love - right before our eyes! 😊 ( Even if darkness is threatening to envelope us! ) LET’S TURN OFF WHAT IS CAUSING FEAR - ESPECIALLY MAINSTREAM NEWS AND PROGRAMMING. LET’S LET LOVE CONQUER THE DARKNESS AS WE CONCENTRATE ON EACH INDIVIDUAL DAY- HEEDING TO OUR CALLINGS AND RESPONSIBILITIES - CONTRIBUTING TO EARTH’S REDEMPTION. WE, COLLECTIVELY, WILL AID IN THE SALVATION OF OUR WORLD - USHERING IN THE BEGINNING OF A BRIGHT NEW DAY FOR EARTH - NOT OUR DEMISE!

So, before I tell my story, “There’s An Intruder In The House”, I thought I should add a few comments about statements I have made in my first 12 posts - to hopefully make myself a little clearer. ( Might these comments ‘save my neck’? 😊 Is that possible? 😊 HaHa! I hope so! 😊 )

Just a bit of commentary on post # 2 which explains my music: I hope that I can soon have my songs all mastered the way they should be. Mastering is a final process, kinda like the ‘frosting on the cake’ to make the quality better. I send the songs to a professional that does that for me. Actually, two of the albums, BORN TO BE HAPPY and LIFTED HIGHER are mastered. BUT, over the course of the past 2 years, 68 more songs came speedily rolling out - making that mastering cost beyond what was feasible for Grandpa Sven and I. That’s why I said I would wait to see if they could be sung first and then mastered someday, to be more frugal. As soon as possible, I hope to have them all mastered, maybe sung by a professional singer, and also ‘downloadable’ for you to put them on your phone, MP3 player, a CD or a flash drive. I hope to soon find a very affordable MP3 player that I can avail to you that will have the “Happy Club” songs already downloaded - to help you to be happy as you go about your day, with the little light-weight gadget in your pocket and earphones in your ears! With happy songs playing in your ears throughout your day - you can more ‘happily’ tackle those mundane chores, like your daily exercise routine or accomplishing your to-do list that you don't feel like doing! YES! 😊

Two more comments concerning Post # 2: 1. I talked about simply re-tuning your instruments at home to match my 432 tuning - if you want to play along. I failed to mention that an acoustic piano would take a professional piano tuner to get the job done. You might want to call one or research the question to see if there would be a problem with tuning your acoustic piano from 440 to 432. The tuning difference is slight but a piano, especially an older one, maybe will be too ‘set in its ways’ to want to stay on the new pitch. An electronic keyboard is very easy to retune 32 notches down from 440 - which is what it takes to be in perfect tune with my music. 2. Also, I actually do have all the chord charts written to go with all 88 songs! I will type them out and get them on this website when I get that ‘round tuit’ 😊 When I do, hopefully, I can make them downloadable also.

My Post # 3 talks about the importance of forgiveness. I give you some examples of how I decided to forgive and how that supernaturally brought success in difficult situations. But, let me add to that message - making it clear that I didn’t only have to forgive others! Countless times I have needed to be forgiven! My life has been full of ‘live and learn’ lessons which often allowed other people, family, friends and foe ( hope not 🙁 ) to practice their ‘ability to forgive’ on me! Many times throughout my life I have also more than likely unknowingly offended others. Have you perhaps done the same? I’ve been really stupid, selfish, and inconsiderate at times in my life! Have you? Aren’t you thankful for the people around you that have offered you grace and been forgivers concerning your shortcomings? I am truly thankful to those who have forgiven me throughout my 70 learning years! If we all just choose to forgive, knowing that we all make mistakes, love will have its perfect way and our world will rise to newness!

Post # 5: So far in my blog I have disclosed several ‘spiritual’ experiences. I hope that you are not thinking that my motive in telling you these things is to prove that I am spiritually superior! These experiences have just evolved from being still and quiet and open and not having all the noise of life keep me from hearing and realizing that I am also a spiritual being. You need to know that because you are not only a physical being, you also are a spiritual being and supernatural, spiritual experiences should be common for you also! If you have been involved in religion with a priest, a pastor, a rabbi or those exercising spiritual ‘gifts’ ( binders and blinders! ) over you - your true spirituality has more than likely been stifled, maybe even hijacked. You do not need a ‘middleman’ between you and your Creator, your Source! So free yourself! Know that ‘Source’ is within you; that you are one with Source, your loving Creator. Dare to ask those questions that have always been there in your mind while you’ve been trapped in religion. Any good, loving parent would want their children to ask questions! I don’t think your Creator will say to you like I sometimes would say to my 3 yr olds, “Stop asking WHY!!" - or quit "momming me" !! Wake up, seek truth and be free - free to ask questions and free to question answers! The Love that you were born with, ‘god-source’ within, will be your compass and you will find the answers you need to find your way! 😊

Post # 6 is where I tell my story: The Night the Bird Sang to Me Til Dawn. I want to encourage you to read the story if you haven't already and then correlate it with Post # 8. In Post # 8 I elaborate on the 17 items that I wrote down, inspired by the bird experience. Since writing that post I have learned that there was an ancient spiritual practice called ‘Augurey’. I don’t know if I will ever delve into the practice but it was interesting to learn that certain peoples would watch and allow birds to bring divine messages to them. Even their political elections were influenced by this practice! I understand that in ‘Augurey’ you never seek the birds but you receive inspiration and divine messages if and when they come to you.

When I learned of ‘augury’ a few months ago - I thought, WOW! - I’ve had other experiences with birds of late that make me think that our Creator does like to bring messages to us through birds. ( Let’s discern that the birds are real and not sophisticated surveillance drones that look exactly like real birds! 🙁 - which is, I hear, being done ! ) When I finished re-writing the lyrics to one of my Christmas CDs - I happened to be driving and scribbling the words as they came. When finishing the last line of 11 tracks of songs - I threw the paper on the car floor across from me, relieved that I had finished and I could now relax at the wheel. In one split second from my finish and that toss, traveling through a beautiful scenic area ( my heart was overwhelmed with awe already ) - an Eagle came swooping down just inches from my windshield in a perfect dive - as to put a flourish on my accomplishment! It wasn’t alarming as if I was about to hit and destroy it - it was a ‘graceful’ show of what I immediately took as a message of approval from Creator / Creation. A couple of other times, just as I have finished song projects, outside in my car where I have the only decent speakers to listen out from under earphones, I  looked up out of my windshield and there were beautiful red cardinals curiously and wonderfully staring at me long enough to get my attention. I knew they were loving conformations, stamps of approval, to motivate me to ‘keep up’ the work I was doing.

These supernatural ( spiritual ) experiences I’ve had have become a way of life for me. They all have brought extra impetus for my walk forward, added reason to get up and face each new day here on Earth. We are all spiritual beings as much as we are physical beings. We are all an extension of ‘Source’, a physical and spiritual force. I hope that you who are reading my words here are having the joys of living a ‘supernatural life’ also!! If not, I suggest that you get quiet more often, get out into nature, listen to your heart, using your brain can be very spiritual 😊 and write down those dreams that perhaps are a message! Those are just a few suggestions to help lead you to ‘spirituality’, a common attribute of being truly human. The many ways to be a ‘spiritual human’ are countless and your ways are going to be custom-made, just for you, by our Creator. Our Creator ‘speaks’ in many ways, and in many languages! - comprehensible and doable - for each one of us to be what we were born to be as an extension of ‘Source’.

Just now, I recall what seemed to be an enlightening experience 50 some years ago. You’ll perhaps laugh at me - fessing up to this. But one day under the influence of just being a happy, loving person - it was like a lightbulb went off! I saw ‘out of the blue’ and in my mind a KNOT ( like two ropes intertwined ). I suppose you would call it a mini ‘vision’. At that time I was a Christian, where, regardless of being deceived by the Bible - I believe I was connected to our true, loving Creator. LOVE not the threat of HELL was what brought me back to the ‘church’ after ‘straying’ ( just being stupid ) for a few years. And in love with life again because my straying had led me to depression, I saw this KNOT. I didn’t go to any spiritualist ( that would have been anti-Christian! ) or website ( there wasn't one then ) or book ( sadly the Bible was supposed to be my only real book ). But I remember contemplating it quite a bit, like it was a message that I was to receive from ‘god’. I knew that the knot represented the bond that I had begun with ‘god’ and that it would become firmer and firmer, a stronger and stronger intertwinement and it could have been even more infinite in its meaning. It was so simple yet so profound to me! 😊 All sorts of experiences, spiritual and natural, have contributed down through my many years to really make me ‘tight’ with my Creator! 😊 Have you found that to be true too? 😊

Now a person can go to books, spiritualists, the web and get some insight on their personal spiritual experiences. But, really, we do not need religious or spiritual teachers to teach us because Source will ‘speak’ directly to us. There might be occasions when you’ll want to get some further ‘light’ on your experiences and questions. I googled ‘KNOT-symbolic meaning’ just now and some really cool stuff came up to read its meaning. But, you can get your personal interpretation from your own ‘higher self’. Seeing a KNOT could also be a message saying you are in bondage - right? And at that time, 50 years ago, in a sense I was in bondage to the lies of Christianity, but at the same time LOVE WAS LIFTING AND GUIDING ME AND BRINGING STRENGTH TO ME! 😊

Also, may I warn you to not seek these experiences - as simple as letting a bird come to you rather than you seeking it – just be open - watching, feeling, taking notice when the messages come to you. Journal them! You will know when Source has ‘spoken’. Your heart and mind will be filled with ‘knowing’ and you will sometimes, more than likely - often! - be overwhelmed in a feeling of bliss! 😊 ( Again, do not seek voices - our Creator speaks mostly with ‘impressions’, ideas, pictures. )

Of golly! Have you noticed that I am pure ABSTRACT and RANDOM in the way that I am presenting these thoughts to you? If you are a CONCRETE, SEQUENTIAL being - am I failing in successfully relaying my thoughts to you? Perhaps somewhere in my future I can change my ways. HaHa - Is that possible? . . . So, I see online that a person can have different combinations of these qualities. If in the future, I see that no one will read my BLOG, I’ll know that it's time to either change my ways or retire. 😊

So, since I haven’t retired yet - let's continue to review my posts of 2021 a bit more:

I’m not sure what post inspired this little thought but here it is right now: Take the acronym NWO ( New World Order ). What other words can you form using those letters? N, W, and O . . . very easy to see and may we all begin to, from here on in, see a transformed NWO rearranged and bringing the reality that we have WON NOW ! We need to not fear but see with the eyes of our faith ( faith is now, right? ) and create our future where we have WON NOW! How about NO WO!? 😊 Say it! Speak it aloud,! “NO WO!, we’ve WON NOW! Let’s turn evil around! What word do you get when you invert the word ‘evil’ - spelling it backwards? You get ‘live’ ! The evil that the NWO has perpetrated and is still planning for us will be turned around for us to finally LIVE! - free of all the shenanigans and misery they’ve come up with for millennia, free to live life as the spiritual, supernatural, and victorious beings we were meant to be. Actually, WE ARE FREE NOW! - so let’s act like we are free now! . . . and let’s move ON! 😊

So, my posts get crazier and crazier as I continue to write. I share my practice of using a pendulum with you. The pendulum has helped me so much in sorting out information, getting daily direction when it's been hard to know which way to turn or what I should spend my day on. I use the pendulum to help me decide what book to read, what video to listen to, what person I should take wisdom from, what clothes to buy or get rid of – it just really helps me in decisions, being a confirmation tool, confirming what I sense in my heart and mind. ( Remember that ‘divination practices’, which the pendulum is one of - was on the taboo list of the Bible’s jealous god who doesn't want you to live life free of his blood-magic matrix! ) I even use it when I cook improvisationally! ( Should I throw this in that soup? 😊 ) ( Don’t tell Grandpa Sven - that might send him on a ‘pendulum hunt’ to destroy my ‘spectacular’ soups! 😊 He actually has a fear come over him when he sees my pots of soups because it threatens him with the idea of leftovers! So, I give soup away often to keep our marriage intact! 😊 ) Our ‘higher selves’, which are in union with our Source of life - not only want to help us if need be in the kitchen - but other ‘rooms’ too! 😊

Please use your pendulums to help you get through some of the information that I am putting down in my posts: Ask for a NO or a YES - is Grandma VaVa ‘off her rocker’? HaHa! 😊 ( No, don’t use idioms like that because the pendulum will be confused :- ). You might think I’ve fallen and I can’t get up! 😊 ) Ask specific questions like, “Did GrandmaVaVa have a good reason to be suspicious of that certain brand of pillow? Is Urine Therapy a true real science, medicinal practice inspired by our Creator? Could it bring healing to me? Did Grandma VaVa go too far in interpreting those 17 items that she wrote down when the bird sang to her all night? . . . . questions like that! And then, if directed so, just don’t listen to me anymore! . . . . but make sure you ask about Donald Trump! You can ask your higher self about any issue in life! You might want to journal what information you receive. And remember that if you dream a dream that you think might be a divine message to you - let the pendulum help you in its interpretation!

Because my posts evolve more and more controversial, more and more shockingly ‘blasphemous and heretical’ according to religious indoctrination - remember that the evil ‘imposter’ous ( I think I just made a word up! 😊 ) god of the bible does not want you to know the truth and the pendulum will help lead you to TRUTH! All the information that I share - please ‘VET’ with the pendulum! Yes, books and videos will lead you to much truth - but as much ‘true truth’ that there is for you to find there will be proportionally much more disinformation awaiting you. Withholding truth has been one of our enemy’s ploys all along! Dare to ask the pendulum, “Is this book going to lead me to ‘truth’ that I should know?” “Is this TV network airing for me to know the truth? Should I stop watching this? Should I listen to this You-tuber? The list of questions for you to ask will be endless but even just a couple asked now and then, when you truly want to know, will help lead you down the right path of life. Maybe you don’t need a pendulum, you know to just let your ‘gut’ and ‘mind’ lead the way! Oh my goodness, just think if everyone in the world had asked just this one question: Would a God of Love create a place called ‘hell’ like the Bible describes it? . . . or asked the question, “was I born with sin?” or was a blood-sacrifice something a God of Love would require? Oh my! Let’s start asking questions and not stop until this world is free from the deceptions of the Abrahamic religions! I cannot speak for other religions of the world but I know from experience that I was duped by Judeo-Christianity! And remember the god of the Bible is the god of the Koran and the god of the Torah and the Talmud!

Today I noticed this: Count the segments in the word, HELL - 11, right? 11 is the number of the Illuminati. From what I have learned, the ‘Illuminati’ in the sect of the Jesuits created the idea of hell to strengthen their grip of fear upon humanity. If you use lowercase L’s = you see l l ( eleven ) in the word hell and I( ll )uminati. Right? Perhaps that can be one more T.I.L. ( today I learned ) ‘tile’ for you to cover your ‘foundation/floor/basis’ with. I got the ‘T.I.L.’ analogy from a dream that I had this past week. Dreams bring lots of amazing insights! Don’t overlook and forget to write down your dreams! Yes, some perhaps are from sleeping too long, or eating too much pizza but dreams are not to be disrespected! They are a wonderful way to be divinely helped on your Earth’s journey!

I’m curious if you attempted my little experiment on ‘your pillow’ . . . ? Post # 9 was ‘wacky’ - I know! ( Look up the word ‘wacky’! It’s maybe the best possible descriptive word for # 9 ) But might there really be something nefarious in those pillows? Just yesterday I heard that after this ‘plandemic’ the Deep State ( the Cabal, humanity’s enemy ) might have other strategies up its sleeve; one of them being a fake alien invasion. With advanced holographic projection techniques - they could easily make something like that and/or a false ‘rapture’ to take place that would not actually occur in our physical world but they could project it so realistically for the whole world to see, hear and perhaps even smell. All so real like - causing ‘panic’ to set in which would be part of the actual destructive force. So, might those pillows have within them a substance or substances that would aid that process? ( Again, visit the website or You-tube that shows the holographic dragon in a Chinese stadium performing a half-time show. ) Now with 5G technology that has permeated our Earth’s atmosphere - combining it with all the ‘smart’ gadgets that we have on our properties and in our homes - and maybe something even in our pillows and where else? Is it all designed to work together to help the NWO take over planet Earth . . . ? Visit Post # 9, read it if you haven’t already and allow my little VIM song to be played for your pillow to hear. I promise it’s just full of loving intention and nothing else! Could it possibly ‘clear’ what possibly could be lurking in ‘your pillow’. . . . . ?????? I know one thing for sure! The pillows ‘reek’ with Zionism - the most evil, destructive force on Earth! ( Please don’t mistake me! As I have said in other posts, I love the Zionists and I want them to be freed from the snare they have fallen into! But I love humanity - all the nations! - and we must face-up to the facts that prove that the gentiles are targeted by a ‘certain sect’ for imminent destruction. )


FINALLY! It’s now time to share my little story: “There’s An Intruder In The House”! Yay! . . . I got there! My goodness, I’m like those online recipe sites that take forever to let you get to the recipe! Have you experienced that? I think that if you want to share your recipes - you are only allowed to use the site if you have so many words to preface the recipe where they can place all their advertisements! Am I correct? It sure seems like that.

Well, I have nothing to sell you! I’m just here to love you and offer you my simple ‘tips’ to help you through what seems to be an awful time on Earth right now. Let’s all stop, me included, and collectively change our use of the adjective ‘awful’ to ‘awesome’! Let’s live awesome lives despite some a____ness that’s taking place here in this season. Or . . . let’s find things to be full of “awe’ over! If we’ll open our spiritual eyes and ears - we’ll know that it truly is an awesome time to be alive here on planet Earth. May we all be divinely shown the wonderful plan that our Creator of Love has! Life is not awful . . . it is awe-full !!! 😊

My simple little story: “THERE’S AN INTRUDER IN THE HOUSE” - ( Another recipe for success! )

It was 1984, the first year that we lived away from Minnesota. We ventured 700 miles away with ourselves, 3 young children, a small truck of household items and a few business tools for ‘Sven’ to hopefully support us by practicing his newly learned craft. One night not long after settling into our new home I was abruptly awakened out of a sound sleep hearing the words, THERE’S AN INTRUDER IN THE HOUSE !! I woke Sven up and gave him no choice but to search the house! ( He probably looked as cute as he did the first time a mouse intruded into our home and he heroically jumped to the occasion to save me in his skivvies ( actually, whitey-tighties/or tighty whities [what are they?] 😊 and cowboy boots! 😊 [As I stood on a chair- screaming! 😊] ) He came back to the bedroom after searching the whole house, finding no intruders, monsters or ghosts or anything - but absolutely thinking I was rude and somewhat crazy for waking him because I ‘heard words’ of an intruder being in the house. ( He did save me from the mouse though! 😊 )

Years went by, actually many years! We had moved back to Minnesota after a 5 year stay there away from our roots. Well, one day I witnessed a horrible ‘something’ on the TV. It was something that our kids also saw and it was highly inappropriate. I was appalled, shocked and ashamed that we had not guarded them from it as we should have. I believe it was later that very morning, having gone to church and in a prayer time and conversation with our pastor’s wife about how terrible TV content had become - I all of a sudden remembered the night that I was awakened hearing the words, “There’s an intruder in the house!” Those divinely spoken words, several years later, finally got through to me! I don’t remember really inquiring in my heart and mind why I had heard the awakening words - back when it happened! Had I done that - I would have pieced together the whole message!

Now I will back up to share the punch-line of the story! You see, one item that we did not have and really did not miss was a TV when we moved 700 miles away. We had received a tiny portable TV as a wedding gift - 6 years prior to this but I think that it had crashed - cause we didn't have it with us. Our neighbors at our new home there learned that we did not have a TV and out of the kindness of their hearts ‘blessed’ ( cursed? ) us with one. Because I did not regard it as valuable - the message that divinely came to me that night went unheeded for several years! By then, we as a family had, sadly to say, been ‘hooked’! Thus, today we have many ‘untruths’ to get straight, fears to conquer, bondage to unravel due to the “intruder and thief” that has been in our house all these years!!! Consequently, we most likely are not the superhumans we were born to be. Might you need to confess to that also?

So that is the story and it actually took me a couple more decades to know that it was not just too sexy of content that the TV had for us but worse than that! I have learned that the television has been one of the primary tools of our enemy to pull the wool over our eyes in almost every aspect of life!. . . not to mention, a time stealer. Yes, tv can be fun and harmless! . . . a nice little break from the complexity of life, a way to relax, a way to laugh! But, sadly, much ( most? ) of it has been designed to ensnare us, misinform us, lie to us, put us in a state of fear, control us, steal from us a supernatural life that the Creator intends for us to have. Yes, movies have been tools of disclosure of what’s going on in this world - but most people have not understood the messages, so the movies have merely been entertainment. ( From what I understand, the designers had to disclose what they did because of rules and oaths of their secret societies that were asked of them. They had to ‘tell us’ in code so we could not come back and accuse them of not informing and/or warning us of their actions. ) And from what I understand, ‘subliminal’ messages are also hiding in entertainment modalities and you might want to research what that’s all about.

TELEVISION ( AND RELIGION! ) HAVE BEEN THE GREATEST TOOLS OF DECEPTION THAT HUMANITY’S ENEMY HAS USED TO KEEP THE MASSES ( YOU AND ME ) MIND CONTROLLED, MANIPULATED AND ENSLAVED! JUST THINK IF WE HAD ALL BEEN LEARNING THE ART OF BEING SUPERHUMANS ( WHAT WE WERE BORN TO BE ) RATHER THAN WASTING OUR PRECIOUS TIME IN FRONT OF THOSE ‘BLACK MIRRORS’!

My dream of a true ‘golden age’ - a better world - includes lots of entertainment - good, nourishing, pure, fun-filled and truth giving programming. Nothing that has been designed to harm humanity - only that which will help us to be the humans we were born to be. Just think if every home would make the practice of asking before they watch - “Is this healthy TV for me to watch? – Is this the truth? – Is this designed as a snare by our enemy or does this compliment our Divine Creator’s ways of life, truth, health, happiness, love - clean fun! Many of us do that with our food - right? Do we eat poison? Do we eat dirt? ( Get out your pendulums and test it all! - needful because too many members of humanity have dumbed down ‘our’ ( as a whole! ) consciousness from decades of just watching any old thing that has been available to them. ) If enough of us say NO to the ‘junk’ - the entertainment industry will have no choice but to either go out of business or to offer truly good entertainment! We could make that happen real soon - if everyone would cooperate. Let’s help mankind out by just turning the crude off! Remembering, what you watch ultimately affects me and what I watch ultimately affects you!

I’ll leave on that note. Perhaps it's time now to say NO to TV, video game, cell phone and movie content that is not designed for ‘divine, sovereign and free’ human consumption. Yeah, Grandma VaVa is a ‘prude’ and a ‘simpleton’ by your standards perhaps – but I fly in my dreams and that’s really awesome! 😊 I ‘get off’ with the wonder and beauty of nature! Nothing compares to the awesomeness of spiritual experiences and/or experiencing Earth’s creation. The entertainment industry wants to steal those experiences from you and me! Let’s get off the couch, out into nature, and also looking within ourselves - welcoming and acknowledging our Creator’s awesome and loving communicative ways.

Thank you, my dear readers, for reading this, my 13th Blog Post. Yeah, I got ‘preachy’ again. Please forgive me if that bothered you but please do seriously consider my ideas. Even if no one follows you - by deciding to only feed your mind with healthy sights, sounds and ideas - you at least are elevating your life up and out of the clutches of this awful world into your awe-full world! 😊 Yeah? I’ll meet you there! 😊 We can live supernaturally there, thrive and be healthier and happier than we’ve ever been!

I love you and want life’s best for you!

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!

HUGS TO YOU ALL ! 😊

Grandma VaVa

P.S. When you see typos and poor grammar or word usage - please know that if need be - our Loving Source will find the right person to help me with editing my material. Until then, thank you for putting up with my mistakes! 😊

P.S. Post # 14 seems to be brewing in my mind. 😁 I would like to write about being ‘born-again’. Sounds religious - huh? Stay tuned to get Grandma VaVa’s thoughts on being ‘born again’. 😊

Hi Dear Readers!

It’s spring! We were told that it would be a long hard winter and it was in certain ways - but we are still here! 😊 No, it wasn’t fun when the LP gas man handed us those fuel tickets after filling our tank - giving PaPa Sven and I  a ‘shocker’ a couple of times! Grandpa Sven’s hard work with his craft paid off - keeping us ‘afloat’ and out of the cold! We stayed warm and cozy ( Grandpa didn't always - having to often clear the snow away! ) . . but the bills got paid ! 😊 My heart goes out to you who might still be stuck with debts because of the crazy fuel prices. May miracles soon come your way to take those burdens away! 😊 While you do what you can to tackle those debts - divine help will team up with you to make it happen! I hope that you all are happy, healthy and thankful that we are still here living on our beautiful Planet Earth. May the evil system that is the cause of the astronomical fuel and everything prices soon be history for us humans to finally live collectively in peace and prosperity! I believe that day is coming. Do you? I HOPE YOU ARE EXPECTING THE BEST! 😊

So I just have to get right to the point of this post. It has been brewing in my heart ever since I signed off on post # 13. I have no ‘authority’ or great intellectual ability to put this down in words but to try to relate my own experiences and several dreams that I have had years ago and just of late. This is very scary for me to yield myself to this message - because I’m gonna once again seem very naive and uneducated from both a spiritual and intellectual aspect. Many of you are due for and deserving of a ‘fresh new start’ - a ‘new birth’ so to speak - ‘another try’ at living the love that you were born to be. ( And loving yourself is the start! ) If you ever needed to be ‘born-again’ it’s now in this, what seems absolutely crazy, period of time we are living in. Maybe you’ve messed up just a bit - well, I believe that even the worst of the worst of humans here at this time are deserving of a new start. I used to tell people, ”If I can change, anyone can change!” And I did dramatically change through the power of LOVE!

Yesterday I began to relay my personal story of being ‘born-again’. I had a terrible time trying to put the words down! The day got away from me busying myself with grandchildren ( I don’t do that enough! ). And before I knew it - it was time to retire for the night. I had been feeling guilty about not getting very far with my blogging, feeling like I was really ready to ‘birth’ it but it just was not coming! ( false labor pains? 😊 ) So I worked on other necessary things, actually glad to be avoiding it because it seemed so impossible! Writing is just not my forte! . . And, what I want to say is so outlandish, so ‘out of this world’ - it will cause people to be angry with me and oh my gosh!!! - I just now am divinely reminded about the story I told you of the women who forgave the murderer of her daughter. ( Post # 3 ) Just now I see that story being a ‘foreshadow’ of what needs to happen with Earth at this time. Does ’Mother Earth’ possess the love-power needed to lift the fallen of the Earth into a new birth? . . . another chance? . . . a ‘refreshing’?! I wonder if that forgiving Mother in that story is symbolic of Mother Earth now - ready to take in the fallen and nurture them back to health. And are we, Earth’s loving and empathic ones, to aid ‘ Mother’ in this healing?


So yes, I avoided writing yesterday but after dinner I began to ‘YEARN’ in my heart for something from Divine Source to give me an unction to express myself rightly in this Post # 14. I went to bed ‘knowing’ that Source would come up with something to encourage, inspire and strengthen me to get this message out! I thought that another trip to outer space would be cool ( Post # 13 ) ! 😁 - hoping this time I could have a personal ‘business’ meeting with Divine and come away with perfect ‘notes’ to guide me in what I should present in this post!

Well, I had a good sleep with my 2 year old grand-daughter at my side. ( She loves spending the night with PaPa and VaVa! 😊 ) My night was busy with waking and checking on her many times and of course, she woke too early and I had to get up with her. But, with all the activity I remembered dreaming extensively, even waking myself up - talking in my sleep at one point. So, upon waking and having to get up I didn’t have much time to sit and contemplate what I had dreamed. All I could remember was a small portion of what was a many detailed dream. I remember thinking, “Well, I guess I already had enough from Divine to get Post 14 written and what I remember couldn’t be a divine message! - I’ll just go with what I had.”

Well, a ‘snapshot’ from the dream lingered with me as I went about my morning chores. The snapshot or ‘vision’ continued to remain vivid. I finally recognized that I did have a message and my pendulum confirmed that! I knew that I was to then type out what I did remember from the night before. I did that and I then sat for maybe 20 minutes to receive an interpretation. Upon finishing getting the message that Divine had for me - I found myself weeping in a profound sense of our Creator’s love for humanity. Like the flood of sweet emotion that I felt the night the bird sang to me. ( Post # 6 ) BUT NOW, UNDERSTANDING SO MUCH MORE ABOUT THE LOVE OF OUR CREATOR - EVEN FOR THE VILEST OF HUMANS. BY CONNECTING ALL THE DOTS OF ALL THE DIVINE MESSAGES THAT I HAVE RECEIVED AND WRAPPING UP A CONCLUSION WITH MY LATEST NOW SIMPLE DREAM TO SOLIDIFY MY BELIEF THAT OUR CREATOR INDEED HAS A GREAT LOVE FOR THE SEVERELY ‘FALLEN’ HUMANS ALSO! I WILL HAVE MUCH TO RELAY TO SUPPORT MY THEORY and MAY I START WITH THIS LAST SIMPLE DREAM.


MY DREAM / VISION: ( I call it that because I only remember a bit of it. )

I have a ‘petticoat’ undergarment that I have obtained ( somehow? ) - but I’d like to take it back or exchange it because, for one thing, the fabric is much too stiff! It has a gathered low-waist line and it has touches of bright colors, red and blue - as a matter of fact. It was about knee length, so it did not fully conceal my legs. And, I’m thinking that it will be just too ‘puffy’ and stiff and wrong being colored as it was - that it won’t ‘conceal’ properly under my outer garment. And that’s all that I could remember except that I remembered smelling a strong, but beautiful, rose scent like I always smelled at the fancy lingerie shop we had downtown in our community. ( I don’t remember ever smelling a scent in a dream before - that was very interesting and cool! 😊 )

So here’s the message that I received: The date of the dream in a ‘life path number’ way of looking at it was a # 9 - which symbolizes the theme of ‘humanity’. ( You might want to look up ‘life path numbers’. ) ‘Petticoat’ to me symbolizes the ‘divine feminine’ or our Mother Creator’s love. The fact that it did not cover my legs meant that this ‘petticoat/love’ that I was to wear would show my ‘leg’acy. It really was not going to work as an undergarment - but it was to be worn as an outer-garment for the world to see. It was white with vivid reds and blues also - meaning that it was for the ‘purpose’ of our land - for the right and for the left; mostly white, pure and full of light/ truth. It was ‘STIFF’ - strong, forceful, powerful, strong to taste - as a drink or medicine, resolute, firm in purpose, unyielding, stubborn, laborious or difficult as a task - and I was to wear it! ( So, tough and soft at the same time - like ‘love’ can be! ) Wearing this petticoat for an outer garment would be ‘risque’ - liable to ‘shock’ and putting me at RISK for ridicule and perhaps putting myself in harm’s way ( ? ). Low-waisted: ‘Wasted’ rather than ‘waisted’ is the word that brings meaning. I believe that could simply mean that a way of love through ‘truth and reconciliation’ could greatly diminish ( lower ) the ‘waste’ of humanity from this time forward, because by yielding to love ( the greatest force on Earth ), the wicked will surrender, human trafficking will end, wars will end, humanity will come to a great healing, rebirths - fresh new beginnings will take place. And then . . . . THE SCENT OF ROSES!! . . . ROSES SYMBOLIZE LOVE AND PASSION ( COMPASSION )! THE SCENT OR THE ESSENCE OF THE ROSE IS LOVE AND PASSION ( COMPASSION ) FOR HUMANITY! . AND I AM TO WEAR THIS GARMENT! Oh my! I will wear this garment. Will you wear this garment?! . . . . Will you allow yourself to smell the roses and smell like the roses? Stop and smell the roses! Put on Love’s compassion, being the rose fragrance . . . and by doing that we will help facilitate a new day of healing and peace on our Earth!

Men, could you possibly connect with this ‘love’ ? I’m not saying that we should let the wicked trample upon us. NO! We will absolutely defend our people and our properties! But could you reach down into your hearts and open your hearts’ gates and allow truth, understanding and love to come forth from your souls? Would you allow the powerful force of compassion to spill forth from you - to aid a mighty movement in the hearts of the ‘fallen’ to surrender and yield to the plans our Creator has lined up for them to heal? AND NO! HELL IS NOT PART OF THAT PLAN! THERE IS NO HELL LIKE WHAT WE WERE TAUGHT IN CHRISTIANITY! - THAT WAS THE DARK FORCE’S METHOD TO CONTROL THE MASSES THROUGH FEAR! ( And you looking for the day that you see the wicked done away with at the gallows or by firing squads - COULD YOU IMAGINE A DIFFERENT SCENERIO OF AMAZING GRACE ? )

Would you now please allow me to tell my story of how I was ‘born-again’: I think we can have many new beginnings - wouldn’t you agree? I have experienced that but I’m going to share one particular story. Perhaps my children and grandchildren will read this someday and I do not want to be an embarrassment to them. ( They’ve had enough in other postings! ) So I will keep out the ‘worst’ details but yet tell my story as best I can.

In one of my posts I remember mentioning to you that a relationship of mine went bad - which led me into a deep depression. ( This all happened a few years before Grandpa Sven, my hubby of 45 years captured me. 😊 ) This person that I loved for a few short months but had to leave has since passed away and has left a family that most likely knew nothing about our ‘affair’ - half of a century ago. I don’t believe it's right to disclose too many personal details. I did not know that this young man that I  was ‘in love’ with had a wife and children. When he did confess to me I ‘fell apart’ and into a deep depression. What I want to share with you is how wonderfully I was led by our Loving Creator to a place of healing and a fresh start in life. Of course, I forgave him! I even helped him prepare an apartment for his family to live in as they came from another country to join him.

So darkness seemed to envelope me. I found myself not being able to eat or sleep well. Tears flowed day and night as I shriveled into the 90 pound bracket. My mother saw what was happening to me and of course she became very concerned for my life. ( My dad had passed away a few years prior to this and was helping from ‘the other side’ most likely. 😊 ) I don’t remember if I told my mom why I was depressed but she stood at the side-lines and ‘cheered me on’ and of course ‘prayed’ like any good Christian mama would do - that I would surrender to Jesus and let him change me.

Well, while this was taking place and without my mom telling anyone of my troubles - our Loving Source placed me on the minds of in-laws who lived 3 hours away and really knew nothing about my broken affair and heart or any of my business. They kept seeing me in their hearts and just knew that they had to pray for me. Miraculously my singing led me to a gig in these peoples’ town! As I left to work there for the week my mother encouraged me to look them up because she thought that they would perhaps be of help to me. When I arrived in the motel where I was to stay that week and entertain as a singer - the first thing I did was to call them. They were shocked when they heard my voice because of the promptings and concerns that they had had for me in weeks prior. ( A sister to the wife of the couple had even seen me in ‘visions’ and knew to pray for me. ) And my mom had not told them anything! They asked if I would come and visit their home at the end of my week’s singing job and I agreed that I would and could because we had several days off after that week. One night when I was on stage singing they snuck back into a dark corner of the night club and sat there praying for me. At break time they came to me and shocked me! Christians from the denominational stream that they were from and I was raised in - were not to be in a place that served alcohol or where there was ‘worldly’ music and dancing! Those were all sins and neither of them had ever ventured into such a place of sin! ( I wasn’t supposed to be there, doing that either! ) But they invited me to come to their home at the end of the week when my job was done to ‘rest up’.

So the Sunday after my final Saturday night of entertaining at the motel they came and got me. I arrived at their home in time for the most delicious meal of ‘poor man's lobster’ ( torsk ) and baked sweet potatoes. I actually had an appetite and it tasted so scrumptious! It was then time for a Sunday nap. They had a guest room available for me - since 4 of their 6 children were grown and out of the house. I laid down for a nap after weeks of not being able to sleep well - perhaps around 2 o’clock that afternoon and woke up the next morning - having slept non-stop for half of a day and a night! It wasn't long after I woke up from my long sleep when a phone call came into their home for me. The manager of the band that I sang with was calling and wanted me to fly to Nebraska the next day to meet up with them for a gig that got scheduled unexpectedly. I hung up the phone, telling the couple that took me in about it and asking, “ What should I do!!?” Being with the guy that had broken my heart ( a band member of that very group I was employed with ) - was nearly killing me and he wanted me to stay and be his ‘?’ - secret lover I guess. :-(  I was so distressed in that situation even though I was doing what I loved the most about life - which was singing. Mr. Abbott, the husband of the couple who took me in, asked if he could pray for me as I hung up the phone. He prayed a prayer asking for wisdom for me to do the right thing for my well being. Within a few minutes, I came to my senses and called the band’s manager on the phone and said “NO” to life as a night-club entertainer and to the toxic relationship I had found myself in. ( Not long before this bad chapter, a real live con-artist had swept me off my feet at the big-fancy-downtown-Minneapolis-hotel-night-club singing gig I had 😊 and that ordeal landed me bunking in the county jail one night - a better place than being human-trafficked which I have a hunch was planned and just hours away - but divinely prevented! ) I was living and learning for sure! - not knowing that it was possible to also learn and live.

From that day forward I never entertained again but in a church or wedding setting - or where I could sing ‘gospel’ music. Christianity was the way that I had been brought up and that is what I returned to. It was different this time, though. It seemed that I had become a new person. I now had self-control that I never had before and a new joy in living. I think I was at that time spiritually ‘born-again'. ( Christianity calls it that. ) I was so happy out of my fancy evening gowns, now in a maid’s uniform and mopping up messes at a nursing home - absolutely loving life and the dear old people. And even if I was not being told the truth about what the Judeo-Christian religion was really about - I believe that our true Divine Source brought me to that place and kept me there, being the safest and best route to put me on to get me to where I am now, a half-century later. I was not much connected to the message of the jealous God of the Bible although I must admit that the ‘end-time’ lies had me convinced and ‘bound’ to a certain extent. ( I was blinded to the fact that that Bible God was actually a psychopath! ) I was into a ‘God of Love’, ‘gospel’ singing, developing my love-walk, happy living and learning how to heal my body and others that I would pray for. It was love that I saw in the couple that rescued me - that brought me back to health and to the church, not the fear of going to an eternal HELL to burn forever! . . . and I began to live ‘supernaturally’.

One little side-line story before I continue on with my thoughts of unconditional love for even the ‘fallen’:

So, yes, there I was working in a nursing home, singing as I mopped up messes that old people make 😊. One particular day, I found myself thinking of a guy that I had partied with back in Minneapolis - some 5+ hours by car away!. As the day went on I kept thinking about him and felt that I needed to pray for him. That went on as I continued with my ‘maid’ duties for most of the day. A couple of hours before my shift was to end - for some reason I got extremely weary and I felt that I needed to quit and go home. Packing up all my cleaning supplies and proceeding down the long hallway - I all of a sudden gathered my stamina and decided to finish my shift. This was at the end of the hallway where I decided to go into the nearest room and clean instead. I did and as I began to do some dusting on the resident’s dresser, I went to move the pictures that he had displayed and there in front of me was a picture of the guy that I had been concerned about all day!!! I asked a visitor in the room, the daughter of the resident, “Is this who I think it is?” And yes, she named him by his very-unusual nickname. She was his aunt and she disclosed to me that he was going through a hard time in his life and he was actually coming to that town, his home town, soon. I got his phone number, called him up and shared my experience of ‘God’ pursuing me and helping me to clean up my life. Of course, I told him that it was ‘Jesus’ who changed my life when now I see that it was the ‘Cristos’ that flows from our Creator to all humans at birth, there to lead and guide throughout our lives on Earth. I never heard from or about this young man again - but with a miracle like that taking place - I’m certain that the love of our Creator led him out of his troubled time. I’d be surprised if he didn’t also have a ‘rebirth’ experience.

Just of late, the past few years, have I learned of the lies of Christianity. I even heard it explained that the ‘born-again’ trap that they really intended was for humans to keep coming back again and again as humans, living many lives, one after the other, trapped and not being able to go on spiritually - but just being trapped in this ‘matrix’. I don’t know! I really did have a change! I had such new power to say NO to things that were not good for me! ( I even made my to-be husband ( Grandpa Sven ) wait until our wedding night! 😁 [ 4 months was torture! 😁] ) I never did illegal drugs again of any kind. Once after singing at 2 weddings in one day, I had a small cup of beer to relax and I bought my girlfriend who was a minor, a beer. I felt so guilty about that - that I went to the chief of police of our town and confessed to him. ( I can still see his face! I think he had all he could do from not laughing at me. :😊 I wasn’t joking though! )

I think that being ‘born-again’ is something that the Divine does for all humans, apart from any religion. . . offering ‘new starts’ to living here on Planet Earth. I think it is an occurrence that our Divine Source arranges for anyone that has made mistakes or just found themselves weary of Earth life, due to not recognizing a divine presence within them and throughout Creation - that could be naturally followed to success. Being ‘born again’ is a time when humans can be awakened spiritually and discover who they really are - not just physical beings, but spiritual beings also with great potential to actually be like our Source, our Creator - to learn to be Creators ourselves, living much more controlled and productive lives - actually, supernatural lives!

Have you had an experience - or maybe more than one like that? It’s truly miraculous how the Divine orders our steps and makes it known to us in spectacular ways - that we are not alone here on Earth. When we are fed up with living alone as a mere physical being - Divine begins to interact with us bringing us physical and spiritual phenomena to say, "I'm real!" And not until then, does life begin to have the utmost meaning and purpose. I invite you to say “yes” to Spirit, your Spirit, your ‘Higher Self’, who is connected to our Creator Force. Begin your life anew, even if you seem to be at death’s door like I was. ( Well, I wanted to die anyway. )

So right this moment you can acknowledge the Divine, perhaps agree that you have ‘missed the mark’ by not including your Divine Source in your life. And then by listening and taking notice of ‘spirit’ - embark today on a new divine adventure!! Take the new power that you discover is within you to change old destructive habits, to make things right with people in your life, forgive others who have hurt you. Just start listening to your heart, of course use your mind too - let them both work for you to bring you better living than you’ve ever known!

The Bible says you have to be ‘called’ out of darkness and that you must be ‘born again’ to see the Kingdom but I think that they corrupted that idea for more of their ‘fear and control’ shenanigans! And, I don’t think you have to go through a ‘dark night of the soul’ which could be a ‘new-age’ deception. ( ? ) Being ‘born again’ could be as simple as realizing that you are a spiritual being also and that you will now take heed to spiritual aspects of living. Or, how about a paradigm shift, an about-face, a simple choice that you will now and from this day forward take the spiritual power, the self-control that you already have within you to learn and live rather than living and learning, like I stupidly did for many years in my younger life. Oh how powerful our ‘choosers’ teamed up with supernatural power from within us can be to help us kick destructive habits, take the right paths and most importantly to live a life of LOVE.

In this crazy time on Earth - you truly need to connect with you/our Source to make living here bearable - and with divine help you’ll actually find this time exciting!! This is the time of the great-awakening to what ‘evil’ has been up to. I sure hope that you are not planning on end-time occurrences like what is told of in the Bible’s book of Revelation!. That has been all scripted by these evil, fallen ones and is actually the NWO in hiding! It is now time for LOVE, with the aid of us ‘lovers’ to trip up and thwart these plans of the wicked! The ancient evil scripted NWO ( actually COMMUNISM! ) PLAN to interrupt our new age of peace on Earth will be stopped! Let’s all cooperate with LOVE, with our true loving Source of All !!! 😁









WHAT DO I WISH TO ACCOMPLISH WITH THIS POST? - I WISH TO CONVINCE YOU AND EVERY HUMAN, THAT YOU ARE ALL PART OF A DIVINE CREATIVE WORK AND THAT EVEN WITHIN DECEPTIVE RELIGIONS, AS I WAS FOR DECADES, OUR DIVINE SOURCE IS AT WORK EVEN THERE! CREATOR/SOURCE IS THERE FROM THE MOMENT OF OUR CONCEPTIONS TO CONVINCE US OF OUR VALUE AND POWER AS HUMANS AND TO OFFER US NEW LIFE, A ‘REFRESHING’, WHEN NEEDED. WE WILL THEN BE ‘AWAKENED’ TO THE FACT THAT THE DIVINE SOURCE OF ALL EXISTENCE ACTUALLY ABIDES WITHIN US. IT IS WHEN WE ‘SURRENDER’ TO CREATOR SOURCE/ LOVE ( for ourselves and all humanity ) THAT THE ‘MAGIC’ OF EARTH-LIFE BEGINS! THAT LIFE-FORCE IS ACTUALLY CALLED ‘CRISTOS’ - A SPIRITUAL ENERGY THAT FLOWS FROM THE CREATOR INTO EACH HUMAN HEART AT OUR MOMENT OF CONCEPTION HERE ON EARTH. ( Christianity made ‘Cristos’ into a Savior figure, who was presented as the only way to be freed from our sinful nature. ) BUT WE WERE NOT BORN AS SINNERS NEEDING A SAVIOR! WE WERE BORN DIVINE, SOVEREIGN AND FREE WITH ‘CRISTOS’ FLOWING FREE! . . . ALL OF HUMANITY WAS! . . . .THE FALLEN ONES, RELIGIONS, THE ‘ELITE’ ESPECIALLY, HAVE HIDDEN THAT KNOWLEDGE FROM US OR THEY HAVE TOTALLY BEEN KEPT FROM THAT KNOWLEDGE AND HAVE BEEN MIND-CONTROLLED EVEN TO A GREATER EXTENT THAN US ‘NORMIES’. AND AGAIN I SAY THAT I BELIEVE THERE IS TRUTH AND RECONCILIATION FOR THE ‘FALLEN’ AND THAT PROCESS COULD BE PLAYED OUT FOR THEM ALSO HERE ON THIS EARTH. OR, IF NEED BE - ‘ON THE OTHER SIDE’.

I now have more messages of ‘unconditional love’ to share with you. Here is one that I received just this past month, on my 70th birthday, March 3rd:

On 3 - 3 ( 2022 ) at exactly 3:03 A.M. I woke up and remembered a dream. I rehearsed it in my mind and didn’t wake up enough to realize that I should write it down. ( I really thought I would remember it upon waking. ) But actually I woke up hours later, having forgotten the 3:03 dream and I had been dreaming then about the wife of a very ‘fallen’ famous Christian minister as of late. It was an extensive dream but I only remembered a glimpse of her and she was seated in a wheelchair. Only that ‘visual’ of my birthday night dream time stayed with me. After a few days, the night of 3-7 I went to sleep with a real need to hear from ‘Source’ about ‘unconditional love’, a theme that I couldn’t get away from. I kept thinking that if I was offered a new life in a miraculous way when I was 21, having taken the wrong road and found myself in great need of a new start - and it happened - so, was this same grace ( that ‘saved’ a wretch like me ) offered to me at that time - available to the extremely ‘fallen’ now?? Well, that morning, 3-8, I once again had a very extensive dream and once again forgot all the details!!! This was so unlike my decades of dreaming very detailed dreams and being able to recall them upon waking. ( Am I just old and forgetful now? ) 😊 Maybe so, but ‘Divine’ gave me a cool interpretation anyway - amidst all that forgetfulness! Is ‘forgetfulness’ ( forgiveness ) a theme and an attribute that we are to take on as we enter into this new age of victory over Humanity’s enemy? My two dreams on 3 - 3 and 3 - 8 = are actually my exact birth numbers. I was born on March 3, and my time of birth = a ‘3’ ( 4:35 a.m. ) and my year of birth = an ‘8’ ( 1952 ). I see the 8 as two 3’s facing or opposing each other. So 3-3-3-8 has for a few years now shown me the theme of my life was to help reverse the ‘curse( ? )’ that the ‘dark side’ has put on our world. ( Even the # ‘33’. It’s the 33rd degree Masons that I hear have been up to the most evil work and our enemy has once again taken the most sacred of things, like the number 33 and twisted and perverted it! ).

So, all that I remember seeing within that 3-3 and 3-8 set of dreams ( 3 different dreams ) is this dear woman in a wheelchair, crippled ( severely damaged or malfunctioning ). And my heart goes out to her because from what I have heard - her husband, along with other ministers, has been ‘busted’ for heinous crimes against humanity, young children in particular. If you are not aware of what I am talking about - it might be time for you to understand that our leaders in many parts of society - church, state, monarchies, media, education, entertainment . . . have fallen into a very dark, twisted ‘web’ where ritualistic blood sacrifices take place, including pediphileo and cannibalism. Instances of this wicked behavior are hiding in the Bible and other religious literature that you have been ‘blinded’ to see - like I was for decades! What was the crucifixion? - What was Abraham planning to do with Isaac on that altar? What was going on in the Garden of Gethsemane with a naked boy running out of the garden?? ( Read it- if you have to! ) Actually, the destruction of humanity through wars and calamities, even so-called natural disasters were ‘magically’ conjured and carried out because it was required of them to offer blood-sacrifices to their blood-thirsty ‘god’, Yahweh.

Back to the 3-3-3-8 dreams: The name of the woman that I saw in the wheelchair means, ‘immortal, glory, fame, renown, praise, honor - an optical phenomenon’; But now she has been ‘dethroned, crippled, a CREEP ( ‘crippled’ word origin )! She now represents the ‘fallen’ to me! BUT . . . . this ‘image’ is what stands out within those numbers of 3-3-3-8! ( dates of the dreams that are mostly forgotten ). . . . which, I repeat, to me represents the reversing of the curse! Many if not all of these ministers have been wolves in sheep’s clothing, actually 33 and beyond degree levels in their secret societies, most likely all bowing and kissing the ring of the Pope as members ( victims? ) of the World Council of Churches and holding 501c3 status ( slavery ) - all, like I said, caught now in a web of wickedness, a ‘twisted’ state! ( Your denomination’s head is right there with them! ) This has been going on without our knowing for thousands of years! Many, perhaps most of the leaders of our world, have been involved in ritualistic, blood-magic cults that prey on children especially. If you were to study much of the Bible - getting to its interlinear meanings and decode what was really taking place - you would realize that this wickedness that the world has been involved in is intertwined in our religions, governments and many - actually most areas of life!

AM I ? - ARE WE? - TO BEHOLD these fallen ones through eyes of love and compassion now? That minister’s wife that I saw in the wheelchair - has also shown up in my life at other times, in other ways. Once at a retreat where she was one of the guest speakers - I remember seeing her arriving in the backseat of a car. I looked at her and she looked at me and we waved and smiled at each other - having eye-contact. I remember how cool it was to ‘connect’ in that way - because I admired her greatly. She was world renowned and now . . . 🙁 I’ve actually had other dreams about her after that incident. In one she looked so plastic and so ‘emotionless’. In another dream she embraces me, she and her husband, and then they ask me to speak to ‘Larry’ or was it ‘Randy’? - ( I never did figure that out ) as they point into a tv or computer screen. . . . Is that what I am doing right now - as I ‘blog’ away at my computer? Am I speaking to the ‘Randys’ ( see your dictionary’s definition of ‘despicable fallen humans’ ) and the Larrys ( those who wear a laurel because of being successful in life ). . . . and NOW is it at all possible for the Randys to transform into Larrys through our Creator’s power to rejuvenate this world including its inhabitants that have so terribly ‘missed the mark’?

Please allow me to share some more messages and dreams with you: Right away I am once again reminded of the dream that I had many years ago of a very ‘wicked’ politician woman - who, if I named her, you would all know who I am talking about. Here is the dream:

I am swatting the behind of this famous wicked woman politician - and at the same time thinking in my head, “why would I be doing this?” - knowing that this women was evil - and also known to be a lesbian ( which I am not ). It was a swat like what athletes do to encourage their teammates during a game. So I gave her that ‘go girl’ swat as she headed up to a podium at a beautiful county-fairgrounds-like place. I saw beautiful rolling grassy hills, trees and crowds of happy people. It was an open-air area where she was to speak. I was sponsoring her ‘appearance’ and we were on friendly terms. At one point she found a scratched-out note of mine which I so often do with dreams and notes on their interpretation, song lyrics and ministry ideas. I was really afraid that she would see her name on one of my scribbled notes with uncompassionate words written about her - but it doesn't appear that she sees anything like that. Near to where the podium was standing - although there is a gravel road between - there are three microphones on stands lined up and standing in a grassy area. ( If she was at the podium - it would have been to her right. ) At one point I am fetching her a pair of clean socks, looking amidst my drawer of old, holey socks ( all I had and me not being perfect either! ) - and I  find her a pretty good pair. As I said, it seems that I am organizing this visit of hers - so of course, like me, it is old-fashioned and unorganized. But the crowds were there to see and hear from this woman and they were granted what they came for.

INTERPRETATION THOUGHTS:

FAIR GROUNDS:
Fair = definition # 7 = marked by ‘favor’ing conditions, promising / definition # 11 = free from blemish, imperfections, or anything that impairs the appearance, quality or character . . . And ‘grounds’ = def. #3 = land having an indicated character or def. # 5 = the foundation or basis on which a belief or action rests; reason or cause.

The three microphones: Microphone = enlarging and amplifying / three = the perfect number symbolizing harmony, wisdom and understanding. It is also the number of times - past, present, future / birth, life, death / beginning, middle, end / it is the number of the divine. ( Remember that I am all about the number 3 - with my 3-3-3-8 birth numbers, my three little child-hood dreams, the bird singing 3 times - the 3rd being non-stop that night. . . . . .( not sure fully of the meaning of these microphones that showed up in another dream also with 3 people at each mic )

The Socks signify “feet shod with the ‘gospel’ of peace”. Holy or wholly socks - not holely! The best message of peace ( my songs, stories, spiritual experiences [the 3 microphones] ) that I can offer, although I am not perfect at it, my contributions and intentions are holy! ) – and I shod her ‘walk’ with my spiritually pure and holy themes of love, truth, forgiveness, and reconciliation!

It’s a tough, rough ( gravel ) road to cross - to come from a place of despising this woman ( which I did at one time ) to now having a heart of love for her and actually endorsing her as an example of Divine Love and its ‘new creation’ power. I believe that this is the era that our Divine Creator of Love has brought us into now. The old world of duality, dark and light, good and evil is coming to an end. LOVE - DIVINE LOVE is bringing us new life and a new era on Planet Earth. Much healing and reconciliation is to take place. For some of the most wicked, the most loving gesture from the Divine will be to move them off of this world’s plane to go to places of reform ( which the physical and spiritual courts of law might have to do ) - perhaps would even spiritual death, an ending of their souls, will be necessary for some, - ? - which in actuality would be a very loving way for Divine to treat them. Perhaps some of the ‘guilty’ would like that to be done to them - ? - to just be of nought - ? - I hope not! BUT NO ONE WILL GO TO HELL AS BIBLE AND OTHER RELIGIOUS TEACHERS HAVE TAUGHT ! OUR CREATOR IS LOVE AND LOVE WOULD NEVER PUNISH ‘ITS’ CREATIONS ( all humans! ) FOREVER IN A LAKE OF FIRE! YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF - WOULD A GOD LIKE THAT BE CONSIDERED A PSYCHOPATH? AND FOR YOU TO AGREE - WHAT DOES THAT MAKE YOU?

I BELIEVE WE ALL WILL BE PUT THROUGH ‘TEACHING SESSIONS’ AS TO WHY OUR SOURCE ALLOWED MANKIND TO GO THROUGH THIS PAST ERA OF DECEPTION AND WICKEDNESS WHICH EMANATED FROM CERTAIN RELIGIONS AND OUR GOVERNMENTS. WHY WAS IT ALLOWED??? - ESPECIALLY THE MISTREATING OF THE CHILDREN - WHY? WHAT IN THE WORLD HAPPENED!!!!????? SOME DAY SOON WE WILL HAVE MORE UNDERSTANDING ON THIS AND WHAT REALLY HAS TAKEN PLACE - I BELIEVE.

May I tell you of another couple of instances that took place really ‘close to home’ and not long ago: A person in the past decade that we as a family came to know ended up being most likely one of this ‘fallen’ group of humanity. Another person that came close to us proved to be a very damaged individual because of being a victim of the heinous behavior of a ‘fallen’ one. They entered our lives, we grew to love them and include them as ‘one of us’ but not long after we found it necessary to sever the relationships that had been formed. In both instances, my heart was torn apart and in both instances I was given divine dreams of both of these people showing me that they had been harmed and ‘damaged’ as young children - opposite of lovingly and properly nurtured - which all of Earth’s children deserve. Because of their hurts - they were ensnared and hurt others. HURT PEOPLE TOO OFTEN - MOST OFTEN ( SORRY TO SAY ) - HURT OTHER PEOPLE.

There is another person close to me - and I will go no further in telling you who it is - but I believe that this person who I have known from childhood is ensnared in that wicked web also. I played with this person as a child. I remember when this person had made an underground fort in the neighborhood vacant lots where we often played. It was a ‘private fort' but I was allowed one particular day into the fort because I could sing and that’s what I did! - I went down to their fort and sang! ( I sang all the time from a very early age! 😊 ) Decades later I kept thinking of that scenario and I announced to this person that I thought that I was divinely told that I would someday ‘sing’ for this person in an ‘underground’ situation. ( I kept thinking it was a ‘foreshadow’ of something to come. ) After jokingly relaying this ( I knew nothing about corruption and secret societies ) and still remembering the reaction when I shared those words - I have come to the realization that this person was then and could very likely today be involved in ‘underground’ wicked doings. And now my foreshadow seems to have come true! I am singing with my 88 songs to members of secret societies and asking them to come out into the LIGHT! I’m not only singing but blogging - sharing my stories and divine happenings to try to convince you of a LOVING CREATOR rather than a revengeful, psychopathic god, the one in the Bible and other ‘holey’ books, who is also the god of secret societies and the god of the evil world system, which is on its way out!

I NOW HAVE A SONG OF LOVE FOR THOSE - PERHAPS YOU? - HIDING IN ‘UNDERGROUND’ ILLEGAL, IMMORAL DOINGS! IT IS TIME TO COME UP INTO THE LIGHT, TO TURN ( 3-3-3-8 ) FROM YOUR WICKED WAYS - TO KNOW TRUE LOVE AND TAKE LOVE’S HAND OF RESCUE! YOU MOST LIKELY DIDN’T MEAN TO FALL INTO THAT TRAP. PERHAPS THE LOVE OF MONEY, LUST FOR SEX, OR NEED FOR FAME LURED YOU THERE - BUT YOU TRULY DID NOT KNOW OF THE PIT THAT THE ENEMY OF MANKIND HAD DUG FOR YOU TO FALL INTO. IT’S TIME NOW FOR A NEW START. ALLOW LOVE TO FREE YOU - MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND - ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE FALLEN! . . . . AND I NOW THINK OF ANOTHER NEIGHBORHOOD CHILD THAT I GREW UP WITH WHO IS VERY FAMOUS BUT MOST LIKELY IS FAMOUS ONLY THROUGH DECEPTION. IT'S TIME FOR ALL THE TRUTH TO BE KNOWN, DEEDS OF DARKNESS BROUGHT OUT INTO THE LIGHT SO THAT YOU MAY BE FREE TOO! IT'S TIME FOR TRUTH AND RECONCILIATION - A TIME FOR FORGIVENESS - AND TRUE AND PEACEFUL LIVING FOR YOU.

THE BIBLE TOLD US THAT WE HAD TO BE ‘BORN-AGAIN’ TO SEE THE KINGDOM OF GOD. I BELIEVE THAT THE SECT OF PEOPLE THAT WROTE THAT BOOK WERE ‘PROJECTING’ and WHAT THEY WERE PREACHING WAS REALLY MEANT FOR THEM. THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THE REASON FOR THE ILL-TREATMENT, PERSECUTION AND DESTRUCTION OF HUMANITY ARE INSTEAD THE ONES THAT NEED TO BE ‘BORN-AGAIN’ !! YOU NEED A TRUE CHANGE OF HEART! YOU NEED HEARTS OF LOVE INSTEAD OF EMPTY, STONY HEARTS THAT FOR SOME REASON YOU CAME TO HAVE. HEAR MY CALL - ALL YOU WICKED OF THE EARTH - YOU WHO HAVE BEEN TRULY WICKED FROM CONCEPTION ( ALONG WITH YOUR WHOLE RACE ) AND YOU WHO HAVE EN-SNARED BY THE WICKED TO JOIN THEIR RANKS - IT IS TIME TO GO FREE NOW - BE NEW CREATIONS OF LOVE AND LIGHT. HEAR THE CALL OF LOVE - ONE AND ALL!!

I could go on and on because I keep digging up dream notes of past dreams and especially this year! The theme from the Divine that I am receiving is of this same nature of love, compassion, truth and reconciliation for the fallen. If you would like to see more of my dreams that are speaking to me in this regard please contact me and I would be glad to share more with you.

Would you like to join me in my ‘evangelistic’ efforts? I have no other direction right at this moment but to be writing my thoughts to you in these posts. I am actually not in touch personally with any humans that are from this ‘fallen’ sect at the moment. But for you that are ‘bound’ to religion, secret societies, the government, FARMA, or other ‘institutions’ of this world who are of this wicked web - I adjure you to go free and together with new energies of truth and freedom we can somehow ‘go’ and help those who are severely ensnared. What could we do together as a force? Even just staying happy in this time of woe will help empower the Earth to be what it is to be. If you detect a ‘leading’ to help me at this time - let me know! It most likely will take an ‘army of love’ to get the job done!

Thank you for staying with me and reading my thoughts. I perhaps am coming towards the end of my blogging days for a while. I might have to spend the rest of my days dodging insults and hatred. I hope not. IF YOU ARE ANGRY AT ME NOW - WHY NOT JUST DECIDE TO LOVE THE ONES THAT YOU ARE WITH, JOINING THE EARTH’S NEW ‘LOVE ARMY’ - THAT WAY. A DIVINE ARMY OF LOVE AND FORGIVENESS JUST MAYBE COULD BE THE ‘CONQUERING FORCE’ THAT THIS WORLD NEEDS TO BRING IT UP AND OUT OF ITS PIT. REMEMBER THAT THE GREATEST FORCE ON EARTH IS LOVE AND THE GOLDEN AGE OF LOVE AND LIGHT IS UPON US - IT’S HAPPENING! REMEMBER HOW EASY IT IS TO FORGIVE - BY JUST DECIDING TO NOT BEING ANGRY. ( It could be as simple as that! ), PUT ON ‘LOVE’, LET THE LOVE FLOW FROM YOUR HEART THAT’S BEEN THERE ALL THIS TIME. LOVE IS OUR VICTORY!

Before I sign off, may I reiterate: The crimes against humanity, especially children, have got to stop!!! The perpetrators of these crimes must be dealt with! If they ( you? ) are not WILLING to come out of their dens of darkness into the LIGHT to be healed and dealt with - through understanding, justice and love - truth and reconciliation - they then must know that their lives here on Earth perhaps will soon be ended. I TRULY WANT THE BEST FOR HUMANITY - EVEN THE FALLEN! BUT IT IS NOW TIME FOR THE INNOCENT TO BE SAFE AND FREE HERE ON PLANET EARTH.

I LONG FOR THAT DAY - A NEW DAY OF PEACE ON EARTH FOR ALL OF ITS INHABITANTS!
AND I KNOW THAT THAT IS WHAT OUR DIVINE SOURCE IS WORKING TOWARDS TO BE A REALITY IN THE NEAR FUTURE.

ALL OF LIFE’S BEST TO YOU, READERS OF MY BLOG! . . . WHILE YOU HELP OUR WORLD THROUGH YOUR LOVE AND EXPECTANCY OF A NEW DAY COMING!

I LOVE YOU ALL AND I THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO MY STORIES, ADMONITIONS AND PLEAS.

BIG BIG HUGS TO YOU ALL! 😊

GRANDMA VAVA

P.S. When you think about individuals that you know are caught in wickedness - as you hear them spoken of - THROW LOVING INTENTIONS - MERCY AND COMPASSION AS A ‘LIFE LINE’ OF SORTS TO THEM ! Instead of speaking of their evilness - cheer them in private affirmations to grab ahold of Love’s lifeline! That’s what I’m going to start doing! “ . . . . ,( say the fallen person’s name ) - grab LOVE’S LIFELINE !!!” Have they fallen and can’t get up without our compassion and aid to help them up? It wouldn’t do anything but GOOD to take that attitude and action.

P.S.S. If you haven’t given my music a try yet - I would like for you to give it a try - to see if it inspires you to love in a more profound way. Because it is lacking in ‘professionalism’, I hope that you will listen as it plays quietly or under earphones where it sounds better - as you go about your day - loving those around you - everywhere you go. Turn the ‘bad news’ and the ‘lies’ ( your radio, tv, and social media ) off because FEAR IS THE OPPOSITE OF LOVE! Keep your mind on the good that you can see NOW and the good that you can see coming with the eyes of your faith! - knowing that our creator and ‘savior’ is LOVE ! 😊